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hey guyz, thiz iz mah new site if use didnt no! hehe um yeah well ive onli zjt started it so it dont hav much shit in it but im goin to make it big aiight? ok guyz hav a good time... byeee

o mah gosh all tha ritin in thiz thingz green! hold on im goin to change it! hehe ther we r.. betta... newaiiz yeah guyz aiight well go check out mah site n yeah i dun spink thiz thing haz a guest book so yeah :S jzt look round n yeah ok bye! hehe

aiight well im goin to b addin alotta like web logz n shit in here ill jzt rite bouit watz goin on wit me n stuff n yeah ill get more fotoz in here asap... hehe ok... wel ttylz!

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12/8/04

Hey guyz!!! hehehe ok well hehe todaii... thurz.. haha i went to tha dentist in tha mornin n i got mah little tooth fixed! thankgosh man!!!! i swear fuk that waz shitten me to tha very end! n then i had an awesome time at sport! hehehe me n hellz n drae were listenin to music on mah fojne 4 tha hole time! it waz awesome fun! hehehe n yeah:P hehehe ok well yeah jzt thought it let use no... im goin to put a pic of liz on mah site az well! hehhe but im not sure wen :P hehe ok bye guyz!

wed 6th oct

ok well.. yiz i no i rote ther >>> az well... but im goin to rite good stuff on thiz side okerz??? lol... aiight well i no i shuld hav a seperate page 4 all thiz... but... meh... i dont really care! lol... newaiiz yeah um well im goin to tell u bout mah holz - in a really short version... that prollz wont end up short cuz i love ritin a shit load... lol here it goez -

ok ive decided im jzt goin to tell u bout umina n tha laz few daiiZ... lol aiigjht well i went to umina on thurz... n cuz if ne of use r readin thiz then u must no me so therefore u no that it iz mah fave place in tha world... now i waz lookin 4wd to it bcuz shellz n dom were goin to b up ther... so yeah i waz pretty syked... tha 1zt daii (fridaii) waz pissin down rain so i didnt do nethin... except i stepped in a puddle n mah thong started floatin awaii from me.. n then i had to chase it... so that waz thrillin... lol n then i also went 4 a swim but i staiied in tha spa 4 most of tha time - nice n warm.. lol

newaiiz n then that night (tha night shellz n dom were supposed to cum up) i found out they WERENT cumin up which realli shitted me off cuz that waz tha hole purpose of goin up ther in tha 1zt place... n yeah n so then tha next daii i still did shit all jzt walked round a little n i went to dinna n i heard thiz "oowa oowa"... n im like... shit... n i tohught it waz jzt sum1 else doin it (if u didnt no oowa oowa iz tha awesome 4somez kinda.. war-cry thing... lol itz so we can find eac otha) lol yeah n i ran out into tha street but i culdnt c ne1... so i went bak n started eatin again n then i heard it again n im like shit theyre here - n i didnt no they were cumin so i got a big surprise n yeah... newaiiz yeah n then that night we jzt wandered round - wer met tripple M... lol these 3 guyz that were pretty drunk... lol mat... he waz tha drunkest 1... lol he went into tha beach fully naked - it waz so funi... he had major "shrinkage" lol... n yeah it waz hilarious - he waz pretty good lokin 2... lol

yeah newaiiz n then tha next day i met tha famous trent... lol n hez gorgeouz!!! lol monnie dom n shellz tohught he liked me cuz he kept starin at me n standin unusally close 2 me :S lol... but tha hotness! hahaha n then yeah n then i came home... n i went to carlz so we culd go to tha MM.. which waz aiight..

n then yeah n then ive bn studyin 4 all of todaii n yesterdaii... fukn history shit... n yeah... itz unbelievable... lol i rote 6 pagez (small ritin... VERY small) bak-to-front pagez... of fukn history notez!!! n then i membad that they had tha practise SC testz on tha net so i went to them n NONE of tha stuff i rote on history wz ther!!! i waz seriousli pissed off! lol... n yeah

so thaz basically mah laz few daiiz... lol n yiz :P heheh n yeah tha guyz came ova tonight (morgan n bill) lol n it waz awesome fun cuz carl came ova n we went outside (tha 4 of us) n we had a giant bal (ya no those ballz that u use 4 ur bak n shit like that? like at tha gym?) yeah them... n we were kikin it n head-buttin it n then we were kikin it down n up tha street n then we ended up plaiin tea ball! hahaha we got a wheelie-bin n pyut tha ball on top n then we got thiz huge plank of wood! hahaha it waz awesome :P lol n yeha n then carl went home n i came bak here n yiz :P that waz night.. n then tomorrow hopefully im goin to get more study in... n me morgan n bill r goin out shoppin 4 clothez 4 me n kimmiz party!!! which iz on thiz weekend memba guyz!!! u beta not hav fukn 4gotten i swear!!! :@:@:@ lol so yiz n yeah :D hehehe aiight well ne1 hoo waz bothad readin thiz then yeah ok hav fun! hehehe :P aiight bye guyz! mwahz!

ps. sori itz so long - hahahaha that waz in short of wat happened! lol if i had gone into detail then ud still b readin anotha like 5 pagez! lol

fri 8th oct

i fucking HATE them... they are my new... "hate's" of this world i tell you... i swear i'm going to kill some people one day and they are at the top of my list i swear. This is Sarah Harrod (you know the psyco bitch that no one likes?) and Jaqui (the fucking albino chick one nobody likes either) aw my gosh i swear! im so sick of this shit! why don't they just get tha fuck over it? seriously! im going to get jaqui with a sledge hammer. Im going to hit her in her fugly moley face with a fucking sledge hammer. AGGHH!!! i just want to fucking scream. Seriously... AND then this other bitch is getting into it who i don't even fucking KNOW!!! i mean WTF! LOL not even fucking jaqui knows her! i mean shit!!!

Oh what ever. Seriously... that's it. from this point on. im fucking over all of this.. all of this shit it's over... they are nothing in this world and they will end up rats by the side of tha road TRYING to prostitute for money... ok ok sorry i just had a talk with dad and told him what was going on in my head... he says hes scared... of me... this isn't good...

Anyways... ok im over it... im getting on with my life and i hope they do the same because.. im not going to go into becauses... im soooo fucking sick of everything else though! seriously!!

But anyways...hmmm what happened today? Well i went to the shops with Morgan... which was fun cause i saw all these people i knew there... and yeah it was just a fun walk... and then we just fully bludged the whole day, i finished the pictures for my folder and everything and yeah. i don't know... i'm just going to hav a good day tomorrow! yayyy!!!! fun fun! :D:D:D i can't wait...

11/10/04

ok well i aint goin to b able to read ne of thiz cuz im ritin in white... lol so bare wit me ppl - newaiiz um yeah i jzt wanted to saii summin kwikly to sarah - i dsed all that shit up ther ^^ wen u called me a skank... so yeah i guess we're even or summin? cuz that waz agez ago n im not like... pullin ya leg or nethin bout wat ive sed n yiz... hehe n yeah scott iznt a bastard.... but he still iz a shit cuz he WAZNT SOCIALISIN AT MAH DAMN PARTAE!!!! ya nong :P hehehe itz ok i no he lubz me :P lol o

ok well itz tha 1zt daii of skool todaii n yeah so ill prollz b ritin more bout THAT tonight n yiz ok ttylz! bye!!!!

aiight guyz well itz tha like evenin/night now n yeahn i jzt got home... hehe n dad jzt brought in a hooooole plate of mini-pizzaz left ova from tha partae!! hehe yummmmyyy!!! newaiiz yeah um well todaii 1zt daii of skool - saw evry1 again - that waz pretty kool - all tha ppl i didnt c at tha party newaiiz... n yeah it waz aiight i guess - pretty good daii n yeah... except I HATE THESE FUKN DRESSES!!! SERIOUSLI!!! agghhh theyre so fukn annoyin!!!! grrrr lol n dad wont let me wear mah bloody winter uni!!! grrr.. newaiiz im goin to go eat n then watch HnA hehehe (home n away) fave. show! i looooove it! hehe n yiz newaiiz okerz byeeee guyz! mwahz!!!!

i fukn... aw mah gosh i dun fricken no.. itz still tuez 19th oct... lol but yeah i dunno - im in a pretty bad mood - found out a few bad thingz tonight but CAN n WILL get ova them... um yizz... so yeah but otha than that tonight waz pretty good - im luvin drama!! :P hehehe itz so awesome fun! i dunnnooo... lol i love talkin 2 scott... hez a good listener - n he makez a good thing outta a bad situation....

same wit carl... i jzt wish he waz on right now but hez workin... id really like to talk to him... i miss him a little... havent tlaked much to him (like PROPERLEY talked) ova tha laz few daiiz... bloody skool... but yeah hopefully ill tlak to him tonight...

i dunno i feel a little down - i think itz bcuz of tha weather - yes i absolutely LOVE tha rain but it alwaiiz makez me feel realli down n not hapi - i dont like that feelin... i dont get it much nemore which iz fantastic - carlz good 4 me i think... hez put mah hole life in a new perspective which i love him 4 that...

n yeah i dunno... life shuld b easier.. lol therz so many thingz i wanna do n so little time to do them in ya no??? ive got mah 1zt shift at best n less thiz week on thurz... im a little nervous but am excited 2... got alot of projectz that i need 2 do but rnt fukd to do - mah fukn photography teacha thinkz that itz important to study 4 a phjotography test wen weve got tha SC a few daiiz aftawardz - shez livin in a fantasy world - fukd if im studyin 4 ne of that shit... i got bout 4 projectz thiz week... not hapi lica - but i guess i gotta deal... newaiiz ill shutup bout mah crappy-skool-work-2-much-borin life now... hahaha n yeah

ik mean afta tha BEP concert - iu felt like ther waz nuthin to look 4wd to... but i hav HEEPZ to look 4wd to - i jzt realised...

ive decided im goin to cruise thru life - take evrythin az it cumz - fuk evrythin else :) bye guyz

fri 22nd oct 04

aiight guyz well thiz wont b too long but..... fuk it... hold on... sori had to jzt fix that... lol newaiiz yeah um thiz wont b too long but i jzt wanna kwqikly tell u wat im doin thiz weekend!!! itz so excitin im almost jumpin up n down... ready 4 it???? ya sure??? ya sure ur ready?? ready??? im doin.......... :O:O...... absolutely FUKN NUTHIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! literally! aw mah gosh so fricken borin!!! lol i mena vie got summin REALLY big on tomorrow mornin that im totally freakin out bout bcuz i think ill fail!!! but yiz.. so wish me luk guyz :S:S:S lol

aw mah gosh man im havin a shit ass daii ill tell ya that - hold on brb goin to check whetha itz a full moon or not... brb

ok well itz onli a half moon but todaii certainly did feel like a fricken full moon... mah gosh man.. shit daii shit daii - ended up cryin 4 LITERALLY no fukn reason!!! jzt started cryin (think im gettin mah periodz :S lol) n like tonightz jzt shit bcuz i hav to wait until tomorrow mornin (freakin out) n .. carl... jzt... aghhh - fukn hell i dont giv a shit honestly fuk it... i dont care... im so fukn sik of evry1z shit i culdnt giv 2 flyin fukz tonight... fuk evrythin - i g2g b4 i start ramblin on bout mah fukn problemz... bye

mon 25th oct 04

hey guyz... lol aiight well... aw mah gosh... ok letz start wit fridaii night yeah??? ok well i barely did nethin.. i went to bed early cuz i had to get up early 4 mah drivaz test which i got n i told use all about ova ther >>> lol newaiiz yeah n im n then saturdaii night i went to tha lantern festival wit helly n jamie n we met up wit carl ther etc... n yeah it waz good 4 tha festival bit but im guessin evry1 readin thiz haz heard bout yasin??? mah poor guy... im prayin evry night 4 him to get betta n 2 b ok... he noez i luv him n hez got so much support from evry1 else... tha cunt that hit him tho... i swear it... mah gosh id kill them.. how culd ne1 do thiz to a person... i dont no i dont wanna talk bout it or ill cry again... but im goin to c him soon - i cant c him now bcuz onli hiz immediate family can c him... but i will c him... itz weird not havin him round... newaiiz movin on.. cant talk bout it... um yeah n then also a car crash happened that night az well - thiz p plater ran into sum asianz family carz - pretty funi but they fukd up both carz good n proper... ive neva actually HEARD a car crash b4 - it waz crazy... so yeah that night waz filled wit fukd-up-ness... n then i went to carlz 4 a little while aftawardz i think... wait... i acnt even... ooo thaz right... lol yeah arlz fam. took me home to theirz n then like half an hour afatwardz dad came n picked us up n took us bak to mine n we plaiied nintendo 64 for most of tha time he waz ova wit stui - that waz fun :P i kept losin :( lol aw damn... i feel like plaiin it now! haaha newaiiz yeah n like um eyah n so then acrl went home - we took him home n then tha next daii i went out 4 more of a drive - still not perfected it like mah grojuz bf haz but itz gettin betta! lol i get to drive home tonight! hehe newaiiz yeah n so yeah n then like... summin happened wit dad n pauline n evrythin - not goin into detail wit that bcuz ill end up punchin a brick wall... lol so yeah but yeah n then i drove ova to carlz house n cuz ya no how county drive iz busy sumtimez - i told dad b4 we got home tha 1zt time that i ddint wanna drive on it bcuz i waz scared cuz it waz so busy... n yeah but bcuz afta wat happened i waz too busy yellin TO dad bout wat happened to realise that i waz on county drive n i jzt went to carlz house :P i waz excited! ehehehe newaiiz enuff bout that n then i went to acrlz house n spent tha daii ther n had dinna wit hiz family which neva ceases to bore me... lol i lvoe havin dinna wit their family - theyre fukn hilarious... haha newaiiz gotta go - im goin to go show kimmi mah site now bye guyz mwahz!

get betta soon yasin!!!! luv u huni!!!

26th oct 04

hey guyz.... um ok well itz um... tuezdaii - o MAH GOSH!!!! BEST fukn time at drama! ill tell ya thiz iz wat i wait 4 all week! lol i LOVE it... lol at tha end me clyde n ally ended up runnin round tha parkin lot plaiin tip and screamin thingz like "hankey soe" and "u fank mutha skuka!!!" hahaha meanin "wank muther fucker" lol... i sed that biut it didnt cum out that right... lol newaiiz n yeah n then all mah happiness ended wen i got into tha car wit dad n he basically dis-encouraged me 2 get an agent... :( mah drama teacha haz so much hope in me that i can do it n i cant bcuz of him ya no? but yeah it dont matta...

newaiiz yeah n then to carlz house i went :D:D:D which iz alwaiiz fun! love it ther.. such an escape!! we ended up squashing each other and runnin round n tackling each otha jzt 4 2 dollaz that i ended up wit in tha end :P hehehe it waz fun tho - ive neva cn him so syco... it waz funi! hehehe hez so kute... i love spendin time wit him... hez so great...

n yeah n then i had to cum home to mah pizza n 64 which i will plaii b4 i go to bed :P hehehee im so sad lol but i love it :D i waz plaiin pokemon b4 i left :P lol n then o mah gosh these 2 hot pizza delivery guyz!!!! aw mah gosh they delivered mah pizza n me n ally were standin at tha door n we're like :O hahaha it waz so funi :P lol okerz well i g2g now so i hav time to plaii 64 b4 i leave which i wont bcuz itz 11 now but thaz ok! hehe okerz...

n i send mah luv out to yasin hooz gettin betta each daii! im prayin 4 ya babe!!! ill hopefulli c u tomorrow!!!

bye guyz mwahz!!!

24th Nov 04 (wed)

HEY GUYZZZ!!! aiight well i havent ritin on here in fricken aaaagez aye!! man sooo much to tell use all!! hehe well me n carl broke up 1zt thing! but we still heepz good frenz so thaz awesome :D hehehe newaiiz yeah n then therz dano - omg man - need i saii more... wen eva hiz name popz up u gotta no watz goin on ;) hehehe i aint goin to go into detail but ill tell ya DAMN i love hiz msgz :P hehehe tha ppl hoo hav read hiz most recent msgz will no wat im talkin bout! hahaha i rang him b4 n he waz in tha car wit hiz m8 (all hiz m8z no bout me :S:S:S lol - he tellz them evrythin bout me... hahaa) n he waz in tha car wit hiz m8 n they were chuckin eggz at ppl houses - lol i mean shit it aint even halloween! hahaha nah i told them they shuld go by rogerz house - hahaha but then he wuldnt b a um.... customer... of um.. danoz nemore... hehe yiz ok well ive g2g now but yeah um FORMAL IN 8 DAIIZ!!!!! HELL YEAH!! fuk man.. omng i cant wait! so excitement! :P hehe newaiiz yeah um so yeah well ill ttylz - n bte ther will b more recent picz cumin on tha net asap - im goin to start doin em now so yiz hehe ok bye guyz! mwahz

7th dec 04 (tuez)

heyyy guyz!!! hehe ok well... omg so much to tell u... hmm... um well... lol 1zt of all... dontcha jzt love it wen ya ex bf n ya best friend like each otha??? o itz fan-fukn-tastic aint it?!?! lol o wellz... it dont matta - az long az their hapi then im fine! :D hehehe plus ive got dano so thaz all good :P lol but i doubt ill b frenz wit carl 4 much longa... dont no y - itd b too hard i reckon... like to awkward n shit... but of core im still goin to b frenz wit ally still - it culd neva b weird wit her.. shez bn mah best freind 4 13 yrz... i think i can liv wit it - itz part of growin up... all thiz shit... but yeah.. onto dano! :D heee

omg guyz u culdnt undastand how fucking SEXY he iz!!! id fuck him NE DAII!! so fukn gorjuz!! n hez tha sweetest guy n evryhin n then i hopefully get to c him on sundaii!!! hehe yayyyy but thaz AFTA mah drama performance :S which im shittin mahself bout... im also really excited but :D hehehe im jzt hopin carl duznt go cuz that wuld suck serious dik... lol but yeah im excited but cuz i get to b an actress!! :D hehe n ally iz mah manager... itz pretty kool!!!

LUVIN IT!!! hehe iz also mah new word... lol omg guyz... tha formal... lol dont even get me started! haha it waz awesome - afta party waz even betta except 4 tha fact that i got pissed off mah face n tripped ova to many timez n then i spilt mah drink all ova mahself... n then i LOST MAH HALF A DECK OF SMOKEZ!!!!!! WHICH REAALLLYYY SHITZ me... n then i found out jono moore found em!!! n then i waz so drunk that i had no idea wat i waz doin tha hole night - i dont wanna go into nemore detail... ne1 readin thiz will no wat happened lol... so yeah newaiiz um yeahhhh so im heepz bored n i cant stop thinkin bout dano... n then i cant stop thinkin bout mah fucking drama performance!! :S:S:S:S agghhh seriousli im goin to b rehearsin mah linez all week! suckz...

n then tomorrow (wed) ive gotta go to a funeral... sooo yueah... 4 mah great uncle siddy... R.I.P... i grew up wit him.. n wat urtz me even more iz tha fact that i havent cried yet.... i havent cried ova alot of thingz i wuld normally cry ova... i dont get it...

ive also lost bout 5 kg... not good :S well it iz 4 me but not 4 mah health - itz all tha smokin n not eatin... but i wont get started on that shit... n yeah

so atm mah life iz totally up n down! hehehe but itz entertainin! :P hehe catchaz all l8a mwahz bye!

fri 31zt dec 04 (NEW YRZ EVE)

heyyyy guyz!!!! how yaz all doin aye??? omg ok... lol sooo much to tell ya! ahahaha aiight i got bak from umina - yes umina!! haha - yesterday... but i didnt wanna leave - like i did but i didnt... i mean i waz havin an awesome time up ther (HOTTEST GUYZ!!!!!) hahaha therz thiz guy hooz namez john right... SEXIEST body.. 6-pack n huge musclez on hiz armz n huge veinz n omg so sexual... n yes... i got wit him! ahahaha soooo sxc! lol but yizzz n then we met like sam n phil n sean n big W hahaha theyre all wogz n they were so hot man! seriously yum1 hahaha

n then yeah we had to leave so yeah i waz only up ther 4 like 3 daiiz... but thaz aiight cuz i go bak on tha 9th!!!! O YEAHH!! hahaha 4 2 weekz... fuk man i hav such a good feelin bout it! i reckon im goin to hav tha best time... but itz funi right cuz like EVRY 1zt night of umina i alwaiiz end up hookin up wit sum1 :| like laz time i hooked up wit phil n then thiz time i hooked up wit john... well that goin to happen thiz time... noooo wayy!!!

itz funi but cuz ive decided that i serioudly DO NOT wan a bf... omg man they suck! hahaha i dont wanna b in a relationship - i hav to much fun wen im single! hahaha i cant believe i didnt miss thiz wen i waz goin out wit carl - n yes i am bak to mah normal self.. THANKGOSH! :P hehe

so yeah i dunno... umian waz jzt so fantastic man... i went swimmin in mah clothez - umina tradition!!hahahah n michelle changed mah name to Lexy.. haha dunno y... but thaz mah name ;):P hehe n yeah... n fucking trent n daniel n TOBY THA FAT SHIT HOOZ FAT DUZNT STOP CUMIN OUT HIZ EARZ WEN HE TALKZ!!! fuk i hate that fat cunt... :@ dun ask guyz - jzt a huge fight that happened wit shellz n tha guyz... itz aiight cuz i aint stuck in tha middle... but they punishin me az well cuz they wont talk to me - well trent wont. n he usually duz... so yeah... n then yeah we went swimmin in tha beach az well n jumped on tha pillow thingy :P hehe n yeah it waz jzt awesomeee... n then omg! i tried to get ciggyz right.. but tha fat slut wuldnt sell em to me - so i got thiz really hot 18 yr old guy hoo workz at umina to go in n get em but she wuldnt giv em to him! :@ n so yeah thaz how we met tha hot wogz... n then l8a on i got thiz otha guy to go n get em :D hehe theyre already gone... hahaa i only had em 4 a day n a half... i smoke heepz wen i drink ok... n i waz drinkin alot 2 nightz ago wit these otha randomz we met on tha waii to tha beach! haha they tried to rape us but! lol we ran! hahahah it waz pretty funi cuz they were hot n kool :P hehehe

n then laz night i came home n started straightenin mah hair straight away cuz me n ally were goin out shopin.. hehe i got tha hottesty hat! itz blue n itz a von dutch hat! sexual! luvin it! itz so hot :P hehe n i got 3 new topz az well.. n a dangly thing n a deck n a fone cova! haha shoppin spree :P hehe

ok so i gotta go now but yeah i hope evry1 haz an awesaome new yrz n ill speak to yaz soon!

LATER!

5th jan 05 - wed? i dunno wat daii it iz... lol

well it waz erinz bdaii yesterdaii so i shout out "HAPPY BDAII BABY!!!!" 2 mah gorjuz cuz erin! hehe n yeah... n um yeahhh so hmm watz bn goin on.. well um im zjt tryin to sorty all thiz shit out wit stuart n michelle which iznt workin so im gettin stressed... i mean it aint mah place to sort shit out but i cant help it... michellez to stubborn... but yeah i dunno...

n um but it waz shellz bdaii on tha 3rd so i also shout out "HAPPY BDAII ELLE BABY!!!" 2 her az well n i went to her party onnnn... yesterdaii? hehe n yeah we went out to towaz n saw team america - we snuck in afta sum hot guyz - unintentionally of corse.. we were jzxt followin em n then we realised wat movie it waz n we're like yeahhh :P haha so that waz a really good bonus! hahaha n then yeah n then aftawardz i waz standin outside havin a smoke n thiz HOTTTTTTT guy walked up n i jzt started talkin to him n hiz namez joel n hez 17 n yum... hehehe *droolz* n so we went to tha park n were tlakin to them 4 a little while n then we left bak to shellz house n we jzt watched dvdz until 4am... n then we woke up at like 11... haha n then we watched more dvdz n i left at like 2... haha

n then todaii i did basically nuthin... ally came ova 4 a little while n we watched white chickz - fukn funniest movie! i love it! hahahaha n then yeah thaz basically it.. ive bn fukn bored all fricken daii but - it waz 2 hot to go 4 a walk or nethin... lol it waz funi but right cuz dad had toi change tha lockz on our house bcuz we lost tha spare key.. so he did that todaii right.. n then tonight i waz lookin 4 mah glasses (mah theory iz they fell into a black hole sumwher in mah house lol) n then i found tha spare key... lol idiot hahaha lol so stupid

n then ummm... wat else?? ther waz summin else i needed to tlak bout... o thaz right mah bro!!!! ok well... um erin told me that... ill try n make a long story short right.. bascially i havent cn mah bro in bout 2 yrz... ova 2 yrz actually... so yeah itz pretty hard 4 me bcuz i really miss him right.. n then mah cuz sed to me tha toha night "o btw andrew sez hey n merry christmas" n i waz like.. wtf? how did u c him n shez like o we went to c him... n im like wher iz he? n shez like in rehab n im like wat 4? n shez like drugz... n im like o right well that waz a dead giv-away... n i started cryin cuz she told me i culdnt c him bcuz it waz rehab rulez... n then im like iz he happy? n shez like yeah n then i waz like.. i dunno i jzt got so upset cuz i miss him so much n he still thinkz bout me ya no? n i dunno... but yeah

n yeah so bak onto a happy note... sori no.. not a happy note... THA FUCKING BETS NOTE IN HISTORY!!!!!!!! 4 DFAIIZ TILL UMINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELL YEAHH!!!! WOOHOOO!!! OOWA OOWA!!! im so fucking excited! D::D:D:D hehehe yayayyayayayayay!!! hehe but yiz ok well im goin to go now n yeah.. hhehehe yay umina! best place in tha world 4 me :P hehe aiight ill ttylz... o btw

hahaha me n ally hav decided to open a night club wen we 18! :P hehe n yeah so yeah jzt lettin use all no - n thiz iz no fukn jk eithas... we r dead set on thiz... so yeah hehe aiight bye guyz! mwahz (K) hav a gr8 holz if i dont rite on her b4 i go away! hehe

um... 29th?... of... jan 05 - satdaii i think... lol o wellz - IT WAZ TODAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehe omg guyz!!! hahahaha omg wher to start! lol todaii haz bn fukn crazy!!! i met thiz most HOTTEST guy on tha net todaii... on that auspal thing right n then like weve bn msgin each otha n sendin fotoz n shit n omg yum.. lol newaiiz n then summin jzt happened now n yeah that jzt went down tha drain... lol newaiiz

"WE WILL ROCK YOU" WAZ THA BEST THING FUCKING EVA! OMG I HAD THA BEST!!!!!!! FUCKING!!!!!!!!!! TIME!!!!!!!!!! hehehehe i LOVED it!!! it waz absolutely BRILLIANT!!! n i got to meet all tha starz az well! hehe... ya no tha britney spearz guy??? lol 1 of tha main characterz? yeah well he waz mah fave right.. n i saw him n i ran up to him n i waz like "OMG I LUV U!!!" n yeah hehe n i got a foto wit him! :D hehehe omg i cant believe it! it waz sooo good!!!... n kate (tha main character hoo waz inlove wit galelaio) yeah i had thiz full convo wit her.. bcuz nabila n all her frenz new her so yeah hehe it waz gr8! n then yeah... i waz waitin out tha front 4 dad so i got to hav a smoke n evrythin n omg guyz... do u no how many HOT GUYZ IN HOT GUYZ GO PAST!!!!!!!!!! i counted like 15 hot carz wit hot guyz in em!!! haha it waz so funi lol

but yiz so i had a kik ass fucking daii!! lol... n yeah i got to spend sum more time wit ally todaii n we watched teachin mrz tingle... n she waz gettin pissed cuz mah fone kept on goin off evry like 5 minz cuz cal (tha hot guy on tha net) waz msgin me :P hehe

n umm yeah.. wat else happened... lol barely NETHIN... OMG THAZ RIGHT! hahahaha i walked in tha door... n tha absolute more KUTEST THING WAZ STARIN BAK AT ME!!!!!!! itz stuiz new doggy leah!! shez absolutely BEAUTIFUL!!!!! hehe shez a full bread of mah dogz... (mah dogz r half king charlez cavilierz n half powder puff) shez jzt a full bread king charlez... n shez brown n white (tha rarest 1 u can find)... shez absolutely GORJUZ!! hehe

but yiz newaiiz... so atm im tlakin to cal n thaz bout it.. :P hehe... aiight im goin to go now n hopefully hav a smoke... lol ill ttylz CELESC!!! hehe mwahz

31zt Jan 05 - mondaii

4 sum reason i tohught it waz wed todaii! :| lol... omg i jzt membad!!! hehe DRAMA TOMORROW NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! OMG THANKGOSH!!! ive needed drama 4 sooo long i swear... ok well iot waz 1zt daii of skool todaii.. evry1 looked so awesome in tha new uniformz!! hehe

but yeah i had a fukd up daii... it waz shit house... ummm... it started wit thiz mornin wen dad told me summin... that like... jzt totally fukd me up... bcuz i didnt wan it to happen n yeah but it iznt happenin nemore so i guess im ok bout that now... i still feel like shit bout it but... n yeah um... n then thiz mornin... i waz talkin to amty... n then cumin up tha pathwaii... ther he waz.... i hadnt cn him in 8 weekz... n it broke mah heart to c him again... i dont no y... but it jzt killed me... i fucking HATE feelin like thiz... i dont even no Y i do.. itz so fucking stupid... y cant i jzt......... b happy... 4 1nce... n ne1 hoo noez me well enuff noez hoo im talkin bout... um so yeah

n then anotha thing that made me feel even more shit iz tha amount of work that ive realised im goin to b gettin thiz yr... n im totally freakin out bout it... i feel like cryin bcuz im so scared.. im not goin to b able to handle it... i no that.. therz too much to do ya no? i dont hav tha attention span 4 thiz kinda shit... i wish i wulda dropped out wen i had tha chance... n gone to tafe or summmin... i dunno

so yeah thaz evrythin thaz goin on.... i no it dont cm like much but trust me... in mah bookz... itz drivin me insane... i talked to samantha todaii n evrythin n like jzt like normal... but i dunno.. wen eva i c carl or her... i feel like... bloody... hittin them both... i dunno... it jzt killz me to c them togetha.. i fucking HATE IT!!!!!! AGGH!!! i dont even no Y tha hell im feelin like thiz!!! itz drivin me in-fucking-sane!!!

i wish i culd change skoolz.. mayb i shuld change skoolz now b4 i get into all tha work 4 mah skool...

otha thingz that r pissin me off... well cuz todaii waz sooo fuknnn hot!!! omg it waz awful... so thaz prollz anotha thing that waz fukn me off... n yeah but like... lunch n recess r jzt SOO FUCKING BORING!!!! OMG MAN!!! tha ONLY fun i hav iz wen i go up to like catherinez group or up to c cerise or summin... i mean fuk... but it waz sooo amazingly good to c hellzta again... mah gosh... it waz so goods to b able to spend time wit her again n shit... i feel like i hac soooo much to tell her ya no? but... i dont? lol i dunno...

ok well im goin to go now... n go n.. hav a smoke or summin.... i dont no how im goin to handle it at skool... i almost died todaii.. i needed 1 so fukn badly :(...

celesc! mwahz

8th feb 05 - wed.... no.. tuez... lol sori

ok well mah msn iz fukn up n itz startin to piss me off... lol hold on i needa fix it... lol ok itz done :P hehe newaiiz yeah um...

well im BORED FUCKING SHITLESS!!!!!!!!! AGGHHH!!!!!! lol sum1 fucking help me! itz drivin me nutz! lol.. nuthin to do nemore - cal if ur readin thiz... THEN U GO TO BED TO FRICKEN EARLY!!!!!!!!!! lol.... newaiiz yiz ummm... hmmm

well todaii waz.... meh... TO HOT!!!! lol othawise it waz a pretty good daii actually... i waz in a pretty good mood so yeah! :P hehe

evry1 iz in a good mood tonight... i dunno y... well no actually itz only keesha... haha but still... aw i dunno.. im buggad - im goin to go to bed soon.. itz only 10 2 10... haha n im soo tired! :( lol... n so bored - thaz prollz anotha reason y im so tired... haha

n omg im freakin out!!! no more smokez! agghh :S:S:S need to get more!!! shit shit shit... i only hav 2 left! thaz gotta laz me until atleast tomorrow arvo n i might not even b able to get em tomorrow arvo! aghh... i swear - if simey duznt hav mah 6 he owez me tomorrow ill kik him... haha

but yiz umm.. shit wat happened todaii that waz good... um o... lol i saw.... sum1 ;) hehe n that waz good cuz hez so hot.. n i miss tlakin to him so much :( hehe yummy yummy... but itz good.. cuz... i cant go into much detail... but hez doin summin.. wit me... hehe.. n alotta otha ppl... lol that prollz soundz rong but hey! :S hahah

omg n mah nose ring - itz FUCKING ME OFF!!! i wanna kill it!!! YAYYY HELLZTAZ ON!!! hehe brb :D ok im bak! hehe yayyy not bored nemore! yay! hehehe... newaiiz yeah um... hmmm.. i no therz summin that i needa publicise but i dunno wat it iz! hehe lol awww... shit! ummmm.. um um um um... well... lol haha o no i cant saii that can i? fuk! lol neva mind then! hahaha... jzt sumin that happened.. thaz. funi.. haha kinda... lol o shutup lica... lol sori! hahaha umm... yeah well... ive bn cn carl alot.. like down at skool n stuff - n stuffz gettin betta kinda... we can actually b in tha same vicinity wit out like... bitchin to each otha hahaha so thaz good... i mena yesterdsaii i went n sat nezxt to him n waz tlakin to him n it waz al good n dshit... but that still dont mean we frenz.. i dont no watz goin on.. im confused... lol he duz that dont he.. lol newaiiz

um so yeah.. n i talked to cal 4 a bit thiz arvo but not enuff :(... i think i tlaked to him on tha fone actually - o yes i did to! hahaha i rang hiz home thiz time... lol itz still an STD call but hey meh i dont care... hahaha :P n yeah

yayyy get credit tomorrow! i can actually msg ppl now! hahaha... :P yayyy ill get that wen i get mah smokez mayb - O THAZ RIGHT! ELLEZ CUMIN OVA TOMORROW ARVO! YAYYYY!!! HEHEHE she haznt bn ova in agez! o thiz will b fun! :P hehehe yayayay... she getz to experience tha "o-so-fun-time" of walkin home wit tha boiiz... lol

ok well im goin to go now cuz im jzt fucking bored - n im goin to go to bed n read :P hehe im almost finished "the divinci code" omg itz such a good booK! hehehe

ok guyz ill ttylz... mwahz!!!! celesc!!!! :D

12th feb 05 - saturdaii?... itz like... 1am in tha mornin.. so yeah lol

hey guyz... well yeah.. not in tha best mood.. im actually like... ok im in a good mood right.. but i feel like shit... i dont no how that workz... but yeah i dunno...

went to towaz tonight... went wit dom :) it waz greaty... i had a great time wit her... besidez tha fact that i hav sum fugly fukn dik head ringin me LITERALLY evry... i thikn it waz 2 minz??? yeah thatd b right... he rung me evry 2 fucking minz... itz hard to explain like.. i met him ova tha net right n then basically to make a long story short he waz goin to towaz tonight az well.. he told me thiz at 6... i told him id b ther at 7... he then rang me evry 15 minz afta 6:00pm to ask whetha i waz ther yet or not... n evry fucking time i fucking told him that i waznt fucking goin to FUCKING B THER UNTIL FUCKING 7 O'FUCKING-CLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! newaiiz sori bout that... um yeah n then afta i met him.. like i had a pic of right.. but it waznt him.. i swear it waznt... didnt look nethin like him - he waz much fatter... n it.. jzt didnt look like him... so yeah i dunno newaiiz so yeha he waz ugly so i left afta meetin him n like i left like 2 secz l8a he waz ringin me tellin me he waz goin to tha movie we were goin to (we lied bout wat movie we were goin to jzt incase) n like he kept ringin n ringin n i culd swear to use that i culd SWEAR that he rang me round bout 30 timez tonight.. he wuldnt stop right... so i went up to thiz random guy in sanity n told him to pretend to b mah bf n tlak to him.. so he did... n then i left sanity n he rang bak AGAIN n told me to tell me wher mah "bf" waz spo he culd smash tha shit outta him n im like WTF?!?!?!

n so now i feel fucking useless...n so i msged akshaay... n now hez makin me feel betta.. along wit hellzta... shez makin me laugh... haha but yeah ... i feel soooo protected wen akshaay iz wit me or tlakin to me or nethin... so i feel a little betta but still... im so scared.. thiz guy noez i liv in castle hill - he noez mah namez lica... he noez mah email n mah numba... n i swear.. if he ringz me todaii i will track him down n slit hiz throat - im goin fucking crazy here... i dont no wat to do.. i feel so vulnerable... i HATE feelin like thiz... im goin to fukn freak i swear... o i dunno.. but i guess otha than that it waz a good night.. me n dom got 2 setz of fotoz... 1z from timezone n then 1z from that otha machine... lol it waz good :) hehe i look so shit in both of em but! lol it waz pretty funi! hehe...

but shit... yeah.. like n even wen i hung up on him n shit hed keep ringin bak ya no?! like he jzt DIDNT get tha fucking point... i kept tellin him that mah battery waz runnin low (WHICH IT WAZ) n i desperately needed to tlak to dad.. n i culdnt do that if he kept fukcing ringin me n wastin mah battery ya no! but fuck... i dunno...

well mah eyez r bout to fall off so im goin... ill ttylz... celesc

thurz 17th feb 05 - 8 MONTHZ TILL MAH BDAII! hehe

heyyy guyzzz... omg.. now... hmmm wat to saii? man.. so much haz happened... but... i dunno wat to saii! lol

i cant wait until i fricken go to anotha bloody glenbrook/lapston party!!! they fukn awesome man seriously! heehe omg therz so much to tell but so little time! hahaha

ok well.. valentinez daii waz pretty good! hehe got rosiez from hellzta n akshaay :D heheh... n yeah that waz good... i like akshaay so much man.. but i jzt.. i dont no... im havin fun bn single ya no? n id rather die than hurt him.. so i dont no wat to do.. i dunno.. wen eva i tlak to him or c him i jzt like start likin him alll ova again ya no?... itz so hard... but yeah i dunno...

ummm... wat else... haha o mah gosh man! lol 4 tha 1zt time in like fukn. 4eva! carl came ova thiz arvo! lol. 4 like tha 1zt time since we had that fight!! lol... it waz heepz kool.. we acted.. well... normal... i guess... n yeah it waz jzt really good :) i dunno n then tha stubborn ass wuldnt wait until dad got home so we culd giv him a lift n wat did he hav to do? WALK THA FUK WAII HOME! n i bloody walked wit him! me bn fukn stupid n all! lol... but yeah i dunno.. it waz fun... i asked him whetha he wanted to go to tha eastah show wit me.. i hope he sez yes cuz i had a heepz good time laz time :) hehe so yeah

but yiz newaiiz n ummm hmmm wat else happened... lol i leant simey a colored wig n a top from wen i waz like 8 cuz hez goin to a party dressed az a drag queen! hahaahaha itz goin to b so funi! lol so i leant him sum of mah shit! hahaha lol so yeah newaiiz um.. hmm wta else... aw i dunno wat else... lol nuthin much else haz happened... soooo yeah ok well... yeah aiight well ive got laurenz party thiz weekend... so yeah that shuld b ... interestin.. lol n ive still got skool tomorrow... agghhh - i keep on thinkin itz like... fridaii or summin.. i dunno y... lol o wellz.. aiight ill ttylz (K) mwahz celesc!!!

sundaii... i mean saturdaii 19th?... of um.. feb! 05!!

ooooo maaahhhh gooosshhh!!! hehehe i am havin SUCH A GOOD WEEKEND RIGHT NOW!!! ahhahahaha aw man... ok lol ill start wit laz night! haha

- ok well.. i had a SHIT ASS arvo... well actually no... i lie.. i had an actual really good arvo - cuz i saw simon (from down tha rd) 4 like tha 1zt time in agez... o so hot! hahaha haha newaiiz yeah n i also saw mitch (o so hot az well) hahaha... n yeha so it waz good i sat down n tlaked to them 4 a little while n yeah... um n then i got home n evrythin turned upside down n went shit! :S... so yeah n um n then i went out wit michelle.. o man it waz so much fun - i SERIOUSLY needed that! sooo badly! n yeah we had such a good time.. i saw ricey (cerise) n mitch ther.. n so we like spent tha hole time wit them except 4 tha movie cuz they went to c a different 1... lol so yeah n it waz heepz fun - fuk damn mitch iz so fucking sxc man omfg! lol.. cerise u luky bitch!!! hahaha newaiiz yeah n so then we wernt home n i waz jzt tlakin to ppl on tha net n evrythin got a little betta n then yeah that waz mah fridaii night... haha

- ok todaii... um went out wit shellz again.. lol it waz good! i got heepz more undiez etc! :D hehe yayyy they so gorjuz.. i got tha nicest undiez! they pink wit darker pink heartz all ova em! hehe they so nice! lol n yeah we were jzt wanderin round.. n OMG! i got mah ear pierced again!!! haha yayyy!!! (Y)(Y) haha so now i got 15 piercingz! hahaha :P yay! hehehe but i waz goin to get tha middle of mah ear pierced todaii except tha chick that duznt waznt in... so im goin mayb like... l8a i dunno wen... so yeah im excited but! hehe so yeah i got 15 now... newaiiz yeah n then i came home n i jzt read a little bit more of mah book cuz i waz waitin so i culd get ready 4 laurenz party... newaiiz n then i ended up fallin asleep.. 4 5 minz hahaha but i waz asleep i tell u.. n then pauline woke me up n it waz like 10 past 5... n tha party started at 530... so yeah n i waz meh ill jzt b l8 i dont really care... lol so yeah newaiiz n then i got ther n like. cuz i dont normally hang wit tha ppl that were ther so i jzt kinda went round n mingled a little... lol so yeah n um n omg man... hahaha n then we went to um.. cuz there waz a black out so tha pizza place at appletree shopz that we were supposed to go to sed theyd make sum pasta 4 us instead of pizza... lol so we got ther n we were jzt havin sum fun talkin n shit like thiz.. n omg man.. tha HOTTEST wog guy workz ther... dayum!!! omg i wanna piece of that! seriously he waz so fucking sxc man! lol n he waz 19 *droolz* haha yummy.. newaiiz n like i ended up talkin to him 4 like half tha night n evrythin. he waz a funi man... lol newaiiz n like um.. kimmi smacked mah ass earlier on in tha night n he saw... lol newaiiz n then wen i waz leavin i sed bye to him out tha bak n he goez cya n then he smacked mah ass!!!! lol n im likle whoa wtf? n i turned round n hez like "now get outta here ;)" n im like YES SIR! hahahaha n omg he waz soooo fukn sxc man yum yum yum!!! hehehe so yiz n then... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH FUNNIEST THING!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA um lol elle waz ther tonight right.. n we were out tha bak standin outside tha bathroom n keesha waz in ther... n she came out n we were standin ther talkin.. n elle waz on a full high right.. hahahaha n then like she goez "letz look in tha mirror!!!" n she like jumped in flappin her armz like a chicken n bn stupid.. n she got to tha sink n she full slipped n her armz were goin evrywher n she fell against tha sink n then tha door n then she fell on her ass... aaaaaaaaaaahahahahaha u had to b ther but man it waz tha funniest fukn thing ive cn in agez! hahahahahaha man it waz so funi!! lol

lol so yiz that waz mah weekend so far... n then tomorrow im meetin up wit ash i think.. n then im goin to work tomorrow night :S aagghhh i dont think im goin to b able to do it. mah headz to dead :( hahaha ive bn so tired l8ly.. it suckz serious penis! hahaha but yeah - i am sooo goin bak into that shop n gettin that guyz numba man! seriously! lol hez so fucking sxc man... yummy! hahaha so yeah... newaiiz lol... umm wat else.. im sure ther waz summin else i had to tell use... lol

but yeah ive decided that to make sure mah hair growz long long... im goin to not straight it az much.. n curl it heepz instead... cuz like i put heepz of mousse in it yuesterdaii night n it didnt look to bad ya no? so yeah hehe :P

aw man.. kiwi got a siamese fightin fish.. n it reminded me of moexatt :( n so now i wanna nutha fishie! hahaha...

newaiiz guyz im off.. im fukn bored... im gonna go n rite in mah jounral bout all thiz! haha.. i think i might jzt print it out.. itll b easier! haha aiight

celesc!!!!!

fri 4th march 05 - itz actually sat but meh.. haaha itz only like quater past 12 at night so yeah lol

ok... fuk man i am sooo hungry right now! hahaha brb im goin to make noodlez! :P aiighjt well now im jzt waitin 4 2 minz.. haha cuz they 2 minute noodlez! :P hehehe ok welll... o mah gosh guyz.. i had SUCH a good night!! :D hehe aiight well umm...

ok well it started wit like.. jay cumin ova thiz arvo right... n then like we were jzt plaiin round n evrythin n gettin ready 4 tonight n shit... n like i saw mitch on tha waii home n i told him bout tha hole simon incident! haha dik hed... lol newaiiz yeah n then we were walkin to tha bus stop... mah hair waz all nice n straight... n i waz runnin round cuz i wanted to go get gum.. so i ran az fast az i culd b4 tha bus came.. n while i waz standin in line i saw it so i had to run bak - n while i waz runnin bak n forth waz saiin a few kwik wordz to simon n mitch n all their frenz n then i jzt told jay to get off tha bus n wed catch tha next 1... newaiiz so we went bak n waz tlakin to simon n evry1 n i told him he waz such a fukn dogg man! lol he dogged it so hard laz fri night wen i wanted to c him! lol ass hole.. n hiz excuse waz "awww hahahaha i waz tiredd!!!!" lol... wat a wank! haha... thiz iz simon from down tha road btw - not simey... so yeah...

newaiiz n so we got ther at bout... ahhh... quater to 8... n we were jzt wanderin round gettin ice cream n shit lol... n then like i waz in sanity... n i saw onur so i waz talkin to him 4 a sec n then i went n found jay n i waz sittin on tha floor tryin to get all mah shit outta mah bag so i culd like - i dunno.. rearrange it or summin.. n then mah fone started goin off n it waz nathan.. n hez like "wher r u?" n im like "in sanity..." n hez like "o ok well cum outside..." n then so i went outside n hez standin ther wit hiz m8 scott... newaiiz yeah n so we sed hi n went n sat down 4 a little while n then we went into tha movie... jay culdnt stop saiin how hot he waz... lol i totally agree - n i hav ashz approval! lol,,,, yay! haha

newaiiz yeah n i got really cold in tha moviez so i jzt lay on him a little.. n yeah newaiiz n then we came out n he had to leave n im like aw :( n so i hugged him n i leant bak n we waz tlakin n he still had hiz arm round me.. hehe so sxc... but 4 sum reason i dont think im gonna hear from him again :( which iz pretty sad.. so yeah... it waz fun while it lasted i guess.... ah i dunno.. mah hair waz fukd tonight so i dont reckon iu looked az good az i culdve ya no?... so yeah im really sad bout that... :( but yeah meh i dunno..

but yeah so i had a pretty good night until i started feelin like thiz... i guess we'll jzt wait n c hey?... aiight.. ill ttylz..

i shuld b goin out wit ally tonight! hehe yayyyy :D i hope so! hehe okerz ill ttylz (K) mwahz

CELESC!!!

16th mar 05 - n itzzzz.... WEDNEZDAII!!

hehehe ok well therz a new pic of me up ther ^^^^ that waz taken like... laz weekend or summin like that haha cant really memba... wait nope it waz taken like on thurz laz week... so 6 daiiz ago... haha newwwaiiizzz... hmmm well yiz.. i am SOO FUCKING BORED... n all these ppl on msn keep tlakin to me n i REALLY do not wanna talk to thewm! lol newaiiz hehe

ok well 2daii waz a good daii... got SMOKEZ SMOKEZ SMOKEZ SMOKEZ!!! WOOOWOOWOOWOOWOOWOO!!!! man i waz freakin out yesterdaii but itz all good cuz i got SMOKEZ SMOKEZ SMOKEZ SMOKEZ!! hashahahaha ok im ova it... lol newaiiz.. umm... n yeah i didnt go to skool todaii cuz it waz um cross country... pfft... lol boo-rring... lol so yeah i staiied at home. well not really.. i spent most of it OUT actually.. lol but i waz doin useful thingz! :) hehe like i went down n got mah ciggyz... walked bak home.. then i walked to erlstoke... to meet up wit kim to do sum study... walked bak home WIT kim.. walked bak down to tha shopz straight afta n then walked home again 2 watch a dvd.. n then kimmi walked home... but i didnt :) hehe

newaiiz yeah n we watched "beachez" such a sad movie :( i cried a little... haha

n yeah.. n i havent cn akshaay since yesterdaii mornin n that waz only 4 a short time... cuz he jzt walked past n sed hi n kept on wlakin :( i miss him soooo much! :( but he missez me 2 :D hehe n i get to c him tomorrow! yayyyyy!! :D:D:D:D hehehe cnt wait...

but yiiiz.. n i cant wait until skool camp eitha... N I CANT WAIT UNTIL QLD! WOO WOO WOO!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYYYY!!.. except i kinda wanted elle to cum... :( but morgan might b cumin now.. but thaz ok :) bcuz id hav fun wit eitha of them! hehe

n yeahh... but QLD~!! woooo... hehe n then.. ok.. thiz weekend.. fri night - got riceyz party n then prollz sleepin ova to help clean up etc.. umm.. sat - nuthin prollz... prollz jzt sutdyin etc... sat night - me n kim r goin to tha moooooviez :P hehe sun - nuthin prollz sutdyin again.. or not... or mayb jzt sittin on mah ass... hahaha n then sun night - im workin... agghhh... n then tha NEXT weekend... well on fri itz carlyz bdaii.. but im not gonna b ther :( not that hez havin a party or nethin.. but id atleast like to b in mah house wen it waz hiz bdaii - dw long story.. hahaha n then but fri night we're goin to mah auntyz place - fuk i LOVE goin ther... cardz galore! hahaha we're a card family... i win :) hehehe - thereofre i get money :) hehe newaiiz yeah n ill b gettin heepz of money that weekend bcuz we're goin up ther 4 a garage sale... mewanin that our house iz... non-existant right now.. bcuz therz so much SHIT in it that it lookz like itz bn hit by a bomb... haha im waitin 4 tha bomb ppl to cum ne minute now :|... lol but therz so much shit that we found tonight right. like stuff i used to rite wen i waz little.. like in yr 4 or summin.. man... i waz 1 disturbed little child... hahaha im dead serious.. i waz fukd.. hahahaha

therz stuff in these bookz like stuff ive ritin to mah frenz saiin shit like "wuld u like me to bring in a book or sum samplez" i mean wat 10 yr old kid sez that?!?!?! ahhaha n then anotha 1 waz .. cuz i waz ritin to mah teach congratulatin her on her baby right.. n i rote "dear mrs robertson... i am congradulations... GO!! HANNAH!!" hahahahaha i mean wtf?! lol it dont even make sense... lool im guessin tha hannah waz tha kidz name.. hahha but yeah.. lol fuk im a dumb ass!!! hahaha but yiz... lol newaiiz so yeah n i found shit like stuff.. o mah gosh man - poor dad n mum mustve thought id b a lesbain wen i grew up!! haha (im not.. lol i hav a bf!!! thanku very much! lol - a very HOT boifriend at that ;) hehehe i luv ya akshaay :D) newaiizx yeah but i had like mah 1zt diary right.. n itd alwaiiz saii stuff like "i hate boiiz... theyre silly n stupid... but i think *name not verified* iz cute.. n lynsey thinkz *name not verified* iz cute..." etc etc... i mean shit... lol n then 1 bit sed "i hate boys... but i know ill like them wen im older because im going to get married" lol i waz a random child.. so stupid.. OMG N THEN!!! HAHAHAH i sed "i wisdh i could go round and punch them all in tha ribs and nose and the rest of their bodies! that would be cool" i mean wat fukn... 9 yr old gurl.. sez that?!?! hahahaha man... lol mah dad sed that i needed a therapist.. hahahahaha funi :P lol

but yiz i dunno.... hahaha *shakez had* disturbed little child... lol aiight well newaiiz im gonna go to bed cuZ im buggad.... agghhh i hav skool tomorrow.. thatg suckz serious penis...

aiight ttylz...

CELESC!!!

xxx

sundaii 27th march 05 - EASTER!!!! SAMIZ BDAII!!!!

hehehe heyyyyyaaaaa guyz! :P lol aiight well happy easter to all.. n to all a good night :P hahaha neva mind :P lol

newaiiz ummm well tha laz time i rote waz wat like 9 daiiz ago! hahaha hmm wat to saii.. i dont even no watz happened... o mah gosh now i memba

mah baby got into a fight :( but he kicked tha guyz ass!!! wooo!! hehe ho mah boii!! :P hehe... but yeah... lol newaiiz n yeah.. n that made me realise summin like.. i no thiz iz gonna sound really stoopid... but like it made me realise how much i really AM comfortable wit him n evrythin.. n i no now that he can protect me... lol so i fewel heepz safe wit him n evrythin - n thaz thsa 1 thing i DO need in a relationship... haha but yiz lol newaiiz

umm it waz carlyz bdaii om fridaii... so happy bdaii carly :) hehe n itz hiz sis (samiz) bdaii todaii.. so happy bdaii sami :) hehe OMG AKSHAAYZ ON!! I HAVENT TLAKED TO HIM 4 AGEZ!!! hahaha ok im bak

well im up at mah auntyz place right now cuz we up 4 eastah n thoiz garage sale - weve made lotz of money :Dhehe n i won at cardz laz night! o yeahhh1!! haha i beat all tha adultz! haha i waz so proud! :) hehe newaiiz yiz n um

o mah gosh mah furbyz gone now! hahaha... aw man it waz so funi... lol so much funi thingz hav happened! lol pauline sed to thiz lady yesterdaii she goez "o therz sum nice christenin dresses etc" (implyin that tha lady waz pregnant) n then she jzt goez "ah no thanx" n then sum1 else asked her summin n she goez "actually im not pregnant" hahahaha she waz jzt FAT!!! IT WAZ SO FUKN FUNI!!! hahahahaha pauline really stuck her foot i that 1! lol n then.. aw jzt all thiz funi stuff happened... lol n o mah gosh - 4 eastah right.. i got "unveiling the DAVINCI code" - itz a dvd... n it talkz bout all thiz stuff on tha davinci code! i cant wait until i watch it! :D hehehe

but yizz... hmm ewat else haz happened... lol aw man... HOTTEST CELICA!!! HAHAHA IT LIVZ OUT THA FRONT OF MAH AUNTYZ HOUSE - ITZ FUCKING SEX MAN!!! LOL... ITZ GOT FULL HUGE SPOILER N EVRYTHIN! AGH!!! hehehehe i love it i love it! :DD:D:D::DD::Dhehehe

okerz im gettin ova excited - im gonna go now n go n spend sum more time wit tha garage sale... haha aiight ill ttylz.. lol i feel like shit now newaiiz... lol im tlakin 2 3 ppl that i really DONT wanna tlak to right now... lol 1 of em iz thiz chick that used to like carl n shez got all these picz of him n shit - but itz funi cuz shez frenz wit ally..hehe aw i miss ally :(

ill ttylz

CELESC!!!

xxx

sun 10th apr... 05 - yesterdaii - anniversary of mumz death - 9 yrz (MISS YA MUM! LOVE U!!!)

awwww i miss mah 2 boiiz! :(.... *akshaay n dano* hahaha... danoz rightfully mine! ;D... haha C ILL PROVE IT!!! - - - - >>>

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hahah c!!! told ya! :P hehe newaiiz yeah... n akshaay jzt popped up az soon i az i star5ted ritin all thiz! hehe yayyy i miss him sooooooo much! :( newaiiz but i get to c him on tuez night! i cant wait! hehehe

okerz well... hahahaha awwwww maaahhhh gooossshhh!!! LOL HAHAHAHA guyz... lol aw man... ok well.. hmm how do i saii how fridaii waz?... lol FUKN AWESOME?!?!!? hahhaa... awww i dunno... lol tha laz time i went into detail abourt a glenbrook party ERIN ended up readin it n showin it to WILIKINZ... lol that iz NOT goin to happen thiz time! lol... haha aw man... ok well hm... we got ther a little early (me, kim moe n bill)... n we started drinkin like straight awaii.. n an hour l8a i had like 1 cruizer left... lol i waz a little tipsy... n then like i saw raz n wilikinz again - that waz good - n gab waz ther az well :) hehe.. n ummm.. i saw erin!! hehe it waz so good 2 her again! i gave her a huge hug ;D hehe...

newaiiz yeah n then i waz fukn.. fukd off mah face.. ive NEVA bn that fukn drunk b4 man.. omfg.. u cant undastand.. mah head waz fully fukd... n i went outside 2 sit wit moe n kim n me n kim got up n started dancin (thiz waz out tha front btw - no1 else waz out ther - tha party waz out tha bak) newaiiz n me n kim were dancin n then i walked into tha truck... lol that waz pretty funi - me n kim fell to tha floor n waz laughin loudly... lol newaiiz n then gab n raz n a few othaz came bak from a walk n got me n kim water n then i threw up in meganz garden... (tha chick hoo waz havin tha party) i threw up so fucking much.. ive NEVA thrown up that much man.. it waz fukn gross - poor gab culdnt take it.. lol n raz waz still ther! i waz so embarressed! i swear man - i wish i hadve choked! lol...

newaiiz yeah n then me n kim n moe n evry1 went bak inside afta i threw up evrywher n went out tha bak n sat down n then kim started like fukn.. sleepin n i almost did az well so erin n morgan took kim inside n i followed n they put her on tha long nice comfy couch n i got tha fukn recliner - but i didnt realise it waz a recliner until fukn wilikinz flipped it up n i almost fukn shat mahself.. lol n then yeahhh n i passed out n then woke up again wen mah boobz started vibratin - tha fone waz inbetween them ;D haha... n it waz ally n i waz half mumblin to her n then craig n wilikinz n bill n sum otha dude like fukn jumped on me n tried to get me up cuz they waz goin to plaii a drinkin game but i jzt staiied wher i waz

then i like.. passed out again n then came bak - like i kept driftin in n out of conciousness... lol n i opened mah eyez to fukn wilikinz tryin to pop like 10 balloonz to wake me n kim up n we jzt covered our earz... lol n then wilikinz threw mah shoez ova tha otha side of tha room so i jumped on him lol.. it waz pretty funi... lol n then i jzt staiied ther cuz i culdnt b bothad gettin up lol

nnn yeah.. n then me n kim went bak home 2 her daddyz place n went to sleep - sleep soundz good right now... lol - n then i got picked up fukn early in tha mornin n then we went to mah cuzinz house... cuz dad had to help work on tha shed thingy wit david etc... n so i waz left lookin afta tha kidz most of yesterdaii n todaii - but that waz ok cuz they listen to me... lol n pauline told me im good wit kidz... :| lol.. i hate kidz! hahaha but meh... lol i love mah little cuzinz.. they kutiez... haha

n yeah n then i had to fukn work tonight but i came home early cuz i had fukn bad period pain.. fukn painful man i swear.. aghh it still fukn hurtz... but meh... newaiiz aiight... well im gonna go now n watch tha tape of HnA n then go to bed ;D hahaha

ttylz!!!! CELESC!! xxx

sat 30th apr 05

hiiiiiiiiiiii guyyyzzz.... hehehe ok welll... *sigh*... awww man... wat a .. um.. o i dont no... lol... i dont no wat kinda mood im in... i guess im in a good mood? lol i dont no - ive bn tlakin to roger all daii! :D so thaz bn gr8... itz so good to talk to him... n ive got RILEZ to thank 4 that! THANKU SO MUCH GORJUZ!!! :D hehe but yeah... meh i dunno... wen eva i feel down.. i alwaiiz no that roger can make me feel betta... i dunno itz weird... lol meh... o wellz

hehe newaiiz so um yeah well on mondaii night i ended up goin out wit michael.. that waz fun... lol thaz all im gonna saii. but then tha otha night i found out summin that... really.. i dont no.. pissed me off?? haha meh i dunno.. lol it waz hiz bdaii on thurz so HAPPY BDAII 4 THEN MICHAEL.... n yeah haha thaz it... lol newaiiz yeah n um.. so i havent talked to him since that night... hmmm...

newaiiz yeah wat else haz bn happenin.. o well yesterdaii um i had mah drama examz... waz ok... :S lol.. i embarressed mahself but - it waz fucking hilarious hahaha.... i almost pissed mahself laughin on stage... lol i aint gonna tell yaz but - evry1 shuld find out soon enuff :P hehe

um... n ne1 hoo iz readin thiz... if use no ferizan.. n if u LIKE her then u might wanna stop readin cuz thiz iz a little bitchin session...

FUCKING DIRTY FUCKING MOLE! I FUCKING H8 THA BITCH N IM GONNA KILL HER N BURN DOWN HER MUTHA FUCKING HOUSE!!! STUPID FUCKING SLUT!!!!! WAIT NO.. SHE AINT A SLUT CUZ SHE CULDNT GET NONE CUZ SHEZ A BIG NOSED UGLY MOTHER FUCKING CUNT!!!!!!

ok... im aiight..,.. lol nah... itz jzt thiz slut at mah skool - shez in yr 10... shez fucking.. bn saiin shit bout me... AGAIN... 1zt she liked akshaay n tried to fukn get him to hook up wit her n shit - wen we liked eahc otha (me n akshaay) n then she made up thiz shit n brought amty into it n told akshaay sum shit bout me n thaz tha reason we broke up... n THEN she fucking goin round tellin ppl that im saiin "omg she ruined mah life"... ill tell ya wat - she didnt ruin mah life but she sure did fuk up thingz 4 me n akshaay... :@ n i swear - if she ruined mah life... she wuldnt b alive right now i swear that 2 u... fucking mole... im gonna fukn get her i swear.... she SEZ she aint scared of me... lol thaz fukn hilarious - i dont GIV A SHIT whetha shez scared of me or not... but jess told her to watch out 4 me... n shez like o shit ok... so yeah.. thaz good - bcuz if she duz 1 MORE FUCKING thing... i swear.. im gonna fukn beat tha shit out of her... so fucking badly... stupid ugly fugly slut... im so angry - i fukn rang her laz night HAHA but she waz at work so i left a msg on her answerin machine on her mobile n all it waz waz me yellin shit bout me killin her n that she shuld b scared of me bcuz im gonna get her n that she shuld watch her bak etc etc... lol ther were a few more "bitch, slut, fugly hoe, dirty mole" etc in ther az well... hahaha

but yiz so yeah - thaz 1 chick that i fucking despise.. i dont think NE1 likez her... but yeah thaz basically all thaz bn goin on wit me... lol n im goin out wit um dommy tonight :D hehe yay i cant wait.. i havent cn her in so long! hehe n i got mah fringe cut earlier on todaii so that waz excitin :| lol aiight newaiiz im goin hehe ttylz (K)

CELESC!!!!

xxx

mon 9th may 05 - HAPPY MUMMYZ DAII 4 YESTERDAII MUMMY!!! :D hehe

heyyaaa... mmm ok WELL... wher to start! haha wel tha laz time i rote wazzz... thurz... lol aiight so ill start from ther... well tha next daii (fridaii) i had mah um.. ancient history exam - which waz FUCKED!!! i fukd it up soo badly!!! seriously.. omfg

n then ummm.. n then i came home.. n elle came ova :) hehe n then we waz jzt hangin round all arvo n then ummm... n then we went out that night n um... we went n saw "you and your stupid mate"... which waz OK... not that gr8... but yeah n then um i drove elle n mahself home...

saturdaii.. um i woke up... BIG SURPRISE THER!!! lol... n then um.. me n dad went out shoppin n i got a new nose ring n a book! yay hehe aotha dan brown book no doubt! i love him! ahaha hez tha most brilliant riter! newaiiz yeah n umm.. n then i got home n went on tha net 4 a little while n then um i had to get ready cuz we waz all goin to tha city... n then kel came ova n um i drove her car to kimmiz wher we picked her up n then kel drove us 2 tha city cuz we waz all goin to c "grease" tha theatre plaii - BEST FUCKING THING EVA! OMFG IT WAZ SO FUCKING GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg... i cant explain how good it waz man! brilliant.. FUCKING brilliant! hehehe

n then ummm.. n then tha next daii - muthaz daii.. um we got up heepz early to go tha novetell breakfast thingy wit mah mumz side of tha family (like a normal muthaz daii mornin lol) n then um... n then erin drove nanz car n i drove dadz car to tha cemetary... n then we went our seperate waiiz... n um.. we went home n then i had a huge sleep n then woke up 4 BB.. hehe yayyy!!!

n then umm... todaii i um... went to tha exam.. CFS - so easy... lol but i betcha i failed newaiiz! haha n then i came home n now im on here...

OMG!!! WOOOHOOOOo!!! PARTYYYYYY!!!! YEAHHH!! hehehehe ahhaha sori.. roger jzt invited me to a party up at glenbrook soon.. dano might b ther :D hehe yay!! okerz.. im goin...

CELESC!!

xxx

sat 21zt may 05 - bak from camp!!!!

omg man.. lol hi guyz... ok.. well i hav a SHIT LOAD of stuff 2 tell use all - so im warnin u now... thizll b REALLY long... lol

ok well ill start from wen we got ther - btw im not gonna memba half tha stuff that went on so bare wit me - if i memba nethin then ill cum bak n add it in...

ok well um... we left on sundaii... we all had a good trip up ther - it consisted of me n nit sittin togetha n hellzta wqaz infront of us n then we all swapped round n shit... lol we were jzt sittin ther chattin n laughin n watchin moviez in tha bus n evrythin (but that waz no use bcuz i culdnt c shit newaiiz cuz i didint hav mah glasses... lol) newaiiz so yeah n um... i ended up givin carl 20$ 4 12 ciggiez... yes i no thaz pathetic... but i only had fucking 6 to laz me tha hole 6 daiiz - n 6 ciggiez wont even laz me like.. a daii n a half... lol... so yeah.. newaiiz yeah n we stopped at maccaz n then thiz otha place n yeah n then we got ther n it waz pretty chilly... lol n then um.. i cant exactly memba wat we did but wen we got to our cabinz - aw man theyre pretty kool... we had like... an apartment.. it waz funi.. bcuz we got tha best cabinz out of EVRY1... lol it waz awesome :) hehe n we had a tv n a fridge n a microwave n a heater (that broke... on tha 2nd laz daii - i waz so fucking angry!!!) n um.. wat else... n a um... kettle... lol so yeah n we all had separate roomz - like they were called family suitez... they were really nice... n then in tha middle of tha week our fucking hot water ran out - which we were ALL really pissed bout - n that happened 2ce... so yeah... n then thaz 1zt night.. we all jzt got comfy in our roomz.. it waz me hellzta n nit in 1 room... kim, elle, helen n kate in anotha n then tha 2 otha gurlz hoo moved out in tha middle of tha week in tha otha room... so yeah... n we staiied up all night n talked to pranked called ppl - n raina waz makin accentz to em all n it waz so funi! lol...

ok n then mondaii... hmm... wat did we do on mondaii.. lol shit man.. i cant memba nethin!!! lol o wait.. on sundaii night we plaiied thiz game thing n it waz so confusin but it waz so funi cuz i kept gettin tackled... n i kept tacklin otha ppl... lol :P

newaiiz so yeah mondaii... ummm.. i did rock climbin n then summin else but i cant memba wat it waz.. rock climbin waz aiight i guess... i think i did tha cook out but im not sure.. o wellz.. tha cook out waz fucking awesome.. lol i dont no y but i had heepz of fun wit that... lol newaiiz yeah n then um... omfg man.. i dont fukn no... lol o thaz right

i talked to dano like evry night wen i waz at camp... n i talked to him laz night az well.. hehe hez so kute!!!... i waz sik on tha bus yesterdaii - like i felt sik... n dano rang while i waz really sik n so i gave tha fone to ricey n she told him that i waz sik n hez goez "aw mah poor babyz sik! :(" n im like aw thaz so kute!!! :D hehe... n then i talked to him l8a on... n i told him bout tha 2 bitch fightz that i had (i will explain them l8a lol.. theyre hilarious) n he goez "nah dont do that shit.. i dont wan ne1 to think badly of u" n im like aw thaz so sweet... hez neva bn serious like that wit me b4 :| lol... n i might b cn him thiz week - i hope - he might b cumin down here!! :D yay! hehehe hez neva bn down here b4 so thaz really excitin... lol

newaiiz yeah n then so on mondaii night... um we did... o shit im tryin to memba.. um on mondaii night we had thiz trivia thing.. which waz crap - it waz heepz borin... but um yeah...

n then ummm.. on tuez... i still cant memba wat i did.. i think i had initiativez... which waz awesome fun... haha n then we had thiz crossroadz crap ... SOOOO borin!!! i waz 2 tired 4 all that shit... newaiiz n then on tuez night we had thiz like... ummm.. market thing.. wher we had our own market thing n ppl came n got their face painted n shit (cuz that waz our littrle stall) it waz so fukn crap man! i jzt wanted to staii at home n watch tha OC... but no we "HAD" 2 do it - which WE FUCKING DIDNT!! well we did... but they wuldnt hav noticed if we didnt.. i waz so angry man! lol.. it waz so fukn borin... n in tha nightz n all it waz so fucking cold man.. tha weather waz bloody awful! lol...

n then wed... OMFG dont even get me started on wed!!! lol... we climbed up fucking mount kosiosko!!! omfg man.. NEVA AGAIN!!!! lol it waz so bloody awful... so tirin.. i neva wanna hav to walk up a hill again... lol... it waz fukn freezin az well - but wen we got up to tha top - it waz amazingly beautiful... n it snowed a tiny bit... but very little.. but it waz still really cold! :D hehe we were in tha cloudz! hehe but yeah.. n then that night... wat did we do.. ummm... o thaz right we watched a movie.. we watched um "dodgeball" lol... that waz ok i guess... i waz lyin on um.. elle.. hahahaa OMFG!! HAHAHAHA it waz so funi man... lol aw man.. hahahahaha um.. we were sittin right next to these fukn asainz... aw man.. hahaaha n raina goez up to thiz 1... n he had chipz n a checkered shirt on - he looked gay.. haha n she goez "ur really kute" n hez like " :| thanx..." n then she goez "can i hav a hug" n he violently shook hiz head.. n raina jzt laughed in hiz favce - u had to b ther but it waz fukn hilarious! n then yeah.. n then umm.. tha next daii (btw im jzt tellin u wat camp waz all like n then ill start on wat actually HAPPENED!!! lol) n then thurz... um i cant memba wat we did - i dont really care - it waz all crap newaiiz.. o thaz right we did tha ropez corse - that waz aiight - i went on tha flyin fox... lol um n then yeah n then on thurz night we had a disco - that waz ok... lol ishan - or wat eva tha hell hiz name iz.. hahaha he um waz dancin wit raina - n he looked like he waz havin a fukn seizure... it waz fucking hilarious! hahahaha but yeah newaiiz n then on fridaii... omg man.. i had um... crossroadz.. that waz ok... n then i had bike ridin.. n tha instuctor (DARLO)... looked... EXACTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like DANO!!!! it waz fucking scary man.. wen he turned round n looked at me i almost fucking passed out bcuz i actually thought it ewaz dano... man i freaked.. it waz fucking crazy... n then i got really sad cuz i missed him so much :( but it waz really good to b able to talk to him evry night :D hehehe... n all mah m8z think he soundz hot... :D hehee newaiiz yeah...

tha 1 thing i loved bout camp waz that i made so many new frenz... like... that waz jzt so much fun... n yeah :D hehe but otha than that it waz pretty fukn shit... lol

but yeah ok now to tha interestin stuff... lol aw man.. haha ok well 1zt of all - i NEVA... EVA wanna spend that much time wit a bunch of gurlz again... NEVA!!! itz not jzt them.. itz ne1... our room group had SO many fucking fightz man... - it waz jzt so fukd up... n yeah.. thewr waz so many fightz n it waz jzt fducking awful!!! we were fightin bout tha most stupidest fucking thingz!!! n yeah...

n then like.. id gho out on tha balcony 4 a ciggy... lol it waz so easy to get awaii wit it man.. except on tha laz night - cuz ricey had a huge fight wit her m8z etc so she came to our room.. n um... wen were bout to walk into our cabin i saw hellzta, helen n raina runnin round tha bak of tha cabin.. n then like i waz like guyz - n they sed that they were lookin 4 tha coke canz rthat were on our balconyz (ourz n alyshaz - cuz alysha n evry1 were in tha room next to us - like shaye n danni n jaime n gizelle etc) n they werent ther bcuz tha teachaz had found them.. n were like FUK!!! n they were all lecturin us n shit n im like fuk - but they didnt saii nethin to me cuz i waznt ther but yeah it waz fukd.. n they supposedly sed that az long az all tha ciggiez n shit r cleaned up n therz no trace of them then they dont care.. so im like well thaz aiight - i mean fuk man they didnt giv a shit if we smoked or not.. az long az they didnt catch us.. lol so yeah...

newaiiz yeah so that waz fukd to.. n im not goin to go into tha fight wit ricey n evry1.. but thaz STILL fukds up - n i feel so sori 4 her.. but no matta wat.. i believe her...n thaz all that mattaz to me... so yeah

newaiiz umm... o yeah tha bitch fightz!!! ahhahaha aw man they were fucking.. CLASSIC!!!! hahaha.., ok well um.. aiight thizll b long.. aiight WELL!!!!

it started wit... on thurz... um... evry1 noez jessica fung?? yeah well.. hahahahahaha she alwaiiz ran to tha toliet to take a shit - fuk man it waz fucking hilarious.. haha newaiiz yeah um.. n then she went n sat down watchin ping pong in tha side room of tha rec hall... lol newaiiz yeah n then raina n hellzta n evry1 dared me to go n scare her... so i went ova ther n stood really closely behind her n then she looked uyp n i waz starin at her but i waznt expectin her to look n then she did n i jumped cuz i got a fright.. n then she turned awaii n kept watchin tha ping pong.. n i bent down n poked her n she turned round n i go "wasssup" n then she jzt smiled n turned round again n i poked her a little harder thiz time n i go "how r ya?!" n then she jzt turned round n then i poked her again n then she jzt like LITERALLY ran off - it waz so fukn funi man./. haha raina n evry1 were laughin sooo hard... lol newaiiz yeah n then um.. hahaha she started plaiin ping pong.. n raina jumped in n started plaiin wit her... lol n then she sed she wanted to plaii wit thiz otha guy n then i started strokin mah body n i go "but dont u wanna plaii wit me" like jzt az a jk n then thiz fukn little dirty emo bitch goez "no bcuz ur bn a bitch to her hahaha" n im like "excuse me?!!!!!!" n she goez "ur bn a bitch to her" n i go "u shut tha fuk up slut bla bla bla" i cant memba exactly wat i sed n then i walked off n then i kept yellin shit out at her n then she ended up cumin ova n she started telin me offd bout not takin a jk etc n then az soon az i waz bout to saii summin she fukn put her hand up infront of me n walked off n then evry1 started laughin cuz "i got told" n then raina told me to go ova ther n start a fight wit her bcuz she noez i dont take that kinda shit... so i walked ova ther n im like listen bitch UR tha fucking 1 that cant take a fukn jk - dont u DARE call me a fukn bitch u dirty little skank - n i sed a hole lotta otha shit az well but yeah... n nima got it all on tape - that waz pretty funi lol n then um i walked off n then all of a sudden rainaz cumin afta me n she goez "omg she jzt called me a skank" n so i went bak ova ther n i fukn yelled tha SHIT out of her n then she fukn apologised to raina n i jzt kept yellin n then yeah.. that waz 1 bitch fight.. hahaha tha next 1z tha fukn best - aw man... that waz fukn classic... fukn.. lauren elslie iz fucking luky that raina waz holdin me bak bcuz i wulda fukn kicked tha shit out of her... hahaha but ill tell u that wen i get bak im jzt goin 4 a ciggy... hehe brb!!!

ok im bak!~ haha man i got sent a tone right - like on mah fone.. n itz thiz song.. n i NO wat it iz.. like ive heard it b4 n evrythin but i jzt cant think of wat song it iz.. n itz really pissin me off! lol.. i dont even no hoo sent it to me! itz drivin me nutz!!! lol

ok newaiiz yeah aiight well.. on fridaii right - yesterdaii... i waz sittin wit raina n hellzta n yasin n peter right.. n um then hellzta goez to me - o hey lauren jzt looked ova tha wall - cuz like we waz sittin next to a wall right n therz a kinda section behind it wher u can sit right... newaiiz yeah n like n then i looked up n a fukn frisbee hit me in tha fukn head... n so i got up n went round tha corner n i go "wtf slut! did u fucking throw that?!" n shez like no i didnt throw it - wit all attitude n shit n im like bull shit hoo fukn threw it then n she kept on goin it waznt me n i kept on goin well then hoo threw it n she jzt kept on goin it waznt me!!! n then im like WELL THEN HOO FUCKING THREW IT?!?! n then evan goez i threw it!!! n then summin happened n so i jumped on tha carpet bench thingy that she waz sittin on n i tried to smack her but raina n evry1 else grabbed me in time n pulled me bak n pushed me ova towardz wher we were sittin b4 so i walked off... n then i grabbed tha frisbee n threw it at her head n then i walked off n then raina cumz up to me n she goez o she jzt called u a skank n im like WAT!?!?! n so i walked bak ova ther n i go u fukn call me a skank u bitch? wtf slut bla bla bla... n then um i sed ur jzt a skinny little mole wit no frenz!! n she like pointed to all tha ppl that were sittin round her which consisted of (evan, sarah a (fukn mole), mat n nicole n sum1 else) n i go "these r ur frenz?!?! ur only friend iz her!!! *pointz at sarah a* n SHE DONT HAV NE FUKN FRENZ EITHA!!!!" n she started saiin summin n i go u stupid skinny little slut.. wait.. u aint a slut cuz u cant get none!!! n then she goez id rather look like thiz than look like u.. n i go "R U FUKN CALLIN ME FAT?>!??! HUH?!?!?!" n she sed no im jzt saiin that id rather look like me than look like u!!! n i jumped onto tha crapet bench thing n jumped at her n then raina grabbed me n waz holdsin me bak from hittin tha fuk out of her - cuz i waz gonna grab her round tha neck n then push her against tha wall n punch her.. but tha only thing i culd reach waz her leg cuz she moved bak so i slapped her n raina pulled me awaii n shez like "ooo" in a really bitchy waii n i jumped 4 her again n i waz full yellin at her but i culdnt get near her cuz raina waz holdin me bak... n then i walked off - n tha hole time peter waz filmin it on hiz fone... n then yeah n then yeah - it waz fukn crazy - shez so fukn luky that i did kick her ass man... i waz so fukn angry... n then fukn um... i went outside - 4 sum reason i dont no y... n um n raina cumz out n she goez "o yeah i jzt talked to lauren n she asked me whetha u were gonna hit her... n i sed yeah u were n then lauren goez "r u serious??" n then i go "yeah man shez gonna hit u.." n then i walked off" n i jzt started fukn laughin man.. it waz so funi -n then raina goez "man shez so fukn scared... lol" n aw man it waz funi az... shez such a little bitch... im gonna smack her so hard... lol

newaiiz yeah so that waz prollz tha most interestin thing that happened at camp... n yeah

it waz kinda good but cuz like evry1 bcame betta frenz wit ppl they neva thought theyd b frenz wit n evrtythin.. n it waz jzt awesome... but like... ppl got really sik az well -we rekn it waz tha food.. cuz kimmi got real sik on tha 1zt night tha poor thing.. n then raina got sik az well which sucked... but i mean sik az in a stomach bug - not tha flu - we all got tha flu but.. im sik now az well :( which suckz... lol but yeah

but anotha good thing waz jzt tha fact that like.. i got to talk to dano evry... single... night :) id prank him n hed call me bak... n i waz jzt like.. yayy!! :D hehehe.. n yeah hez such a sweeti.. i hope i can c him soon - i miss him like crazy :( hahaha...

ok well.. thaz enuff 4 now.. ive bn ritin thiz 4 fukn agez... lol im gonna go now n i hope use hav fun readin thiz - if ne1 readz it at all.. i dont think theyd.. MUTHER FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sori... sum1 jzt fucking called me n waz like (in an accent) hallo...? n im like hello? n theyre like hallo?? n im like hellooo?? n theyre like... hallo? n i go... "hi......?" n theyre like "hallo???" n i jzt fukn hung up.. fuk man if they ring bak im gonna abuse em... fukn muther fukaz... newaiiz yeah... lol... um wat waz i saiin... o thaz right - i dont think ne1 readin thiz wuld b bothad to finish it.. thiz iz gonna b so fukn long man.. haha

aiight well ill ttylz... byaaaa xxx

tuez 12th july 05 - 4 DAIIZ!!!!!

omfg guyz... i am SO FUCKING BORED!!!!! agh i hate mah life! lol itz too borin! hahaha... nah... me bn stupid n spendin all tha money i had at tha start of tha holz - o wellz it waz worth it.. haha newaiiz... hmm...

o thaz right... well im in a REALLY shitty mood atm... bcuz um... i figure that dano iznt gunna cum down 2moro... n im so disappointed... like he promised me that he wuld cum down soon right? but he jzt.. duznt botha... i mean fuk even billz cumin down! n yeah he duznt hav 2 sleep ova if he dont wan 2.. he can go home in tha arvo... i jzt wanna c him again ya no? but meh i dunno... im jzt really shitty bcuz... yeah i dunno..

bill sed that hed go ova tonight n c if he can get him 2 cum but i dunno... seriously.. like.. fuck it... im so sik of gettin treated like thiz...

OMFG!!! N THEN!!!.... fucking omfg... im gunna get mah boiiz onto thiz cunt i swear... evry1 no hashan? or... wat eva tha fuk hiz name iz..tha big tanky guy at our skool? yeah him... that fucking wanka... mah msn name waz summin like um... "im so sik of thiz shit" or summin like that right n then he haz tha FUCKING nerve to cum 2 me n saii "ur alwaiz sik or evrythin" n im like excuse me?! n we ended up havin thiz huge fight bout me bn ugly n not bn able to get ne (yeah right...) n him havin a pole up hiz ass (im sure ne1 hoo noez hoo im tlakin bout can bak me on that 1) n yeah n i got SO fucking angry man... i swear... he fucking told me! that!! he wuld bash me up.. n im sittin here goin... man.. ur a fucking guy... 1zt of all... im a FUCKING CHICK!!! n 2nd of all - if he bashed me up then he wuld hav SO many guyz on hiz bak 4 bn a gurl basher... seriously.. hed get fucking smashed... n yeah im jzt so fucking angry - n then mah m8 on tha net... he told him to go fuk a cow.. that waz pretty funi... lol n yeah

i dunno.. ive jzt had a shit ass daii... n yeah im jzt... sad.. bcuz i no i wont b cn dano tomorrow :( n yeah i dunno.. ive bn plannin thiz 4 so long n yeah i dunno,.. im jzt sik of tryin ya no?... im ova it. im jzt gunna giv up.. ill send hiz fucking ring bak in tha mail or summin... or mayb hell jzt ask bill 2 get hiz ring off me tomorrow... n then he wont hav 2 c me eva again.. :'( omg now i feel like cryin... haha i dont even no y i feel like cryin.. itz not a big deal or nethin.. mayb itz jzt cuz ive had a shitty daii n cuz im heepz tired... meh i dunno...

newaiiz ill tell u bout mah night laz night hahaha... well elle came ova n i found sum money ;) hahaha i hav sourcez... i found sum money so we went n saw bewitched... it waz heepz funi... haha tha guy.. out of anchorman (tha best movie in tha world) waz in it... haha n he goez "now evrytime i c a broom i cry" HAHAHAH itz so funi! :P hahaha hehe n yeah so we saw that... n then b4 thast wen we were gettin icecream ther were these guyz sittin n havin dinna n then they were like whistling at me n elle n stuff n so i turned round n waved n blew em a kiss n they all hooted .. haha it waz so funi :P lol n then um.. i waz sittin down havin a ciggy n mah icecream wit elle.. n we were actin out all these funi scenarios bout like.. ppl hoo had twitchez in their feet n kneez n hipz n armz n evrythin... it waz fucking hilarious.. hahahaha i had an awesome night laz night... n yeah haha n then... lol therz thiz guy that workz at um greaterunion n um hiz namez scott n hez 23 n hez so kute... haha n then i saw mel! omg man! i waz so happy im like AGGHH MAH GOSH!! HIII!!!! hehehe :D n yeah - she remindz me SOOOO fucking much of vesna off BB man.. itz fucking scary! lol... but yiz

newaiiz well im really shitty so i think i might jzt go n hav a ciggy n ring kimmi or summin n whinge 2 her 4 a bit.. haha okerz well ill ttylz bya xxx

fri 22nd july 05

hiiiiiiiii guyyzzz... lol

ok well hmm.. watz bn happenin?... o thaz right... ok well we went bak to skool (FUCK) i h8 skool btw if use all didnt no.. n um yeah n yeah it waz ok i guess... it waz good 2 c evry1 again :) so i waz happy bout that - me n ez caught up heepz which waz awesome! :D heehe n then yeah n um ive bn tlakin 2 kamze 4 a little while now n.. :) hehee well.. were goin out :D:D:D:D hehehe yes i no ive neva met him b4 but im goin to n yeah - hez jzt tha mose gorjuz fukn guy eva... i lub him! :) hehehe but yeah.. but nenad (hiz m8) dont approve so im really upset bout that bcuz i find it hard 2 go out wit a guy hooz frenz dont approve of me... n i waz TRYIN!!!! 2 talk 2 kamze bout that thiz arvo but that didnt go 2 well :S so yeah im havin a pretty shit night...

newaiiz yeah n um so yeah thaz all thaz interestin bn goin on wit me.. havent talked 2 dano in a while which iz really upsettin.. i think i might call him ova tha weekend or summin.. but yeah - cuz he started hiz new job n evrythin so hez happy bout that.. n yeah :) hehehe

but tha thing that i love sooo much bout goin out wit kamze (besidez tha fact that hez jzt an all out awesome guy) iz tha fact that if ne1 fukz wit me... then watch out! hahahaha cuz hez wog n hez 19 n he livz in blacktown :) need i saii more?! hahaaha nah i luv him hez so amazin! i culdnt care less bout wat he lookz like or nethin. hiz personality makez up 4 it :) hehehe but yiz...

hmm wat else haz bn happenin? lol nuthin.. bill got hiz Pz!!! hahaha i dont no whetha iuve told use all that but.. but still! hahaha so he shuld b cumin down soon so thatll b excitin! :D hehehe

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO NO NO NO!!!!!!! AGGHHH!!! THAZ BLOODY AWFUL!!!! THA FUCKING BULLDOGZ BEAT THA BRONCOZ TONIGHT!! THAT MEANZ THAT THEYRE IN LIKE WAT 4TH PLACE OR 5TH PLACE OR SUMMIN! N THA DRAGONZ R IN 8TH NOW!!!! BCUZ OF THA FUCKING BULLDOGZ!! I HATE!!!! THA BULLDOGZ!! LIKE.. USE CANT UNDASTAND HOW MUCH I FUCKING H8 THEM!!! AGH!!!! IM ANGRY!!! :@:@:@:@:@ tha dragonz betta beat tha fucking sharkz on sundaii or man.. ill go rank!!!

ok im ok... *sigh* wat a shit night man.. ffs... hopefully ill go 4 a drive tomorrow.. HAHA MOOD SWING!!!! LOL nah hahaha im serious - ive done like 35 hrz n 45 minz... so im gettin ther... slowly... lol ive only got like 2 n a half monthz until i can get mah Pz! hehe yayyy!! :D

lol aw man.. hellztaz makin me laugh so much.. HAHAHAH shez so funi! lol... man itz 930pm n im hungry hahahahahaah i havent eaten nethin since like 3... lol meh... ill wait until i culd b bothad to get up n get summin.. which iznt now.. lol

mmm newaiiz well im really fukn bored... so yeah aiight well i gues ill ttylz.. ill prollz rite tomorrow n giv use an upd8 on watz goin on wit me n kamze :S..

lol n ez. if ur readin thiz.. then ill explain in more detail l8a okerz? ahhaha love u!!!

okerz bye guyz xxx

wed 27th july 05

hillooooo pplzz... lol

okerz well sori im jzt gettin sum picz onto mah comp... lol newaiiz yiz umm... well wat to tlak bout - tha only reason im ritin on here iz bcuz i no ez alwaiiz readz mah site n she getz shitty wen i dont upd8 it! hahahaha

well nuthin really haz bn goin on... im still goin out wit kamze :) hehehe.. n yeah.. we're all good... we had a big like... almost break up kinda thing but iz all good now :) hehe... n yeah... but um.. i dunno that cmz 2 happen wit all mah bfz - tha 1zt 2 weekz r rough n then it goez all good.. so yeah.. n itz a week tomorrow :) eehe so yiiiiz

man those fotoz r shit! hahahahaha sori... lol

well i got a hair cut on saturdaii! n i LOVE IT!!!!! it lookz so nice! hehe.. itz full layered n shit! n amh hair even lookz nice curly now! i wore it curly todaii n evry1 waz complementin! hehehe :) so yiz... so now im comfortable wit wearin mah hair curly hahaha... but meh... lol

aw poor dan :( hez saad... haha not dano... dan... lol a different friend... hez hot 2 :P hehe but hez sad n i dont no y... i dont really no him much - i no him thru tubby :D hehe... i wanna ring him 2 make sure hez ok but i think thatd b weird :S lol o wellz hahaha

well i finished tha harry potter book.. I WAZ CRYIN SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omfg man.. im not gunna saii hoo diez jzt incase sum random iz readin mah site n haznt read it yet or summin lol.. but omg man... he waz like (besidez ron) mah FAVE character!... man.. i waz BAWLIN mah eyez out u cant undastand... seriously... omg... lol n yiz so n then i started cryin even MORE bcuz i finished tha book! hahahaha... but yeah lol... but now im readin "sosterhood of the travellin pantz" HAHAAHA dont ask y!!! ive had it on mah shelf since yr 6 or summin! lol or 7.. i dont really no wat yr... lol but ive had it 4 fukn agez n ive neva read it.. so i thought i wuld! hahaha but yiz... im likin it! haha except 4 tibby... she haz a really borin story... lol but meh.. haha

newaiiz... hahaha ummmmm???? wat else can i talkkk bouttttt *sigh* o mah life iz so borin... hyahahahaha

aw im so sad :( i havent talked to kamze since mondaii! im havin withdrawal symptomz!!! aghhh!!! hahaha..

OMG!!! hehehe n i got....... 3 deckz thiz arvo! hehe well 1z 4 kimmi of corse cuz i owe her 1! but im still happy! :D hehehehe :P

omg n bill might b cumin n pickin us up from skool 2MORO!!! hahaha yayyyy how excitement! cuz he got hiz pz! so we're gunna b drivin round all arvo! so thatll b excitin :P hehehe

but yiz okerz well.. im gunna go now.. n keep on bn bored.. fuck im so bored! lol.. i shuld prollz do mah english essay.. but no... lol i seriously culd not b fukd! hahaha..

okerz well ill ttylz bya xxx

thiz iz a realli shit pic of me! :P

11/8/04

hey guyz... haha o hold on brb HnA iz on! hehehe ok sori um yeah well... i jzt wnated to cum on tell use all that ITZ TOMORROW!!!!! yayyy!!! :D:D:D:D hehehe sori... yeah well i cant exactly tell u watz tomorrow tho! hehe ull jzt hav to find out tomorrow! but itz funi cuz i didnt even find out it waz tomorrow until todaii! hehehe ok that waz 2 much... lol sori! haha um yiz newaiiz well i had a pretti good daii todaii i think.. i cant realli memba wat happened... but yiz... haha therz this 1 gurl tho... hooz name startz wit L... n i fukn h8 her! agghh!! but yeah but shh!! :P hehe i dont wanna hav to throw a stik at her head if she findz out ;) hehehe ok HnA bak on! g2g now! byeeeee

16/8/04

hey guyzzzz!!! hehe ok well jzt wnated to cum on n tell use all summin! hehe aiight well um itz me n carlz (mah bf) 4 monthz todaii! hahaha... yeah itzx a long time :S lol.. but yizx im excited - i dont think he iz - but r ne guyz hapi wen their relationship getz that much longa? haha exactly :P lol nnn yeah n im also performin at thiz "MULTICULTURAL" thing on thurz night 4 dsrama - so im sure thatll b riviting :S (excitin) hahaha n yeah ok well ttylz bye!!!!

wed 6th octover

ok hey guyz...... o mah gosh! lol well mah site iz now officially fukd i tell ya! it aint showin ne of ritinz n shit... newaiiz that duznt matta im stil goin to bitch on here... now... how do i start??? well 1zt of all...

dontcha jzt absolutely LOVE it how stupid try hard bitchez saii shit but neva fulfill wat they saii??? o i love it! seriousli! it givz me so much satisfaction!!! lol... letz take hmm i wunda.. SARAH 4 example?? now... evry1 hoo likez her pleez raise ur handz?... ne1??? hallo? iz ne1 even listenin to me? o... u r? no1 likez her.. wel bugger me no1 wulda eva guessed that!!! iznt that a little funi - now i no i cant tlak but i no ALOT more fukn ppl hoo like me than like her...

now she STILL.... yes STILL haznt gotten ova tha fact that me n carl r togetha... which realli annoyz me bcuZ she still wanz to kik mah ass.. from tha daii i told her... now she told me she waz goin to kik mah ass.... hmm... iz mah ass all swallen n bruised??? NO!!! n until i c her with her fistz up infront of mah face n me wit a knife in mah hand i wont believe a single fukn little thing she sez... n i swear - she triez to touch me ill kill her... n yes i no i hav sed all thiz shit bout try hard bitch saiin shit n neva fulfillin it but i swear it... if she cumz near me ill get a knife n slit her throat open...

newaiiz so yeah - but itz funi bcuz tha onli reason she zpissed off iz cuz i got tha guy n she didnt... jzt bcuz he lovez me n not u huni duznt mean u can go n get all "try-hardy" n shit... lol get ova it huni - i am... n no matta wat happenz wit me n carl... whetha we r still togetha in 4 yrz or whetha we break up u culd NEVA get him... ur not good enuff...

newaiiz onto a new topic.. n yes... ne1 haz tha freedom to lok an ne1 elsez site right?? whetha they like em or not? i mean shit i look at sarahz site - thaz how i new bout her bitchin bout me... but i h8 tha fukn bitch... so i can look at otha pplz sitewz.. like saii... jaqui??? now... i dont no her... shez sarahz friend so that duznt saii too much but she cmz like an aiight person... so i rite in her chatterbox thing 1 daii n she getz all shitty n shit bcuz "we rnt frenz" now i mean cum on guyz hoo GIVZ A FUK!!! shit man wtf iz rong wit sum ppl!!!!! i mean shit i dont no her so i cant judge - n she needz to leanr from me - she dunno SHIT bout me so until she duz she shuld keep her fukn opinionz to herself...

newaiiz.. yes well im sure i culd go on all fukn night - i culd guarentee u that.. but nah i wont... 4 all use sakez... aiight so im goin to try n fix mah site yeah? i dont think itll work tho... but ill try newaiiz!!! ttylz! byeeee

thurz 7th oct

IN REPLACE OF WAT WAZ HERE I PUT AN APOLOGY.... SORI

aiight guyz well i apologised to jaqwui n evrythiun - but not to lauren elsli... tha little bitch :@:@:@:@

10/10/04 - 7 daiiz!!!

heyyy guyz!!! hehe ok well i ammmm realli good right now :P:P hehehe like yeah im sure thatll prollz backfire on me tonight haha o wellz... newaiiz... yiz well it all started wit laz night it waz me n kimmiz party n well 4 me i had heepz of fun!!! but i dont no bout evry1 else... but yeah i got sum aqwesome prezziez from evry1 so i wana thanku all hoo came i love u guyz so much!!!!! :D:D:D

hehe newaiiz yeah n yiz i wanna saii sori... 4 stuff... wit jaqui n shit - im onli doin thiz 4 sarah not 4 her - we havent talked yet or sorted nethin out... but... i dunno... yeah newaiiz n yeah

but laz night waz awesome bcuz i jzt had heepz of fun! got sum awesome fotoz of ppl n yeah! i got a gorgeouz 1 of me n carl on kimmi camera! hehehe n yeah i jzt had an awesome time! n i got gorjuz pressiez from evry1! heheh n yeah newaiiz i betta go cuz im goin to ova 2 carlz now 4 a BBQ.... lol n yeah ill prollz cum bak on tonight to tlak more bout evrythin that happened n yeah... haha ok bye guyz! mwahz!!! hehehe

o n btw scott??? UR A SHIT HEAD!!! hehehe... bastard waznt socialisin! n i waz right!!!! :P

tuez 19th oct 04

ok heyyyy guyz!!! hehehe aiight well.. ive missed a few daiiz so ill let u no watz goin doooowwwnnn heyyy??? aiight well!!! lol:

*it waz me n carlz 6 monthz on laz saturdaii (tha 16th) n yeah he got me a grogeouz ring! :P hehe itz got 5 heartz on it n 3 of em r purple n tha otha 2 are like gold n yiz itz gorjuz! hehehe n i spent like tha hoooollleee daii wit him.. until like 12:45 wen i got taken home! lol

*got up at 7 in tha mornin on sundaii (TOO FUKN EARLY!!!) n i woke up to realisin it waz mah bdaii (didnt feel like it at all!!!!) n yeah n started gettin ready to go to black eyed peas concert!!! :P 2 to make a REALLY long story short.......... IT WAZ FUKN BRILLIANT!! LOVED EVRY MINUTE OF IT!!!!! i gave 2 of tha singaz a huge hug!! hehe REALLY HOT!!! n i met these amazin ppl that we spent tha daii wit :P it waz jzt amazin!!!! had an awesome time! i waz right at tha front az well!!! :P hehe against tha freakin barrier! haaha

*ummmm n yeah thaz basicaly evrythin that happened... but yeah had such a good fukn weekend... yesterdaii waz jzt a drongo daii (so fukn tired) bloody skool n bn shit! n then i felt heepz sik laz night but now itz all good n i cant fukn WAIT until tonight bcuz ive got DRAMA!!! yayyy best night of tha week! hehe n yeah cuz ive got 1 of tha main partz in tha plaii :P hehe so yiz but i havent memorised mah linez that i needed to learn! :S i spent all arvo todaii readin mah drivin liscence book! hehe

aiight i g2 run guyz ill ttylz byeeeeeeeee mwahz

wed 20th oct 04 - HAPPY BDAII MUMMY!!!! :)

hallooooooo guyz!!!! hehehe aiight well.. a few thingz - not much tho - jzt realli bored n thought id cum n ramble sum more! :P newaiiz yeah well todaii waz aiight... had a pretty good daii actually... spent laz daii havin a good talk wit 3 best frenz - jamie dra en hellz... good talk :) hehehe

ummm in tha arvo - waz walkin home n tha wetness waz ruinin mah fricken hair!! lol so yeah n then carl drove past n tooted hiz horn - makin me get into hiz car so he culd take me home... lol - to hiz home i realised... got ther n started doin sum hw while he chucked paper at mah head 4 half a fricken hour!!! lol... then he got bored n went off while i kept doin hw

we then went to KFC n got food - yummyyy.. he made a nasty comment bout tha manager tho which waz actually kwite amusin! hahah n then we started plaiin mario kart on hiz playstation. i LOVE tha game :P hehe except i kept losin!!! damn carl n stui bn beta at it than me! lol...

n yeah n then we were liein on tha couch jzt chillin n talkin bout stupid random thingz n then phil drove me home :P hehe then i came inside n started hw again... got a little sad tho bcuz of summin happenin wit a person i really cared bout... i didnt really no wat to do... so yeah kinda sat here thinkin 4 a while... then made up a kwote :P hehehe itz: i was good until i got home and had to wake up from my fantasy and live my reality.

tha reason y i rote that waz bcuz thaz exactly wat i feel like wen i leave carl - yes sad i no but yeah i dunno.. cant really help it i guess but yeah i dunno... aiight well i g2g now ill; ttyl byez mwahz

thurz 21zt oct 04...

ok guyz well not much to talk bout todaii!!! lol.. found out summin awesome good earlier on in pd 3!!!!!! :D:D:D:D hehe yayyyy 2 daiiz!!! so yiz cant wait until tomorrow iz ova!! lol yeah thiz weekend jzt goin to b a total bludge weekend - i reckon im not goin to b bludgin ne of it tho - ill end up out half tha fricken time! lol like normal... n yeah

i went to mah 1zt shift/trainin thing thiz arvo/night.. it waz fun! did more work tha trainin... im goin to b earnin (wit tha 2 jobz i got) round .... wait i aint goin to saii - but ill tell ya ill b gettin a shit load of money ;) hehehe

newaiiz... sot in a very good mood so im goin....

O BTW THANKU ELLE 4 CHANGIN YA PIC ON YA SITE!!!! :p HEHEHE BIG HUGZ N KISSIEZ!! MWAHZ!!!!!

okerz bye guyz! mwahz

Sat 23^rd oct 04

O man iz a good daii!!!! Got mah license!!!! Woohooo!!! Didn’t go very wit it tho :S seriously guyz! Hahaha I ran into a gutter!!! Lolol stupid… n I look fukn AWFUL in tha bloody foto they took… AND I hav to wear mah freakin glasses whiole I drive!! Agghh I didn’t no mah eye site waz that bad!!! I culdnt even read tha 2^nd fricken line on tha eye thingy!! It waz awful! Lololol but funi!!!.... n yeah newaiiz n like yeah n then i dunno - i fully freaked out cuz i jzt culdnt drive... n now ive got bout 5 hourz to do shit fukn all!!!! which shitz me cuz im seriousli not in tha mood 2 do nuthin!!! i wanna do summin! n yeah... n then im goin to tha lantern festival wit helly tonight! thatll b fun! bye guyz mwahz! hav a good weekend!

sat 30th oct 04

tomorrowz halloween... ne1 doin nethin interestin?? lol IM FUKN NOT!!! hahaha im fukn workin! woo!!! lol im goin to get freak asses cumin in evry so often wit fricken costumez on! yay! :S lol so yeah but hey... newaiiz yeah ummm well ive had tha SHITTIEST fucking week ill tell ya that mah gosh! i fukn swear!!!! agghhh... but yeah but it waz made up on fridaii!!!! :D:D:D i had tha BEST daii on fridaii - like skool waz jzt really easy n evrythin n like not too hot n i had jzt a really big laugh wit evry1 n then um that night i went out wit elle n O MAH GOSH hahahahaa best fukn time!!!! in fukn AGEZ... shit man seriousli...

ok we went to c anchorman right??? funniest thing ive cn in a fukn long time!!! ill rite sum kwotez down bout it l8a lol so funi!!! hahaha newaiiz n then we got out n we were walkion along tha street n we were goin across tha crossin n 3 really hot carz were at tha lightz n 1 of them beeped n me n elle turned n waved n then they all started beepin n 1 of em had 1 of them really funi clown hornz n yeah it waz so funi cuz it waz all jzt beepin... newaiiz n then we kept on wlakin n then they drove past except 2 pulled ova n called us ova - n elle thought they were goin to get us in tha car n drive off so she tried to push me in tha door n im like wat? n 1 of tha car guyz waz wavin 4 me to go vao so i went ova n hez like "o can i hav ya numba??" n he waz pretty fukn hot!! lol n i go "nooo sori ive got a bf!..." n hez like "no u dont dont lie!!!! listne those guyz r goin to get ya numba 4 me aiight??" n i go "listen if u c me next u can get mah numba ok? byee" n i did a wave n then i started walkin off n they drove off n im like o mah gosh - that haznt happened 4 fukn agez! lol it waz funi tho... hahaha but yeah n then like i started talkin to nima n danni n matt n yeha n then we started wlakin to go wher dad waz pickin us up n then yeah n then i went bak to carlz house afta that wher i spent an hour jzt watchin him plaii sum PS2 game or summin so yeah but that waz aiight - i waz jzt fukn exhausted! lol... but then yeah but he waz in a really crazy mood... but yeah newaiiz i g2g... n that waz mah fantastic night! hehe n then i went 4 a shoppin spree thiz mornin!!! yayyy hehe but yeah n now im jzt goin to bludge 4 tha restof tha weekend... lol yayy bludge! aiight i g2g now ill ttylz! bye guyz mwahz!!!!

2.11.04 - tuez

hey guyz!!!! aw mah gosh tuezdaiiz r alwaiiz such good daiiz! lol i love em! hehehe ;p newaiiz yeah well i am currently at skool right now :P hehehe n our jewellery teacha didnt end up cumin cuz he waz at life savin... n so we had a relief teacha but they didnt end up turnin up eitha so yeha that waz good we bludged half tha lesson n now im finishin half tha lesson now :P hehehe newaiiz yeah well i cant wait until tonight bcuz ive got drama n thaz alwaiiz awesome fun!!! :D:D:D hehehe yayyy tha excitement... newaiiz lol i betta b goin... lol ive got lunch in 10 minz - meanin i g2g c carly :P ehehehe yayyy hez so gorjuz i love him :P hehehe newaiiz aiight ill ttylz - bye guyz mwahz!!!! (K)

12th dec 04 (sundaii)

We all love you jimmy!!!!

hahahahaha hooz jimmy??? lol... itz morganz pet fly - lol az u can tell from tha randomness of it... that waz morgan hoo rote that... lol so yiz he jzt got bak from skooliez... it sounded like he had a good time... lol

im gettin worse wit mah smokin :S so iz kimmi - im up to bout 7-10 a daii :S lol.. i needa cut down.. but i cant! theyre so good! aahaha but itz good cuz most of tha time i dont even feel like 1.. i jzt hav 1 newaii? lol dont no how that workz but hey... haha newaiiz yiz

n ok well dano waz supposed to cum down todaii but he culdnt cuz hez heepz sik... mah poor baby :( but thaz aiight cuz ive decided that im goin to go to him if he cant cum to me.. so on tuez mornin (very early) i shall b leavin to penrith wit kimmi morgan n pauline n then i shall go to hiz house 4 tha daii :P hehe by ourselvez ;) yay ;) heehe n yeahhh... he betta b ther but :S lol.. n then kimmi n morgan can staii at morganz house n... do.... stuff? lol... i dont no.. n then me n kimmi r staiin tha nght at morganz... n then i shall hopefully c dano again tha next daii :P hehe or ill spend tha night wit him.. wat eva workz out 4 tha best :P lol but yiz so im heepz excited bout tuez.... n yeah.. but tomorrowz gotta go past 1zt :S:| agghh boring!!! seriousli... lol

o mah gosh n mah drama performance!!! :P ehhehe o mah gosh guyz it went awesomely!!! LUVIN IT!!! it went so well! i had so much fun doin it!!! n yeah... n guess wat??? i am THE 1 person in tha HOLE OF AUSTRALIA that haz bn wit "helen o'gradyz" drama academy 4 tha longest.... like... do u get me ? lol like im THE 1 and only person in australia... how kool iz that? iv bn doin it 4 longa than ne1 else! :D hehe o yeahh thaz right go me... n helen ogrady iz goin to giv me a REALLY good reference.. meanin ill b able to get an agent really easily etc... omg im so excited! hehehe yayy :P n yeah - n if use didnt no ibve bn doin it 4 11 yrz... so yeah hehe aiight guyz well im fungry.. so im goin to go n eat summin - daddy shuld b gettin chinese soon... hehe yummmmyyyy okerz il ttylz (K) mwahz byeeeee

2nd jan 05 (YES 2005!!!) 1 week until umina!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D

hehe heyyy guyz!!! yes yes itz 2005!!! FINALLY! HAPPY NEW YRZ EVRY1!! hehehe ok well... besidez that im actually in a real hepz shitty mood... i mean i had an AIIGHT daii.. i mean ok besidez tha fact that im not tlakin to parentalz then i had a good daii... i went up to penrith n saw a movie wit morgan n bill n kimmi came wit me.. we caught 2 trainz up ther :P it waz heepz fun! hehe newaiiz yeah n then yeah i didnt get to c dano :( shame but hopefully im goin to b able to c him l8a on thiz week b4 i go to YES UMINA! WOOOHOOO!!! hehe thankgosh! itz goin to b fucking awesome! hehe newaiiz yiz...

n then um tonight.. saddest thing happened.. um ok... well 1zt of all mah birdy died R.I.P squeaky... love u huni...

n then yeah that waz a few daiiz ago but lol... newaiiz yeah um i waz tallkin tyo mah cuz on tha net right she cumz on n sez hey n then she goez "o n andrew sez hey n merry christmas" n im like hoo tha fukz andrew... n then it clicked.. n im like wat mah brotha?!?! n shez like yeah n i jzt started cryin... bcuz like ok i havent cn him in 2 yrz now right.. 2 yrz on chrissy daii right... n im like o how did u c him n shez like i went to c him n im like omg wher? watz hiz mobile numba n shez like he dont hav a mobile.. hez in rehab... n yeah i waz kinda expectin that but it still made me cry even more... n like im like wat 4 n shez like all tha drugz... n i waz expectin that az well... lol n like im like o ok.. well wat rehab il go c him.. n shez like but u cant.. itz their rulez n im like well then how cum mah COUSINZ got to c him but hiz FUCKING SISTER duznt.... n shez like cuz itz an open house thing on boxing daii n only tha ppl that tha rehab ppl ask to cum can go.. n im like o... n i jzt got so upset cuz i miss him so much ya no.. lke i havent talked to him since new yrz 2 yrz ago... n tha laz msg he sent me waz that 4 new yrz he waz buyin pillz n gettin totaslly trashed... n thaz tha laz i heard of him.. it makez me sad jzt thinkin bout it right now... i miss him... *sigh*

(ok im jzt addin thiz in like a little while afta i rote all that ^^^ haha i 4got to mention a few thingz... or mayb im jzt bored i dunno... but yeah um thiz mornin wen we were bout to catch tha train n i saw jaqui - i think she waz goin to tha city to c her bf... her hair lookz fucking awesome man! she got thiz stuff from priceline n itz red n it lookz awesome... lol n yeah n i went ova n sed hi - thought id b nice... no use in bn a bitch to sum1 hoo aint a bitch to u.. lol newaiiz yeah n i GOT 2 NEW DECKZ 2DAII!! HELL YEAHHHH!!!! :D:D:D:D:D hehehehe yayayayaya :D:D:D hehe but itz funi cuz at umina... man i got a little drunk ther 2 :S:S:S haha i alwaiiz smoke wen im drunk.. but otha than that night i barely even smoked - so i think that umina iz goin to b good 4 me n mah smokin habitz! :P hehe goodly.. n ther waz summin else i had to mention az well... o thaz right... um carl iz leavin 4 NZ soon.. like hiz hole family... so even tho i aint frenz wit him im goin to wish him n sami n phil n joy n allister n i think nicky iz goin az well so i wish em all a safe trip n i hope they hav an awesomeee time.. i no i will b in umina ;) hehe time 4 fun :P hehe nahhh im a good gurl (A) haha not. lol newaiiz yeah n um shit ther waz summin else... lol o yeah um 4 chrissy i got like... 19 dvdz right... like tha altogetha... n then i got anotha extra 3... n then i got 2 more todaii! haha yeahhhh i love dvdz :P i hav a bad thing wit buyin dvdz... lol i can neva get jzt 1... im fucking hopeless i swear... lol

ITZ ELLEZ (michellez) bdaii tomorrow!!!!!!1 i told u bout our new namez right?? im lexy n shez elle? well yeah well thaz it... lol newaiiz yeah n so yeah itz her bdaii tomorrow so i gotta get in contact wit her n c wat tha hellz goin on... lol cuz i think we goin to meet sum of her frenz down at her park or summin.. o buggad if i no... lol

ooo n ive bn spendin heepz of time wit ally which iz awesome bciz i havent spent thiz much time wit her in like literally 4 yrz... itz awesome fun! :P but i hav no idea wat im goin to do tonight seenstho shez gone to her frenz house :( haha shez left mee ooooo nooo!!! :'( nah jkz... haha but i do miss hellzta heepz n evry1 else az well so yiz aiight well ive got mah skool timetable az well.. cant memba wat thingz im in so yeah... but ill try n memba

im in um english wit mr thornberry or summin... english advanced... n im in english extension 3 or wat eva... n im in drama 2... n um photography... n um community n family studiez - im wit that wit kim or summin i think... n im wit her 4 drama az well but yeah i dunno tha rest - o ancient history... hehe iz all good :P hehe aiight i g2g now n go outside n hav a smoke! hehe ill ttylz mwahz byeeeeeee)

8th jan 05 - saturdaii??

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahhahaha

hahahaahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahaahaha *takez breath* hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! omg lol guyz... hahahahaha i cant stop laughin... lol i found summin out yesterdaii right? lol... n i STILL lasugh wen eva i think bout it! hahahahahahahaha omg... haha im still laughin... lol o so use wanna no aye? mm i dont no whetha i shuld tell ya?... lol o well itz to funi 2 not tell... lol...

ok well evry noez sam ferrar right? yes how culd u miss her *COUGH* lol o dear did i saii that? lol... yiz newaiiz well me n ally n kimmi were tlakin to her agez ago n it waz so obvious that tha dirty mole liked carl right? lol n it waz obvious he liked her.. God only noez y *COUGH* o shit did i saii that az well? dear.. well im on a roll todaii!!! LOL... so yeah n then i asked her n shez like "nah i like thiz guy called scott" n im like ok... lol n then sum1 - hoo wil remain nameless sed that scott neva did n neva wuld like her... i can undastand y *COUGH* damn i must hav a fukn cold or summin... newaiiz so yeah n then im on tha net yesterdaii talkin tyo sum of mah m8z... n all of a sudden shit head cumz on (samanatha) n her name sez "(L) ya carlos" n im like " r u goin out wit carl" n shez like "um yeh" n im like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! lol i think that iz sooo fucking dirty... i mean shit if he thinkz that he got shit wen he waz goin out wit me imagine wat hez goin to get wen he getz bak to skool! lol barely ne1 likez her.. i mean i cant tlak but i can tell ya i got higher frenz than her! lol... plus... she chose to get on mah bad side... thaz tha worst thing u culd do. lol so yiz so wen they get bak to skool omg am i goin to hav sum fun *evil smile*... lol i dont care - ive told like 10 ppl n evry single 1 hav sed to me "omg he jzt sunk so low" lol so yeah... n theyve all sed "hez too hot 4 her" lol so yiz... but hey.. im ugly :| wat wuld i no.. wordz cumin out of carlz mouth... lol if he thinkz im ugly n samanthaz hot then holy shit wat iz rong wit hiz taste! lol...

omg all thiz bitchin makez me wanna hav a smoke... lol newaiiz so yeah.. haha so thaz y im laughin... lol i told simey... like i rote him a msg n lavery sed he jzt started laughin... n so thaz wat started me off... hahaha but yeah lol

newaiiz on a different note... lol guess at mah dad bought me todaii? hahaha he bought me a... az he called it "smoking table" lol.. itz 2 chairz n a little circle table that sitz out tha front of our house n he bought it so i can sit down out tha front wit mah ashtray n smoke! haaha wat a kutie... lol n im bout to go out n use it! lol :P

n on an even BETTER note.......................................................................

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......................................................... ITZ TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELL YEAHHHH!!! WOOHOOOOO!! UMINA UMINA UMINA UMINA!!! :D:D omg i seriously cannot wait! ive packed half mah thingz n omg im so excyted! i dunno y i jzt spelt excited like that.. i think it waz a typo :| lol sori... haha so yiz newaiiz aiight im goin to go now n yeah ill ttyl...

btw... bout tha hole samantha thing - jzt to let evry1z curious mindz no... NO i do not still like carl... lol im not pissed off bout it nemore... i think itz jzt fukn dirty... lol i WAZ pissed off bcuz i neva liked samantha n to hav mah ex go out wit sum ugly buck tooth small titted try hard cock tease... it jzt pisses me off... lol ok bye guyz! mwahz!!!! n yes i will hav at umina thanku! hehehe :D:D:D

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE

sun 23rd jan 05 - IM BAAAAAK!!! UMINA WAZ FUCKING EXCELLENT!!!!!

hehe omg ok well guyz use r in 4 a treat! hahaha... thizll b long so if u rnt bothad to read then stop now!!! hahaah ok well.. shit wher to start,,, lol

UMINA!!! hahahaha um lemme c... well we got up ther on tha 9th... unpacked n evrythin n me n kim n morgan were hangin round wit martyn n stui 4 tha daii n night bcuz bill waz cumin tha next daii... so yeah we had to hang round wit them.. we ended up walkin into umina to get sum grog... lol morgan went in n bought me sum strawberry cruiserz hehe yummyyy n yeah i got a little pissed that night :| lol it waz so bad!!! i had like 4 cruiserz n then like half a bottle of vodka n flavoured water... aha so i waz pissed... newaiiz yeah n i felt so sik that night n these HEEPZ HOT guyz were wit us - they were localz... haha n i waz like half throwin up half coughin right next to them down at tha beach! it waz sooo embaressin! hahahaha but it waz so funi... newaiiz yeah n um hmm.. n then like.. most of tha time up ther we had a group of bout 12 ppl... lol it waz awesome havin so many ppl to b round! lol... we saw chris n hiz little bro ben (midget) hahaha wat a funi little thing... haha n yeah - besidez tha fact that i h8 chris now... lol i got wit him (hez very hot :P hehe) newaiiz yeah so i hooked up wit him n like we WERE "seein" each otha.. but i dont no bout that nemore.. lol thaz y i hate him :D hehehe newaiiz yeah...

ummm.. so yeah in our big group it basically consisted of these ppl:

*me *kimmi *morgan *bill *ian *simon *neil *kimberley (sum of tha time) *tessa *annalise *stui *martyn *rochit *nick *chris *midget *sum otha randomz sum of tha time.... so yeah that waz all of us.. wed go down to tha beach like evry night n like hang round tha caravan park etc. n wed get to bed at like 1 evry mornin.. it waz heepz awesome...

yeah n so we swam, drunk, swam sum more, got conjuntivitus AGAIN!!!!! :@, talked to hot randomz, smoked to tha shit house... lol, went to tha moviez, went out shoppin to buy stuff :P hehehe it waz fukn great!

i ended up talkin to adam - yes THE adam.. haha if ne1 duzxnt no wat im tlakin bout adam waz 1 of tha guyz i got wit laz umina holz... haha :S yeahhh lol... n i talked to him again - i kinda sorted shit out wit cassie(thankgosh) i atleast tlaked to her civilised.. lol instead of like laz yr wher i tried beatin her head in... lol n then umm.. i talked to jamie (cassiz lil bro) sum of tha time.. n buddah az well.. n sum of their hot frenz... lol talked to 8 josh - hez a fuk head... lol ummm.. saw daniel n trent n toby - tha fat fuck! haha i h8 that lil cunt! lol... newaiiz yeah so yeah those r all tha ppl i saw n tlaked to

OMG... HOTTEST GUY EVA!!! heheh yummm... i waz walkin to stuiz to tell him we were goin into erina.. n um these 3 guyz were walkin towardz me n 1 of them waz so fukn dead sxc... he waz blonde n had a tattoo on hiz bak... n like we both turned in different directionz n i kept turnin bak (cuz he waz starin at me) n he waznt lookin n then i turned bak 1 more time n he waz lookin bak n he smiled n im like omg yum yum yum yum!!! hahaha so yeah n then yeah so we saw heepz of otha hot surfy guyz... lol half tha time i waz walkin round in a bikini n mini skirt so yeah hahaha thaz mayb y i got so many starez :| lol...

n also.. thiz really really hot guy called nathan - hez kinda like michellez... he full tried to pick me up tha otha daii.. hez sooo fukn hot... hehe :P so yiz but he haz a gf soo yeahhh :S:S:S lol

n um wat else did i do... omg yesterdaii... lol um we went 2 tha fish n chip co-op cuz it waz our laz night ther... n then um tha HOTTEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! guy waz fishin.. n omg yum yum yum! sexiest guy yum yum.. even hottah than tha blonde 1.. haha newaiiz yeah n me n kimmi were goin to "walk past em" lol n then we were walkin ova to tha pathwaii (next to wher they were standin) n morgan scvreamz out "HEY DUDE THOSE GURLZ R STARIN AT U" omg... haha i swear i died... lol n he bloody turned round n looked at us... :$:$:$:$ geez man i sweaer! lol tall bout embarressin!!! hahaa it waz funi but... n then this boat went past n it waz plaiin nitty n me n kimmi started dancin haha it waz so kool... lol

n then 1 of tha daiiz - i think morgan n bill had left to go to thiz party that they went to in tha middle of tha holidaii... n me n ian n kim went 4 a walk on tha rockz... n me bn tha idiot i am only had thongz on (NOT GOOD IDEA) i waz like.. we were sittin up top of thiz huuuge rock n we took picz of tha beach n me n kimmi smokin n shit n ianz ass! lol i swear he haz an obsession wit flashin it 2 us... haha newaiiz yeah n we were climbin down n i found thiz little hidey hole place n so i waz explorin it n then they wandered off n i waz left to jump down thiz huge rock on mah own... n i thought to mahself *i wunda if i fell n cracked mah head open whetha theyd even find me* n then wat did i do? i looked ova to them... n fuk im stupid i swear... i waz lookin 4 them n at tha same time thought it might b a good idea to jump off tha rockz wit out lookin... well no it waznt... it waz mah legz that thought that.. i had no control... n then mah thong got stuck so i jumped n i did like tha half splitz n scraped all mah right foot n mah 2 toez on mah left foot... lol it waz pretty funi but - i culdnt walk 4 a while but.. it hurt like a bitch.. newaiiz so yeah

ummmmm wat else happened.. it stormed while we were up ther n ther waz heepz of lightning n evrythin so me n kimmi went down to tha beach n were tryin to take picz on our fonez wit it... lol i got heepz of good 1z!!! :P hehe

n yeahhh i think thaz basically it... like im sure ive 4gotten heepz of detailz... lol o yeah i got heepz upset sum time up ther... i felt lke shit n evrythin n all i wanted to do waz b bak here wher i mattad to sum ppl... but i totally regret feelin tha now but all i wanna do right now iz go bak up n b at umina...

michelle came up on fridaii arvo... it waz so good... :) we went n watched 13 ghostz laz night in shellz caravan n it went morgan on tha plastic chair n then kimmi n michelle waz liein on kimmi n i waz liein against michelle n i had mah legz ova billz lap - so all 4 of us were on tha couch... haha but itz a long couch - itz an ok movie - ive cn it b4.. itz pretty funi at tha end but... lol but yeah n then we went bak to our caravan n then called in quitz 4 umina in january 2005. we r goin bak up next yr but - like alwaiiz... same spot az well :) i cant wait... im so excited... i love it up ther.. mah favourite place in tha world! :P hehe but yiz... n yeah...

o it waz awesome but.. thiz mornin i got woken up by tha loudest fukn thundah! it waz sooo loud... n then we had to pack up in tha rain - that sucked donkey dik i swear!

but yiz.. n so that waz basically umina - a lot of tannin, swimmin, shoppin, n ALOT of hot guyz!!! :) hehehe

n then todaii we got home at like.. o i cant memba wat time it waz... but az soon az i got ouit of tha car to start unpackin dano msged me n started distractin me from mah work ;P hehehe but yiz... i wont go into that... lol n yeah n i cant wait until i c ally n hellzta... i havent cn helly all holz! :(:(:( n i cant wait until i c ally bcuz although she iz 2 houses awaii from me i cant c her :( sooo yeah... but yiz n then todaii simey asked whetha i wanted to go to oakhil n meet up cuz he waz bored so i thought id take tha offer cuz i waz fukn bored az well - n i needed to get outta tha house cuz dano waz angry at me :( but iz all good now :P hehe but yiz so i ended up spendin bout 2 hourz down at tha park wit simey... lol it waz kool :) newaiiz so yeah...

skool on fridaii!!! :( noooo.. i hav drama 1zt period :S shit... i barely no ne1 in mah classes! lol... it suckz.. o well im not really concentr8in on that right now... i jzt wanna do wel thiz yr n next n ill b fine... ive had an.... wait 4 it... APIPHONY!!! hehe i love that word :D yiz so ive had 1 right... ive decided that i am not goin to concentr8 on guyz thiz yr or next bcuz i hav mah hooole life ahead of me - i jzt wanna b able to go well in skool so i can get a good job instead of focusin on a guy for a few monthz n wastin mah time... so yeah hehe i DO NOT wan a bf n i DO NOT wan ne guy distractionz... so therefore - im focusin on mah studiez n thaz all... hehe so yiz... n thaz it... n itz SENIOR UNIFORM!!! WOOHOOO!!!!! hehe red tie.. o yeah *duz mah personal dance* hehe so yeah ive gotta go out sumtime thiz week n get mah skirt, tie n skool bookz - i already got mah bag hehe itz a von dutch bag (H) haha thaz a kool smiley btw... haha yeahhh... n ive also got a von dutch hat n 2 von dutch shirtz.. az u can c.. i LOVE von dutch! hehehe.. newaiiz i gotta run n go do nuthin... lol :S plus im runnin outta thingz to talk bout... actually no im not... i hav more stuff... hahaha

it waz so funi cuz bill came bak from tha toliet 1 daii n told us bout thiz guy that alwaiiz - in tha laz toliet - did a huge fat turd that ya culdnt flush.... hahaha itz so funi... n then yesterdaii... me n kimmi went into tha gurlz bathroomz n into tha 3rd toliet (mah toliet iz 2nd from tha end.. hehe itz MINE hehe) n ther waz thiz HUGE FAT TURD IN THER THAT WLDNT FLUSH!!! it waz a conspiracy i tell u!! lol i jzt hav mah theory that tha same person (that guy hoo kept doin em in tha guyz tolietz) came into tha gurlz tolietz n did it in ther wen no1 waz lookin! hahaha... so yeah lol.. n bill duz thiz really funi noise of wat it soundz like.. it kinda goez like "fa-doonk" hahaha itz so funi... lol so yeah... n we were hangin wit rochelle most of tha time az wel - that waz kool :P hee newaiiz yeah n omg i got all these new nose ringz... tha 1 i hav in right now iz a cross.. itz so hot :P hehe yiz

n also anotha turd story n then im goin! hahaha... um stui right... he told me bout sum1 hoo did a turd in THA FUCKING SHOWA!!! lol i mean EW~!!! hahaha y wuld u shit in a showa seriouslty? hahahah

aiight im goin im goin!!! lol sori to bore u guyz! ill rite l8a if i memba nethin! if not then yeah... okerz

mwahz bye!!!!!!!!!

PS - btw ill b puttin picz up of umina soon so yeah - keep ya eyez out... i might actually hav to make ANOTHA website 4 all tha rest of mah picz... so yeah haha okerz bye guyz!!!

mon 24th Jan 05 - 173 daiiz!!! (HP book cumz out!~ hehehe)

SMOKEZ SMOKEZ SMOKEZ SMOKEZ!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D hehehe i got 2 more deckz todaii! yayyyyy!!! hehehe omg thaz goin to hav to laz me 4 a while but! lol omg... haha dont ask y im ritin todaii az well az yesterdaii! lol shit man i miss umina alreadi! i wan to go baaaak! i cant wait until next january! lol... newaiiz.. ther WAZ a reason y i came on here... lol but i cant memba... haha

ummm... lol omg laz night i waz on tha net n danoz name sez like "visiting city 17" or summin n im sittin ther goin ":|omg... dont tell me hez bn 16 thiz hole time n he didnt tell me" n then i msged him off allyz fone todaii n i asked him whetha he waz 17 or 18 n he roter bka saiin "18 gurl :D" haha so yeah that kinda comforted me a bit.. lol :P aw hez so kute - i cant wait until i c him again.. im hopefully goin to go up sumtime soon n c him...

goin to tha beach on thurz prollz.. i hope i can... lol but im not sure yet... n OMG!!! I FOUND THA HOTTEST DRESS 4 HELLZTAZ PARTY!!!! omg... itz sooo gorjuz! itz in ICE... n shit man... itz sexual! i love it! hehehe CELESC!! hehe (thaz mah new word btw... dw personal jk wit me n morgan...) haha but yiz...

ummm wat else... lol o yeah - goin to MM (movie mara) tomorrow night hopefully! yayyy... but itz only goion to b me n michelle - but well prollz end up sittin wit simey n macca n evry1... lol cant wait - i love MM... im at evry single 1... u eva wanna c me? go to a MM... ill b ther... lol but yiz..

well todaii... i saw ally! 4 tha 1zt time since i got bak!!! haha i gave her such a big hug! ive missed her heepz!! hehe n yeah n um so yeah n then she needed to go n get her eyebrowz waxed :| go figure... lol so i went wit her n then we went round n shopped... i got mah skool skirt... lol n i got asuch a hot new top! omg itz hot! lol im goin to wear it 4 tomorrow night! celesc! :P hehehe so yeah ummm...

n then weve got skool on fridaii - fuk that suckz serious cock... grrr... i really dont feel like cn sum specific ppl - im sure ne1 hoo keepz up 2 d8 wit thiz site will no hoo im talkin bout...

i dont no....... ive heard thingz... but yeah.. ive decided that like... i dont giv a shit bout them ya no? so im jzt goin to leave it... like i culdnt b fukd bn a bitch to them... i mean no matta how much i really despise carl - he 1NCE did mean summin to me ya no?... n i trust him... alot... i dont no y... but i do... n it wont go away - az much az i try.. like... 1 daii... im sure evrythin will blow ova n we'll b able to hav a civilised convo wit out yellin at each otha.... 1 daii... im sure it wont b soon but hey... lol it duznt botha me to much... hahaha but i stil hate samantha... like... i dunno.. ive talked to a few ppl - hoo will remain nameless... but ive talked to a few ppl n they all saii tha same thing.. shez such a backstabbin bitch... ya no? like she dont cm like that at 1zt... i admit... but she iz? like thaz wat they saii ya no?... n like... shez already made so many enimies... ppl she thinkz like her.. really dont... n if shez readin thiz...

NEWZFLASH samantha - y dont u try 2 treat ppl tha waii u wanna b treated hey? itd b much easier 4 u 2 actually HAV ppl that wuld hav ya bak...

like... yeah... i mena hey - ive neva liked her... since tha daii i met her... neva... but like... i thought she waz nice ya no? n sumtimez she can b ya no? like hey - i aint goin to go bak to skool n start bitch fightin wit her... im sure ill end up talkin to laughin wit her... actin like i like her... but i wont... eva... but atleast i wuld like to b civilised... i am NOT goin bak to skool 2 make enimies... if nethin i wan to make more frenz... n thaz tha waii itz goin to b...

i dont care wat ppl think bout me... az much az ppl might think i havent... i hav changed alot... these past holidaiiz... sum thingz that hav happened hav woken me up from thiz deep sleep ive bn in... n ive changed.. n i like hoo i am now... n im goin to staii that waii.. im a much nicer person... but hey... like alwaiiz... if ne1 getz in mah waii... ill fuk em up... ive also changed THAT aspect of me az well... im much nastier than i used to b... but thaz only to ppl hoo fuk round wit me n mah feelinz...

newaiiz bak onto happy topicz! hehehe... ummm... yeah well i tlaked to sean from penno yesterdaii - hez so kute... lol havent talked to him in agez...

OMG!!!! haha i get to c nabila on saturdaii!!!! WOOHOO!!! shez cumin down from QLD!!!! yayayayayayyy!!! n we get to go to "we will rock you" hehe itz goin to b awesome - n then we gettin a hotel in tha city n we goin to drug her aunty n go to tha afta party!!! we got VIP PASSES!!! HELL YEAHH!!! we get to meet all tha starz!! itz goin to b fukn gr8! heheh but yiz... lol

mmm i miss bill az well... up at umina... like... i dont no... i culd tlak to him ya no?.. wen i waz sad id jzt msg him (yes even if he waz sittin right next to me lol) n id jzt tlak to him - it waz really nice... newaiiz so yeah... n i miss neily az well :( i culd talk to him az well... fukn... bloody havin best frenz up in umina! hahaha.. sexy neily iz mah new best guy friend! :P heheeh n im hiz best girl friend... hehe :P

so yiz newaiiz im goin to go now cuz im sure use r all bored to tearz... n yeah aiight ttylz! mwahz!!!

CELESC!!!! ;P

OMG I CANT BELIEVE I 4GOT TO TELL USE! ahahhahaha omg shit... lol SHIT SHIT SHIT!! IVE GOTTA B KWIK CUZ HOME N AWAYZ ON SOON! AGH! hehehe um yeah newaiiz... me n ally r goin to QLD at tha end of tha yr! IM DRIVIN!!! woohoo!!! haha road trip! itz goin to b fukn awesome! ill tell use more bout it l8a! mwahz celesc!

jzt wanted to saii a few thingz... OMG!!!! ahhaha b4 i 4get... lol i got bitten by a spider yesterdaii!!! itz freaky n itchy :( lol... ok bak onto mah important bitz... lol... um yeah...

i wanted to sori to carl... 4 evrythin ive put him thru... it waznt fair n i regret it... so yeah.. i hope 1 daii u can 4giv me... prollz not soon... but 1 daii...

ok haha thaz all!!! lol... aiight guyz im goin now.. nuthin interestin happenin! lol

CELESC!!!

thurz 27th january 05

heyyy guyzzz... how r yaz?? lol omg im so bored u CULDNT undastand! lol... newaiiz um yeah omg i soooo wanna go to penrith tomorrow!!! but i dont wanna go if danoz doin summin so mayb i shuld ask :| mayb i shuld ask whetha kimmi wanz to go az well... lol o wellz ill do that l8a i culdnt b fukd doin it now...

OMG NABILAZ CUMIN TOMORROW!!!!!!!!! AGGHH!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYY!!! IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHEZ BRINGIN HER FRIEND N OMG TOMORROW!!!! 4 THA 1ZT TIME IN 9 YEARZ!!!! SHELL B BAK HOME!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D i cant wait!!! heherhe

okerz newaiiz yiz um omg hav i told use all bout tha movie mara?!?! hahahahahahahaha omg!!! hahahahaahaha sooo funi... lol it waz awesome but - like.. yeah it waz pretty good.. betta than laz time... in tha laz movie but i waz so freezin that i waz basically BEHIND macca... lol he waz warm ok! i waz freezin!! lol newaiiz yeah n cuz simey stole hiz jumpa bak :| lol newaiiz yiz n um.. omg aftawardz we met these 2 random guyz... it waz funi but cuz throughout tha hole MM (movie mara) michelle waz like omg that guy iz soooo hot!!! n evrythin n then wen we get out he cumz up n startz tlakin to us wit hiz REALLY HOT WOG FRIEND!! YUMM!! hehe n then we went behind sum churchy community centre thing n i hooked up wit him :| i mean shit... i new 4 like 5 MINZ literally! n now i will neva tlak to him again... lol he tried to make me do otha shit but im like no thanx... n then he got pissed n walked off... lol that waz AFTA i PROMISED that nxt time i saw him wed do more - thaz y im neva goin to c him again... hahaha it waz funi :P lol newaiiz yeah umm... lol n wat else happened... OMG!!! HAHAHAHAHA OMG OMG OMG!!!!! ME N MICHELLE SAW SEAN N BIG W!!!! HAHAHAHAHHA omg i cant believe it man.. they liv in blacktown n they were at tha movie mara!!! shit that waz sooo funi!! lol theyre wogz btw - VERY HOT!! hahaha n um if u didnt no theyre from umina! hahaha n we also saw DANE!!!! hehehe it waz so kool!! he haz tha mozt awesome hair!!! hehe newaiiz yeah lol so we saw all these umina ppl - we also saw shai!!! lol from umina! hahaha itz crazy! lol... so yeah it waz awesome but... n i also saw david smith... lol yum hez so fucking hot man seriously! lol....

hmm wat else happened.. well liz jzt rang askin whetha i wanted to go to tha beach tomorrow but i culd b goin to penrith... well atleast i wan 2.. but kimz broke so i dunno whetha shell b able to go - even tho tha ticketz r like wat 3$?? lol so yeah... um but yiz... so ill hav to work that cuz i wuld like to go to tha beach - except therz a few ppl that r goin that i really DONT wan to go wit... lol omg i might ask dano to cum to tha beach! :O OMG WAT A GOOD IDEA!!! haha brb im goin to msg him.. lol ok well i msged him.. hmm 12;00... hell still b asleep... lol or hell still b awake.. lol eitha 1... newaiiz yiz... lol ive got upd8 sum of mah fotoz on mah site - i think i gotta make ANOTHA site... agh fuk thaz annoyin... i got to many fotoz... o wellz.. wen they get old ill replace em wit new 1z... lol OMG... hahaha ive got umina fotoz... im goin to go n put em in... lol celesc guyz! mwahz!

fridaii 28th jan 05 - ITZ TOMORROW!!! :D hehe

heyyy guyz... hehe ummm... omg... ok well im in a pretty shit house mood actually! hehe... even tho i sound like im hapi... im jzt tryin to get it all outta mah system...

i hope ppl i dont like me dont read all mah shit... o well if they do newaiiz lol i dont really giv a shit bout nethin.. nuthin in here iz private... if it waz... i wuldnt rite it on mah website so yiz...

ok well um... todaii i did absolutely... actually no that waz yesterdaii that i did shit all... todaii i went to jackz house 4 moviez n a swim... i had a good time bcuz ther waz kae n kaz n evan n szwec ther az well so that waz aiight i guess... n yeah i jzt had a good time n evrythin... but yiz...

n then dad n i had a fight bcuz i left tha tap drippin laz night... problem waz.. it waz drippin onto tha wood n tilez... meanin that tha wood haz faded n iz very fragile... n tha tilez r all fukd up.. i mean shit i waz sori n i didnt mean to n i felt like shit bout it but dad still had a go at me bout "not givin a fuk bout nethin" so yeah.. that made me feel pretty shit house... but yiz...

n then im soooo fucking bored u culdnt undastand... so i came onto mah site while i waz havin dinna to read sum of tha old entriez ive put in.. n man... it made me so sad... i feel like shit bcuz of it... i waz readin thru al these 1z bout how wen me n carl were goin out... like how i went ova to hiz house 1 arvo wen it waz rainin n i waz do hw n he kept throwin little bitz of paper at me... n i started laughin... n then i started feelin like shit bcuz thaz all ova now... ya no?... i mean i guess i shuld take into account tha quote:

"dont b sad that itz ova... b happy that it happened"

n im not sad that itz ova... i KNOW it waz 4 tha best... we were growin apart etc... n yeah.. but i wish we still had... i dunno... tha connection that we used to... ther waz summin... that waz jzt alwaiiz... i dunno.. ther ...i guess u culd saii... n i wish i had hiz friendship bak... i dont think i will get it bak but... he duznt like me very much... lol but yeah i dont no... i wish he waz mah best friend again... wishful thinkin iz NEVA good... lol

but yeah i dont no wat else to saii... i miss him.. thaz a definate... but... i dont think that i can b 4gived 4 wat i did... i can undastand y he h8z me... im a pretty fukd up person... i dunno...

newaiiz so yeah.. but thaz bn mah night n yeah... im heepz excited but cuz nabila iz in syd! i rang her bout an hour n a half ago! lol... n she waz like "ill ring u really soon" n itz an hour n a half l8a! lol fukn idiot she iz i swear... lol i cant wait until tomorrow but.. hehe im sooo excited! :D:D:D:D i wish she wuld cum ova to mah house... like jzt to surprise me! hehe...

newaiiz yiz aiight well im goin to get goin now cuz im bored n i need a fucking smoke... lol ive only had 3 todaii!! n itz already 930!!! :D im proud! hehehe.. usually id b up to 10 by now.. n still goin~! lol but i think itz also cuz im gettin a cold :S i dont really feel like smokin... cuz it cainz mah throat like a bitch... lol newaiiz im off

celesc guyz! mwahz

30th jan 05 - sundaii - LAZ DAII OF FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!

heyy guyz... omg laz daii of holz!!! :( how sad!! letz all cry! haha... nah omg... i dunno.. im kinda excited bout goin bak to skool - like cn evry1 n evrythin n gettin bak into tha hole "skool spirit" shit... haha but im also not lookin 4wd to it bcuz i waz enjoiin bn able to relax n not worry bout nethin like skool work n shit... man we r goin to get sooo swamped thiz yr :S:S im heepz scared... i dunno... i hope i can handle it.. im not good wit all that kinda shit... but yeah i dunno

onto a betta note!! :P hehe me, rochit, dom n michelle all went out to towaz todaii!! :P hehe rochit actually came down from penrith to c us all! it waz so much fun!! hehe we had a gr8 time goin round shoppin etc... i got this heepz nice dress 4 hellztaz party... not exactly wat i wanted but it waz 15$ ok.. bargain! hahaha so i had to get it :P lol newaiiz yeah n i also got a von dutch sweat band n a von dutch fone covah!! :D hehe i LOVE von dutch.. if u culdnt tell! :P hehehe n yeah so we went round shoppin etc n then we saw a movie.. ANOTHA 1 wit jude law in it called "closer" it waz shit house.. jzt like "alfie"... man... jude law iz hot! they shuld get him to make actual GOOD moviez!!! lol but yiz n so we did that n then yeah mah nose waz pissin me off - cuz im sik :( so yeah n then i got miracle tabletz! haha but they startin to wear off :S lol.. so im goin to take sum in like 25 minz n then im off 2 bed... i betcha i wont get to sleep until like 1 but.. (itz 10:05 btw) n yeah cuz yesterdaii... thiz mornin i shuld saii... i got to sleep at 330.. i waz supposed to meet rochelle at towaz at 11.. i woke up at 11:45 :S so yeah she wzaz heepz pissed... it waz kinda funi but lol... newaiiz yeah n yeah so they miracle tabletz! hehe

n yiz.. i talked to cal on tha fone todaii!!! :D hehe - ya no tha guy that i met ova tha net on auspal??? yeah him.. hehe he sed i had a gorjuz voice :$ hehe how kute... n then yeah n i sent him ANOTHA pic of me - which waz actually a really nice 1 considerin tha fact that i look like shit bcuz of mah cold... lol so yiz... haha he soundz so sxc on tha fone! lol i luv it! hehe

hmmm.. so wat else happened todaii... ahhh... o!!! haha i got mah red tie 4 skol az well! hehehe how excitin!!! :D haha tha only good thing bout goin bak to skool tomorrow (besidez cn frenz) iz WE GET SENIOR UNIFORM!! WOOHOOO!!! heheh n also that i get to take mah von dutch bag!! hehe so yiz... omg im so fricken bored! no1 interestin iz on tha net so im doin nuthin atm... lol i think im goin to go n plaii city jumpah :| hehe itz so addicitin! lol i HATE IT!!! hahaha okerz guyz well... i hope evry1 haz a GR8 daii at skool tomorrow n yeah ill c yaz all l8a!!!

celesc!! mwahz!!

3rd jan 05 - thurz? 4th daii at skool

hey guyz... ahhh 4th daii of skool... goin aiight i guess... actually no i lie.. ITZ FUCKING SHIT HOUSE!!!! well actually no.. i lie again.. haha i lie alot ;):P lol.. um itz ok 4 sum partz.. otha partz r shit... tha classes r good but.. except mathz... h8in mathz... um... bnut yeah n lunch time n recess r aiight... i go 2 cerise's n simeyz group alot so thaz a little more interestin 4 me right now... n yeha it zgr8 to hang out wit hellzta n evrythin... so yeah but um... wat else...

um itz bn kinda hektic wit evrythin else.. dont really wanna saii nethin bout it but... cuz then itz easier to 4get... n yeah

calz bn fantastcic :) hez so nice to talk to n stuff.. i wish i culd speak to him heepz more than i alreadi do... he makez me feel so much betta bout mahself... thaz y i need him right now.. evrythinz fukd up... az mah msn name sez "jzt keepz gettin betta n betta" meanin VERY MAJOR SARCASM... meanin evrythin jzt keepz gettin SHITTER N SHITTER!!!

ahh fuk it i dont fukn no... i wish i culd jzt. b fucking happy ya no?... but like i dont no. mayb itz mah time to b crap.. seenstho i had an awesome holz ya no? but i dunno... i dont even no wat to talk bout... i miss akshaay lol... havent tlaked to or even CN him in agez... so yeah thaz kinda fukd up

todaii waz pretty good but! :) hehe well tha end of it newaiiz... lol ummm... az use all prollz no - if u go to mah skool - i alwaiiz walk home wit tha boiiz now... like simey n macca n glen etc... but yeah n itz jzt a fun time ya no? lol they entertain me.. haha thaz y i like walkin home so much now... besidez tha fact that itz TOO FUCKING HOT!!! lol.. but yeah newaiiz so yeah i "tried" out 4 volleyball.. not that we tried... we kinda jzt decided we didnt wanna do it so sat round listenin to music tha hole time.. thta waz fun :) hehe it waz good to jzt sit n relax 4 a little while ya no? but yeah i dunno... lol n then we were walkin home n yeah it waz jzt fun - lol i convinced macca to cum n hav a ciggy wit us.. he owez me 3 now tha fucking scab!!! lol... but he still wuldnt walk to oakhil wit me :( lol lazy ass... haha

but yiz newaiiz... um dont no wat else to tlak bout... lol so yeah... az alwaiiz.. evrythinz goin upside down 4 me. so hopefully itll get betta soon.. i bn goin ok wit work tho... like it haznt bn too much 4 THA MOMENT... im sure itz goin to get even worse l8a on wen all tha assessmentz start rollin in... but like i dunno cuz i dropped ext. eng. todaii so thaz good... thaz ALOT of work that i dont hav to worry bout nemore... lol plus NO MORNIN CLASSES!!! YAYYY!!! hehe n i get 2 free tuez now! instead of 1! :P

n so im jzt sittin here right now listenin to like blody rave music... haha n im bout to go n watch "lost"... lol it lookz aiight so i might go check it out but yeah... i kinda wanna staii on here jzt incase cal cumz on... lol aw i dunno.. im such a sad case... hehe but yiz...

aiight well im goin to piss off now n b bored again... ok well ill ttylz celesc! mwahz

5th feb 05 - saturdaii

i jzt wanna shout out -

HAPPY BDAII HELLZTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BDAII CAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BDAII BREEZAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehe hope use hav an awesome daii

ok well itz tha 6th now actually but i waz busy yesterdaii so i thought id rite todaii... lol n 4 a fact i no that cal had a great daii yesterdaii - hehe he turned 18!!! n he ghot a webcam! so i saw him todaii n omg... seriously.. if only we lived closer!! :'( itz not fair!!! fucking hell!!! - tha 1zt decent guy i meet - he haz to liv in fucking wollongong!!! agghh!!!

newaiiz yeah n bree well she told me she had an aiight daii n then it got betta cuz summin that happened ;) hehe u no wat im tlakin bout bree! hehehe

n hellzta - well i think she had an aiight daii.. i think it waz a little ruined bcuz of sum fag that waz bn a fag!!! :@:@:@ but still.. im sure she had an awesome daii - i had a good time at her party - got to sxc dance alot wit jay n bree etc... hehe :P

so yiz but yeah.. omg hellztaz cuzinz... holy shit man!!! ahahaha i wish i had her family! lol well actually no i dont cuz that wuld b incest :S hahahaha...

but yiz newaiiz um wat else happened... lol thaz interestin... OMG! HAHAHAHAHAHAA

i went 4 a drive todaii right... n i waz drivin to towaz n we were bout to turn into county drive to turn right to go up to tha big intersection to get onto castle hill rd? lol newaiiz yeah n fukn dad told me to go so i started goin n then hez like "no stop!!!" n so i stopped n i waz in tha middle of tha fucking rd n i almost crashed into tha car nehind me cuz i reversed n i got so confused n dadz like sittin ther yellin at me n i swear i like fucking shat mahself!! hahaha it waz so frightenin... N 2 MASKE IT EVEN WORSE!! HAHAHA AKSHAAY SAW ME!!!1 OMG I WAZ SOOOO EMBARRESSED!!!! hahahaha aw i wanna die! :( lol thaz so scary! hahaha... it waz fukn funi but.. i culdnt stop laughin aftawardz! lol

n ive jzt downloaded all new songz onto mah MD!!! yayyyy!!! hehehe... now i can listen to GOOD SONGZ!!! hahaha :P im listenin to california dreamin' atm... hehe :P ya no tha new 1? omg itz awesome...

but yeah im in a pretty shit mood cuz i gotta work tonight which suckz sum serious cock! lol... but yeah im kidna excited cuz like i havetn worked ther in like 2 monthz so i reckon itll b fun! :P hehe but yeah newaiz but i cant find mah fuckign apron or hat!!! :S:S:S:S so im really fukd :S but yiz umm... wat else... lol so yeah i gotta work in 3 hrz :S shizzle... agghhh aw that suckz... n then i gotta work at fukn best n less tomorrow :@:@:@@:@: but im handin in mah resignation! hahaha so thaz aiight...

um wat else? wel now im really bored cuz cal went off tha net a little while ago.. n he waz on webcam n omg hez so kute... hez a fukn tank but! like he haz huuuuuge armz! haha... so yeah :P lol itz hot ;)

omg i needa shutup! hahaha aiight well im goin to go.. now... cuz im bored n OMG THAT THING ZJT FUCKED UP! MUTHA SHIT HOLY CRAP!!!!!!!!! hahaha sori.. lol aiight aiight im goin! hahah i cant wait until tomorrow! :D i dunno y but hey! hahaha im kinda excited... hehe yayyyy work tonight wooohooo!!!!! :D:D MONEY MONEY MONEY!!! :D:D:D:D aiight celesc guyz! mwahz!!! hehehe

HAPPY BIRFDAII AGAIN 2 MAH 2 GORJUZ GALZ N MAH GORJUZ BOII!!! :D:D:D

11 feb 05 - fridaii... itz like 12:20am... lol so yeah i still feel like itz thurz

hahaha newaiiz hiii guyzzzz hehehe dont ask y im ritin in here AGAIN! im jzt sooo fricken bored! im tired... but im tlakin to ppl so i wanna staii online! :P lol

o i shuld b upd8in mah picz az well... lol so yeah that shuld b aiight - lol ill put on tha 1z of hellztaz party! hehe man i had such a good time ther! except 1 of tha fotoz u can like c mah hole entire leg n almost mah ass :S hahaha itz so bad! lol o wellz... mah leg lookz nice :P hahaha use will get wat i mean wen ya c it! lol...

newaiiz yeah well tha reason y im on atm iz bcuz IM BORED!!!!!!!! lol i jzt tlaked to akshaay on tha fone 4 like... an hour n a half.. hez so fukn gorjuz i swear... lol :P so yiz.. n i also tlaked to cal earlier on... o mah gosh man... fucking hell he iz so fucking sxc... he put on webcam n im like *drool* hahaha... he haz tha sexiest body... o mah gosh he iz soooo do-able!!! lol so yiz :P hehe

n yeah n todaii... lol (fridaii) ill b doin shit all... all daii! :S.... lol so yeah thatll suck... but yeah i shuld b meetin up wit sum1 :P hehe n then tomorrow night im goin out wit dom n cn "hide n seek" hehe yayyy i cant wait! it lookz like such a good movie! o mah gosh excitement! :P hehe n cuz i havent hung round wit jzt dom 4 aaaaagez so it shuld b heepz good :) hehehe so yiz im excited bout that...

n then saturdaii im prollz gettin mah ear pierced... yes AGAIN!!! haha meanin ill 15 :P hehe ooo yeahhhh so yeah that shuld b excitin... thaz if i can find tha money 4 it :S... agghh omg i jzt had de ja vu... lol weeiiirddd... lol newaiiz so yiz... hmmm

wat else iz ther to tlak bout. well im goin to b on here 4 anotha like half hr cuz ellez gettin a song off me n she haz fricken dial up meanin it takez a shit long time to download shit... agghhh im so fukn tired i jzt wanna go to sleep... seriously... aw fuk it im goin to bed... lol

wait ill tell yaz wat i did todaii... i did... NUTHIN!!! lol i got heepz pissed off cuz i waz put into bowlin instead of ice sk8in - so i got sooo pissed off n yeah :@:@:@@:@ but hopefully i can change into ice sk8in... so yeah n then i walked home wit tha guyz like normal n yeah... lol but yiz.. n i rote all ova tha table at erlstoke.. like normal...

i rote "4 sex call 04.. ... ... ask 4 "sex slave"" haha n i put down sum1 i dont likez numba... hehe funi! :P lol

aiight goin to bed now! lol night night (K) mwahz celesc!!!!

O........MAH...........FUCKING.........GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

ok itz like... hmmm... sundaii todaii i think... n itz... tha... wait lemme check... tha 13th!!! BLACK SUNDAII!! hahahahahahahahah ok ill shutup!... lol um n itz 05... haha ok n itz febuary!!! hahahah...

ok yes i no u can tell im out of it cant u! lol o...mah...gosh... guyz... LAZ NIGHT WAZ FUKN AWESOME! I HAD THA BEST NIGHT THAT IVE HAD IN A REAAALLLLYYYY LOOOONG TIMMMEEE!!!! haahhah it waz so much fun! ... ok il start from tha beginnin... lol (thizll b a REALLY long story btw.. so yeah - but itz good! hehe)

ok it started wen... lol me n moe went n met kim at work... n so we waited until she finished n then um... we went down to tha bus stop n rang up tha bus ppl n asked wen tha next bus waz cumin 4 pennant hillz station right... n they sed at 434.. n it waz like 20 past 4 wen we were ther so we're like o ok kool... n then we saw tha bus cumin up... in tha rong direction... on tha otha side of tha road i mean... n were like - that betta b turnin round... o n it waz... it jzt went tha RONG FRICKEN WAII!!! lol.. so we walked to tha next bus station... n then i jzt thought aw screw it well take a fucking taxi.. lol so i rang up tha taxi service n got a taxi - which waz awesome cuz he put tha music on loud n tha seatz were HEEPZ comfy! :P hehe so yeah newaiiz we got to tha station n got our train ticketz - we only had to wait like 10 minz which waz good n then we got to strathfield train station n our train had jzt got their... which waz weird cuz we werent supposed to catch that 1... n so we caught it newaiiz... n we realise l8a on that tha reason y it waz ther jzt az we were... waz bcuz it waz 52 MINUTEZ LATE!!!! so we're like o mah gosh wtf... so newaiiz yeah...

n we were sittin on tha train n it started slowin down in tha middle of no wher n we were like ok wtf iz goin on NOW... n then tha train drivah sed summin... n so me n kim went down to tha front of tha train to find out wtf waz goin on n we were tlakin to tha drivah... n he sed "didnt u hear tha announcement?" in a really rude waii n we like.. ahh no.. thaz y we here... n hez like "well sum idiot iz keepin us waitin bcuz he wanz to fucking die" so therefore... meanin that sum retarded retard waz standin on tha fukn trackz infront of tha train in front of us... so we had to stop... newaiiz... n az we were cumin bak tha train started goin again n wen we went past tha place wher tha hold up waz ther waz stackz of police carz n shit ther n they were beatin thiz guy that waz on tha trackz n evry1 went up to tha side of tha train n waz cheerin n shit... lol n then we also found out - wen tha train started goin again. we also found out that um.. that tha same thing happeed a little earlier at glenbrook station.. except that sum1 had actually suceeded in killin themself :S... so yeah - thaz supposedly.. anotha side of tha story wz ther waz a fight goin on n sum1 pushed sum1 else on tha trackz... so yeah.. i wudlnt no... lol newaiiz

so yiz newaiiz n then we got to glenbrook n we walked to morganz house kwikly n we were gettin ready 4 tha party n shit... n then bill rocked up n he walked in n DAYUM!!! he looked o so fine!!! lol... so yeah n then we got more of those fuk bandz... haha so yeah it waz pretty kool... newaiiz yeah n then we started on tha long walk to craigz house...

n we got ther right.. n barely ne1 waz ther.. n we walked downstairz n walked in n gab n thiz otha guy wewre sittin downstairz n so i sed hey to gab n thiz REALLY FUCKING SXC DAMN HOT FINE YUMMY GUY lol waz standin next to tha music... haha n shit man he waz fucking omg so hot! even ask kim! lol... hiz namez wilikinz... n he cumz up l8a in tha story... lol...

newaiiz n then i saw erin again 4 tha 1zt time in like 2 yrz! haha so yeah n i so me n kim wanted a smoke so we went outside n a few of tha guyz were outside talkin n shit... n we ended up to start drinkin - even wen we sed we werent goin to :S... haha so yeah me n kim got a littrle pissed laz night - but we started soberin up... n newaiiz n then evry1 started cumin voa to us n we ended up havin thiz huge group of ppl al tlakin to each otha n shit so it waz really good - cuz unlike tha laz glenbrook party i went to... i felt so much more comfortable wit mah surroundingz - lol so yiz newaiiz yeah n then um.. i waz sittin next to thiz absolutely most GORJUZ guy raz!!! hez sooo nice... n he made me laugh heepz :) hehe n he waz really hot! lol.. n he waznt drinkin or nethin so he waz such a decent guy! hehe newaiiz yeah n i told him bout me goin out wit roger right... lol n he goez - dont tell ppl that... if ne1 askz then u were in a drunken drugged coma... n lol yeah so i waz in a drunken drugged coma wen i waz goin out wit roger ok? lol... n also... hahaha n im on a long-term suicide mission (ciggyz) hahaha thaz wat he sed az welll... lol so yiz newaiiz...

n then l8a on i went to tha bathroom or summin (fascinating iznt it?!?! hahha) - hold on erin jzt msged me - ok im bak... newaiiz yeah n i came bak from tha bathroom... n wilikinz stole mah seat n i told him that n so he tapped hiz leg n he waznt that drunk... n so i sat on hiz lap... n then i got off to go to tha bathroom again... lol actually no wait.. i went to get a drink tha 1zt time (thaz wen he stole mah seat) newaiiz yeah n so i went to tha bathroom n came bak n evry1 had left lol... so yeah i went n sat bak down wher i waz... n then evry1 started cumin ova to me n kim again lol.. so that waz good n wilikinz ended up sittin on MAH lap.. n he waz squashin me so i sat on hiz instead... n then like.. he had hiz handz on mah legz n shit :$:$:$ hehehe yummy... newaiiz.. n then afta that we got up n started wanderin round - like evry1.. i waznt wit wilikinz... n then i waz jzt tlakin to evry1 n evrythin... i waz tryin to look afta erin cuz she waz fukd off her face n i didnt wan her to get fully fukd ova... so yeah... newaiiz n um i waz wanderin round - n evry1 waz tryin to steal mah von-dutch crap n im like O HELL NO!!! lol it waz funi cuz craig (tha guy hoo held tha 18th) ran off wit mah wrist band so i sent wilikinz to go n find him to get it bak... lol newaiiz yeah n um so i waz wanderin round n al these guyz were tyrin to touch me n shit n im like agghh :S:S:S cuz they werent very hot - sum of them.. newaiiz... n OMG!!!! wen i waz sittin on um.. wilikinz lap right... holy shit man.. he 1nce sed to morgan n bill that hed eat a LIT ciggarette 4 a dollah right.. omg man n he grabbed tha ciggy off erin i think it waz n it waz a butt but it waz still lit n he goez to morgan "hey morgan" n morgan goez wat n he put IT IN HIZ MOUTH N ATE IT!!! I CULDNT FUCKING BELIEVE IT!!! HE ATE A LIT FUCKING CIGGARETTE!!!! i waz like omg ur fucking crazy! lol...

omg n also um.. i had a few dragz of a cigar right.. n it tasted like vanilla! it waz heepz good! hehehe

newaiiz yeah n then l8a on that night i waz standin wit him n doug n he had a lit ciggarette n im like o no pleez... lol n he goez ill eat it if ull kiss me... n im like :|.... dont eat it pleez... n he goez ok n threw it behind him n started kissin me n im like whoaaaa... wher tha fuk did that cum from! lol... n then so yeah n then we both fukd off sumwher n were wanderin round - i think i went to check on erin again... n then i lost kim like 3 timez so i looked like a fukn loner so i went up n waz tlakin to these randomz... lol n then i saw raz again n im like heyyyyy gorjuz!! :D hehehe n then - ill get to THAT l8a az well! lol... um um newaiiz yeah i cant memba. o thaz right.. n then towardz tha very end of tha night (4 me n kim - im sure tha party went on much longah afta me n kim left - we left at bout like 1) newaiiz yeah n um towardz tha end of tha night i ended up sittin on wilikinz legz again n he jzt started kissin me again n im like wtf boii! lol.. n so yeah i got heepz of fotoz of it all - n theyre all on mah fone so if ya wanna c em then lemme no ok?!?! hehe n il show em to ya! :P hehe

newaiiz so yeah n then we had to leave n so wilikinz jzt started kissin me again n im like o shit boii!!! lol seriously fukn hell - but he waz hot so it waz ok - but im seriously goin to stop doin thiz... like hookin up wit randomz... bcuz i like sum1 atm... n i dont wanna hurt him cuz hez tha most gorjuz guy eva... n yeah

n then wen we left... we jzt went home - sed bye to evry1 n evrythin.. n yeah...

it waz so fukn good - serously. i saw ppl from umina n evrythin.. n i waz pissed 4 like half tha time.. n then i sobered up... n i waz smokin half tha night az well - n then i stopped.. n i havent felt like 1 all daii... so yeah itz really good.. but now that vie started thinkin bout it.. i wan 1 :S shit shit shit! lol

ok well um... wat else happened... lol O THAZ RIGHT! hahaha n then wen we got to kimmiz dadz right (shit i love it ther.. i wish i lived ther - i LOVE goin ther... i dunno y... jzt good memoriez :P hehe) so yiz newaiiz n um n i rang raz n i waz tlakin to him 4 a little while n i might b cn him on saturdaii! :D hehehe so yiz thaz heepz good... n then i msged wilikinz... n hez like "so watzya name? which 1 were u (which gurl did he hook up wit), wat waz ya hair color?" lol but he waz jzt fukn round cuz he told me hed rite that... lol so yiz...

n yeah n then ther were jzt all these otha ppl ther that wanted to hook up wit me n i managed to try n avoid that az much az possible :S haha so yeah...

aiight guyz well im goin to go now n yeah... aiight il ttyl (K) mwahz celesc!!!! hehe

- o n btw... thiz entry iz tha equilivent to 2!!!! A4 pagez... lol :P haha hav fun!@ hahaha

thurz 24th feb 05

heyyyyaaaa!!!! haha aiight well umm... hmm im tryin to think bout tha interestin thingz thaz bn goin on in mah life... not much hey... ahhh... well... hehe i luv akshaay... :D man hez so fukn gorjuz! hehehe

n yiz... i had a good daii at sport... lol me n hellzta were bn stupid in tha middle of tha ice rink! hahaha so yiz... umm.. wat else.. shit man nuthin interestin haz happened! lol... aw um... tomorrow night i might b goin out wit amty... but im not sure.. n then saturdaii thru tha daii cal might b cumin up from wollongong but im not sure :S i really wan him 2 but mah dad might freak out bcuz of tha hole "not noin ppl on tha net n meetin up wit them" thing goin on... so yeah but meh i dont no... lol o wellz um... n then sat night im not sure wat im doin cuz i dunno whetha ricey iz allowed to cum out or not?... so yeah but meh... umm.. wat else happened thiz week thaz interestin... lol SHIT ALL!!! lol fukn hell - o mah gosh man...

HnA waz sooo sad.. ive cried tha laz 2 epz!!! :'(... i loved cane n kirstie! i wish they didnt leave!!! :'( soooo sad... but yeah - n LOST iz on tonight! wooo!!! :D:D:D hehe i LOVE that show! i think itz fricken awesome!!!... hehe but yiz... o mah gosh man i wish i new summin to tlak bout! lol im so fricken bored n i hav absolutely nuthin to tlak bout! haha

but i did hav a good time at sport todaii haha cuz jess buttz n me were sittin on tha bus on tha wai home n like full dancin to tha songz on hellztaz mp3 hahaha it waz pretty funi... lol n i waz sittin next to mah gorjuz boii... fuk man hez so sxc... hehe yummy yummy!!! i luv him! :P hehe smellz good 2... newaiiz haha im gonna shutup now.. lol umm...

wat ellllssseeee... FUCK IM BORED! SUM1 ENTER-FUCKING-TAIN ME!!!! haha... morganz cumin down on like... mmm... wen... he shuld b cumin down like... sat or summin - cuz he wanz to c kimmi i think...

man i cant wait until i bloody dye mah hair again - tha color of it now iz seriously pissin me off n i cant wait until i bloody change it.. but im scared cuz im scared that wen i go theyll wanna cut mah hair.. n i refuse to get it cut even tho itz so dodgey!!! :S... i needa bye that fructis crap 4 dry hair... haha ill buy that on tha weekend sumtime to c if it workz :S lol i hope so!

newaiiz well thiz waz a riveting entry waznt it :| lol... aiight im goin now lol

celesc!!!! :P

sat 26th feb 05

heyyyy guyyzzz.... hmm... aiight now wat to rite? hahaha yes ok im bored again.. I CANT HELP IT OK!!! i hav to wait like.. wat.. an hr n a half until cerise getz here! hahaha shez such a funi bitch... lol n then jay waz supposed to cum out n sleep ova az well but she cant so itz jzt me n ricey lol.. that shuld b fun haha... newaiiz yeah umm.. well ill go wit wat happened yesterdaii! hehehe

ok well um straight afta skool me n amty went to towaz cuz she had to get fantasia ticketz n yeah i wanted to get mah ear done but nooo.. fukn dodgey cuntz :@:@:@ so instead of gettin mah ear done i got mah hair cut! hehe it lookz awesome! :P itz really short but! hahaha ther goez mah pl;an of makin it long! haha nah it feelz so much more healthier now so yeah itz good! hehe newaiiz yeah n so we jzt wandered n bought stuff n evrythin.. lol n then we caught tha bus home... n thennnn we went home n i started gettin ready to go BAK to towaz! hahaha n yeah so i waz straightenin mah hair n evrythin.. hehe it lookz awesome! hehe n yeahhh so yeah n then i tried to convince carly to cum wit us but nooo he culdnt b fukd culd he!? lol but yeah so it waz jzt me n amty.. newaiiz

so yeha we got ther n we had to wander 4 3 hrz until our movie started! hahaha so yeah n we only saw... 1 person we new... n it waz funi cuz we waz walkin past thiz huge group of guyz n they were checkin amty out n then 1 of them sed sumin bout "no tha otha 1" n then i looked ova at em n waz like :| wat? haha n trhen they were saiin shit n then amy stuck her fingah up! hahaha n they go "oooooo!!!!!" ahas newaiiz yeah n so we got into oiur movie (we saw spanglish) n we sat on tha 2nd row from tha bak n ther waz tha same guyz sittin behind us!!! n were like aw shit! hahaha newaiiz yeah n then these 2 otha guyz that were obviously frenz wit tha 1z behind us they came n sat next to amty... ther waz 1 reeeaaallllyyy hot 1 that sat next to amty n im like :@ dammmnnn!!! haha cuz shez got jamez ya no?... newaiiz yeah n we waz tlakin to him 4 like tha hooole movie...

n then at tha end he goez o can i hav like 1 of use numbaz or summin? n so i gave him mine cuz amty didnt wanna giv herz out cuz of jamez... n then she got hiz n i got hiz of her ya no.. newaiiz n then we were sittin down waitin 4 mah dad to cum n pick us up n she goez "o u shuld msg him" n so i did n then we ended up msgin each otha 4 tha hole night! hehe n he wanz to c me next weekend! :D yayyy hehehe :P so yeah itz pretty kool... but yeah

so that waz laz night.. haha n then todaii i did like NUTHIN!! ahha literally!!! lol i sat at home doin shit all - watchin DVDz wit daddy n doin mah hw... lol nnn yeah.. n then at 7 cerise iz cumin ova n were gonna go to towaz n go to dinna n a movie n thennnn cum home n shez sleepin ova n then yeah n then tomorrow im goin to c kelll!!! :D i havent cn her 4 agez! so im excited! :P hehe n then ive gotta work tomorrow night.. agh... man that jzt ruinz evrythin on tha weekend.. i h8 it! lol.. but meh - i get tha money! (Y) lol...

aiight i g2g now ill ttyl ok? (K) mwahz celesc!!!!

sun 27th feb 05

o mah gosh guyz!! haha im havin tha BEST WEEKEND!!!! heehe :D:D:D itz soooo gr8!!! hehehe aiight well ive told use all bout fri night so not im goin to tell u bout laz night! hehe ok well i did absolutely nuthin yesterdaii! haha n then um ricey came ova at like 630 or summin n then we went out to dinna at hogzbreath cafe - that waz fun.. n then we were wanderin round 4 like 2 hrz.. we saw shama n gizelle so we were tlakin to them 4 a little while... n then yeah n we saw "bride n prejudice" haha itz really good! :) lol... newaiiz yeah...

HAHAHAHAHHA IT WAZ SOOO FUNI MAN!!!! LOLOLOL!!! aiight well it waz 2 me n cerise - use might not find it that funi... lol um yeah well ok... we were goin across tha street right... like we were waitin 4 tha "walk" sign to like cum on right... n i pressed tha button n we were waitin ther 4 like literally like 10 minz n cuz we waz tlakin we didnt realise n then we're like... "ok thiz traffic haz gone like 3 timez now" n then we realised we pressed tha rong button! hahaaha n then we were like "ok itz a 1 waii street n therz no carz cumin.. RUN!!!" haha n so we started runnin across tha street... newaiiz haha n then we waz cumin bak n tha thing waz green n so we started runnin across tha street n it went red n we had JZT started goin ova tha street n ther waz all these carz so i went bak to tha side n cerise waz like full doin thiz ova-exaggerated run n really slowly az well cuz she thought i waz behind her... n i waz laughin mah head off n she like stopped in tha middle of tha street n looked at me n im like jzt go to tha otha side!!!! haha n then shez like runnin n we're pissin ourselvez laughin n then we were tyrin to talk to each otha ova like 4 lanez of carz goin inbetween us n then i jzt piss bolted across tha street - man it waz sooo fukn funi - but u had to b ther - but we sed that that waz tha high light of our night! hahahaha

lol newaiiz yeha n then we came home at like 12... n we were jzt sittin ther n i rang nathan - n he sed we're goin out on a d8 on fri night!!! jzt to get to no each otha!! D:D:D:D:D hehe im so excited! n jay iz cumin wit us... n hez bringin 1 of hiz hot frenz 4 jay! hehe im sooo excited 4 her man! i hope they go out or summin! hahaha so yiz... n newaiiz n me n ricey were like tlakin to cal on tha net (she totally approvez btw haha) nerwaiiz yeah n then like at like i think it waz... 330 in tha mornin (i hav absolutely NO idea wat we were doin from 12-330!!!! hahaha) but yeah n at 330 in tha mornin we went n met carl up tha top of david rd... lol n we were jzt tlakin 4 like an hour n a half n then we went home n crashed so badly... i got to sleep at like 530... n i woke up at 1030!!! :( n i saw kel todaii so i waz so buggad! n i hav to work tonight! :'( newaizi yeah... n so then we took ricey home at like... 12 thiz mornin n then i went to kelz n we watched tha village n wimbledon... theyre heepz good! :) hehe n yeah n thaz basically it.. n i got home like 15 minz ago n came on here! hehehe aiight well i g2 run! ttylz!!!! CELESC!!

ps. nathan might b cumin to visit me at work tonight! :D:D:D im so excited i REALLY wanna c him again! sooo hot! hehe :P

sun 6th march 05

*sigh*... hmmm... wat a fantastic fucking weekend - n jzt so use all no... that waz SOOOO FUCKING SARCASM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :@ agghhh man im havin tha shittest fukn weekend! but i guess itz wat i get 4 havin such a good weekend laz weekend... ah i dunno... it haznt bn THAT shit i guess... well actually it haz but im sure im blowin it all out of proportion...

well... i havent tlaked ot nathan since fri night - which really shitz me bcuz i no i aint eva gonna tlak to him again - dso i may az well delete hiz numba outta mah fone already bcuz i wont need it.. i aint goin to msg him eva again.. bcuz itz jzt makin me cm desperate i guess... n yeah i dunno.. fukn hell man.. im so mad..../upset... i dont even no WAT i am... n i no y he aint wantin to tlak to me again.. but i aint goin to mention it on here.. mayb itz cuz i didnt hook up wit... God noez i wanted to but fuk... like im gonna make tha 1zt fucking move!! or mayb itz bcuz im ugly... fuk man.. i looked so shit on fri night.. i dont think ive EVA looked that shit wen ive gone out b4. mah hair waz fully fukd n evrythin n omg... i dunno... i feel like cryin... I DONT EVEN NO Y!!! mayb itz cuz ive jzt finished mah periodz... i alwaiiz get like thiz wen i finish mah periodz... use didnt need to no that but :S haha sori.. lol

but yeah n now fukn AKSHAAYZ pissed at me bcuz he thinkz therz summin rong but ther iznt. well i guess obviously ther iz... but it haz nuthin to do wit him ya no? n yeah so im pissed bcuz hez pissed... so yeah n then agh jzty nuthin iz goin right - but i guess.. duz it eva go fukn right 4 me?... no.. im such a fukn idiot man... so fukd up... but yeah i dunno...

skoolz aiight.. i love ancient history.. itz awesome n interestin... lol

o yeah... n yesterdaii... ally came ova... n thiz waz like in tha arvo sumtime.. n we went n hired moviez etc... it waz awesome... we jzt hung round tha house eatin pizza... haha.. n now itz all gone so i cant hav ne :( n now i feel like pizza... actually... i feel more like maccaz... aw man n i hav to fukn work tonight... aw mah gosh - i hav a feelin that im gonna hav a good time at work but.. haha i hope that hot guy wit tha nose piercin cumz bak in.,.. if he duz i am sooo askin him 4 hiz numba! even tho hez like.. 24 hahahaha hez so fukn hot man.. seriously... ahahaha aw now im excited n happy! hahaha... c how bad r mah mood swingz?!?!! stupid fukn ragz :@ hahahaha... n NOW IM FUKN ANGRY AGAIN! omfg...

i jzt sed sori 2 akshaay... i dont think itz gonna work... i dont really care right now... n im tlakin to cal.. he alwaiiz cmz to make me feel betta.. but then u feel even MORE shit bcuz he livz so far awaii :( *sigh*... fuk thiz... life fukn suckz...

hav u realised that therz alwaiiz tha ppl... hoo jzt hav an awesome life.. nuthin bad eva happenz to them... n evrythin?.. n then therz tha poor ppl... ho jzt hav shit livez all round... n evrythin that can go rong.. DUZ go rong??... yeah well im 1 of those ppl.. itz gr8 :|... ttyl

celesc.

mon 14th mar 05

heyyyaaaa guyz! hehe... aiight hmmm... well 1zt of all - im tlakin to chris (tha guy from umina - i will saii no more... lol) n i havewnt talked to him in agez! so thaz heepz good to b talkin to him! hehe :P n yiz newaiiz umm...

well me n akshaay r goin out hehe :D technically... but yeah i dunno.. i hope it laz... i really do... but im not sure whetha it will.. but im gonna try heepz n shit... but yeah... like mah examz r cumin up soon n yeah i dunno whetha ill hav time! :( but yeah im gonna try newaiiz! hehehe

but yiz umm... hmm wat else haz happened... hehe well ive got riceyz party thiz weekend! ive already got wat im gonna wear! i cant wait - i am SERIOUSLY gonna look like tha BIGGEST skank! haahha itz gonna b gr8...

newaiiz yeah.. well ill tell yaz bout todaii.. haha i had a pretty good daii actually.. lol i saw akshaay alot so that waz good :P hehe but yiz but i spent most of it wit raina :P heehe hahaha man it waz sooo funi... we had thiz cross roadz thing on right... lol n in tha 1zt 2 pdz we had thiz guy called norm az our presentah... haha n raina waz like "aw hez so kute im gonna marry him" hahaahahah n im like hahahahahaha aw mah gosh man... so now shez got on her msn "i (L) norm!! -- haha LiiCe" yes LICE!!! shez callin me lice now.. hahaha so i told her id make up a name... but it prollz wuldnt hav NETHIN to do wit her name.. n then i came to tha name... NIT! hahaahaha so im gonna call her nit! hahahahaha so funi... lol i jzt had a really good daii... lol but yiz... man i dunno wat else haz bn goin - therz bn heepz of shit but not? lol...

o yeah! me n ricey r hopefully gonna go to tha eastah show togetha - we're gonna try n drag tha guyz along so that shuld b fun... lol so yiz! hehe but um yeah - i wanna go on tuez next week... but yeah meh i dunno... lol

O MAH GOSH! ahhahahaha mah dad haz thiz new nickname 4 me right? hahaha hez such an idiot... n i hav NO idea wher tha hell he got it from... lol 1 night he startz goin... wait thizll b easier... D = dad.......... L = lica

D - bounce...... hey bounce..... BOUNCE!!!!

L - *turnz round slowly....* u talkin to me???

D - yeah... *askz me to do summin but i cant memba wat lol*

L - ... y did u call me bounce??

D - ive decided itz ya new name from now on..

L - o yeah? dad... we've tried thiz b4.. ull 4get it in like a week...

hahahaha n itz bn like a week n a half n he STILL callz me it! hahahaha hez such an idiot man! hez so kute... lol i dont even no wher he got it from... lol he sez it to me all tha bloody time but... lol like usually wen i ask him to call me summin otha than "alicia" (DONT EVA CALL ME IT I FUCKING HATE IT) he like startz to saii it n then he jkzt 4getz.. but thiz he duznt 4get it.. n im tryin to get out of him y he sez it? hahaha but he wont tell me! lol..

AW MAH GOSH N GUESS WAT?!?!?!?! hehheeheheheheheh :D:D:D:D:D:D aw mah gosh man! hehehe yayayayayayyayyy!! hehehe.. umm... welll :P hehehe dad got season 5 n 6 for STARGATE!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYy!yyyyyy!!!!!! HEHEHE!!! *syco face* lol... ok n if use didnt no.. yes ... i love stargate! hahahaha.. i no itz weird to think "lica likez stargate??" im not that kinda person but yes... i absolutely LOVE IT! hehehe itz mah fave. show besidez um.. home n awaii! hehehe but yeah :P so yiz

aiight well thaz bascially all thaz bn goin on - me n carl r good now... :) we went out to um towaz on thurz night.. i waz runnin round like a mad man! hahaha it waz funi :P n we hav to go out again on thurz night but im not sure whetha hez gonna cum cuz i hav to go bra shoppin :S hahaha so im sure he dont wanna go thru that... lol.. even tho hez um... cn... nuthin lol neva mind - aiight ill ttylz!

CELESC!!!! :)

xxx

fri 18th mar 05 - itz actually sat ... like itz half past 1 in tha mornin but meh... lol

newaiiz yeah well ummm it waz riceyz party tonight! aw man it waz so good! hahaha i looked like such a skank! hahaha i cant wait until tha fotoz get bak! lol aw man itll b funi! hehe

newaiiz yeah - but i think i surprised a few ppl... haha like macca 4 1... i walked in n he lookz at me n raisez hiz eyebrowz n i aint goin to saii wat he sed cuz if ne1 hoo noez him readz thiz n tellz him then i think he might get embarressed hahaha but yeah it waz funi - so yeah i rekn i surprised heepz of ppl. jzt of wat i look like outside of skool... seenstho i look like a bog rat at skool! hahaha

newaiiz so yeah - n i had summin to drink tonight az well but i cant memba wat it waz - sum licorice thing that sammy had... lol but yeah it waz good 2 go to a party wher all tha guyz were - i luv todd man.. hez such a gorjuz guy! ahhaha simeyz jzt a fag... hehe n btw EVRY1 HOO THINKZ I LOVE HIM (whcih iz like evry1 newaiiz... haha) I DONT HEZ 1 OF MAH BEST M8Z!!!! GET IT THRU YA FUCKING HEADZ!!! haaha jzt needed to let yaz all fukaz no that! lol

um wat else can i talk bout?! ahhaa aw man i waz supposed to go to a party tomorrow night n get pissed... but i cant cuz we hav no waii of gettin ther :( that makez me sad a little.. haha aw man i wulda really liked to fukn gone! poo shit! lol.. o wellz.. so yeah me amty n kim r gonna go to tha moviez or summin - so that shuld b fun.. haha tha 3 smokahz! lol

meh i dunno wat else to tlak bout! hahaha ill rite all tha important stuff in mah personal journal! ;) hahaha aiight ill ttylz... lol shit i got work on sundaii night - FARK!!! SHIT I GOTTA CNCEL 4 NEXT WEEK! FUK FUK FUK!!!... ok ill ttylz

CELESC!!!

xxx

fri 1zt april 05

PUMP.:.:. PUMP.:.:. PUMP IT UP!!!! hahahaa heyyyaaaaa guyz! :P hehe

aiight well... i might cm like im in a good mood but really...? IM IN A FUCKING SHIT HOUSE MOOD!!! lol im jzt listenin to pump it up :P hehe

U no i like it wen ya body goez BUMP BUMP BUMP!!! hahaah im an idiot... lol aiightr newaiiz... hmmm mah week...

aiight WELL!! hehe :D tha guyz came down onnnn mondaii :P hehe... n um yeahhh we had a good time.. lol we went out to tha moviez wit em that night... me n kim n morgan n bill i mean... lol n we saw tha ring 2!! it waz pretty good 4 a sequel! :P hehe i liked it newaiiz... bill got angry at me but cuz i kept hidin mah face n blockin mah earz! hahaha newaiiz so yeah... n the tha next daii me n kim went to skool n then afta 3rd pd we left n went bak to kimz place to get changed n get ready 4 tha eastah show!!!! :D hehe

n tha guyz met us down at tha lightz... newaiiz so yeah n then we ended up leavin at 1... lol cuz we stopped off at cherrybrook shopz to get food etc... n then yeah... n then we got ther n got sum show bagz etc.. n i got a hat! :) hehe itz mah ritual... evrrytime i go to tha eastah show i hav to get a hat! hehe newaiiz so yeah n then at 4 i went to c erin (mah cuz) cuz she waz workin at tha cadbury store hehe it waz good to c her! hehe... newaiiz yeah n then at 5 we went n got unlimited ride passes! hehee we went on soo many ridez man!! lol

--- tha techno dance or summin... which iz a big like 14 legged thing that spinz round n goez up n down n shit... lol n they had all these techno songz n shit on it waz fucking awesome! n then they put on red red wine!! hehe so i waz sittin ther screamin at tha top of mah lungz "red red wineeee" while goin up n down n wavin mah handz round :P lol - we went on that 2ce... lol

--- the crazy coaster... that waz aiight.. jzt a little roller coaster :P hehe... we only went on that 1 1nce... lol

--- the vibe - mah faaaave ride! i loved it.. it went 4 soooo long man! lol we were on it 4 literally 10 minz... n they put on all thiz awesome musik! hehe it waz so kool... me n kim n morgan were squashed into 1 seat :S cuz bill didnt wanna go on it.. it waaz fukn crazy! lol... we only went on it 1nce az well - it waz our laz ride hehe

--- thiz otha ride that i mistook 4 "tha vibe" lol... i saw it n im like KIM!!! THAZ MAH FAVE RIDE CAN WE GO ON THAT!?!?!? n shez like yeah sure :) n so we got on... n then bill turnz to me n goez "thiz ride goez upside down.." n im like "o shit..." n ok. i LOVE upside down ridez... im a ride freak.. ill try NETHIN 1nce... lol ive grown up wit goin on ridez... lol so im used to it.. so iz mah stomach ;) hehe... newaiiz yeah n but kim absolutely HATEZ THEM... n im like o fuck.. n m,e n bill r screamin to kim n morgan n cuz they waz on tha otha side of tha ride n were goin "KIM MORGAN!!! IT GOEZ UPSIDE DOWN!!" n they culdnt hear us so theyre sittin ther goin "yeah wooo" n im like o shit.. n wen it started im like o thiz iznt so bad n then it flipped us upside down n kim goez "AGGHH WTF?!?!??!" n im like "ahh dont stop tha ride! dont stop it! im gonna get killed!" lol.. n then yeah it waz so bad but it waz an awesome fukn ride... we only went on thiz 1 1nce az well... lol obviously..

--- BUMPER CARZ!! hehe I LOVE THA BUMPER CARZ MAN!!! haha it waz so funi lol.. i waz drivin like a pro :P hehe cuz i went past thiz guy on tha side n he goez "i can tell uve bn drivin 4 a while" lol it waz kool.. n then i got stuck n kim came n rammed me up tha ass... n mah knee went STRAIGHT into tha steerin wheel! haha it fukn caned but it waz so funi.. n now i hav a huge purple bruise on mah knee :( hehe we went on them 2ce! hehe

--- THA RAINBOW RIDE!!!!... how culd i possibly 4get... i love thiz ride.. we went on thiz bout 4 timez! haha i love it man! lol...

--- hard rock... that waz a ride that waz kinda like tha pirate ship right.. but it also spun round while goin up n evrythin - if use went to tha eastah show then it waz tha 1 exactly opposite to tha rainbow ride... lol so yeah n only mew n bill went on that - o wait... me n bill went on it 2ce... n morgan went on 1nce... lol n that waz jzt fucking awesome.. but it scared me.. cuz i culdnt breathe - i hav a phobia of tha ridez that hav those like... harnesses that cum down above ya head... :S dont ask itz a really long story...

n yeah... if i went ... o wait!!!

--- haunted mansion!!!... haha now that waz fucking scary shit man.. me n kim culdnt stop screamin! lol it waz pretty funi but.. haha man it waz so scary... lol but while me n kim were waitin in line we were on channel 10 newz... haha cuz ther waz thiz lady gettin filmed infront of it.. n we were standin behind her.. it waz so funi! lol...

newaiiz yeah n i also shook joel turnerz hand! hehe... o mah gosh n we also went on.. um... tha ferris wheel :) hehe i alwaiiz hav candy floss wen im on that ride.. so i had it ther az well.. wen we waz waitin in line thiz guy kept on goin past n goin "hey" n so we decided that hiz name waz jimmy... so evrytime he came past wed go "hey jimmy!!!!" hahaha it waz funi.. n then wen we waz on it... we went past evry1 n we all kept wavin... lol it waz so funi...

newaiiz yeah lol n umm.. wat else happened... lol yeah that waz basically it.. haha o n i saw heepz of ppl from umina n evrythin... lol it waz good... saw a chick i havrent cn 4 like 2 yrz :) hehe newaiiz yeah so that waz tuez.. haha wat bout wed... lol um nuthin haz bn happenin really... found out summin laz night that changed evrythin 4 me... in a good but also very bad waii...

im still goin out wit akshaay yes... dont go ther lol

n yeah... i dunno - im pretty happy... but in tha same respect im really not.. im really unhappy.. i dont no... itz bcuz evrythin iz goin so extremely well that im unhappy... im used to bn shit house 4 me ya no? ah fuk it i dunno.. i hate thiz shit... lol

but yiz so that waz mah week... lol n then i hav a hooollleeee lottt of NUTHIN to do thru tha weekend... except laz mondaii i went 4 a drive up to wisemanz ferry... that waz awesome - im goin ther tomorrow az well :) hehe that givz me anotha hour n a half of drivin to do! hehe... ive only done 13 hourz.. lol so yeah... meh... hehe :P

aiight guyz well im gonna go now n go bak to bn bored... i hav to go ring sum1... :S shhh lol ;) hehe

i also rang cerise earlier on! hehe geez man.. we've decided that we hav NO idea wher we've bn tha laz 2 weekz.. haha we havent tlaked to each otha 4 agez! lol.. so yeah but well b doin stuff in tha holz so thaz good.. lol aiight

aiight well ill ttylz (K) xxx

CELESC!!!

thurz 14th apr 05 - haha newest pic of me ^^^ lol i didnt realise how shit it waz! haha but thaz mah new top! :P hehe

heyyy guyz... lol aiight well hmmm... - btw morgan picked thiz colour! hahaha dont ask long story! lol... hahaha

ok well ive bn doin basically nuthin all daii - had a little anger attack thiz mornin :S... fuk man... omfg... I NEED MAH FUCKING TABLETZ BAK!!!! - i left mah anger problem tabletz at mah cuz place.. it waz so bad.. bcuz i need them to calm me down... n yeah meh i dunno... lol

hmm... im tryin to think of tha laz time i rote summin.. i culd sworn that i told use bout tuez night.. i think? wait lemme find out.. lol im sure i told u... FUK! i hav to leave in 10 minz... aiight mayb i shuld b kwik bout thiz then! lol... morganz sittin ova ther >>> ;D haha jzt tohught id tell yaz! lol

O MAH GOSH I CANT BELIEVE I DIDNT TELL USE!! how stoopid am i?!?! lol

ok well!!! i went out wit akshaay on tuez night right... aw mah gosh man.. PERFECT NIGHT!!! i had such a good night!!! :D hehe well i met up wit him at towaz so we culd go n c a movie.. n he handed me thiz little myer plastic bag.. n it had a box of chocciez in it... a dvd of "scarface" (dont ask long story lol) n a beautiful smellin perfume!!! man... aw mah gosh i almost cried! it waz tha sweetest thing EVA!!! hehe :D:D:D n he looked sxc az well :D hehehe...

n i went out shoppin that daii wit ally! hehe aw man.. i got tha HOTTEST new top n jacket! aw mah gosh i LOVE them!! hehe n so i wore them that night n yeah it waz awesome! hehe

newaiiz yeah n then um.. on mondaii i went ova to emmaz house to um practice wit mah drama group tha hole like.. drama thing. it iz so good man - im so excited bout it.. but yeah. tha problem iz im NOT sure whetha im gonna b able to pracitice wit ellen thiz hole drama thing! like tha partner thing.. n we REALLY need to do it :S so yeah im really nervous... but meh - im sure we'll do fine :S:S:S... haha yeah tha confidence (Y) lol...

newaiiz ummm.. so wat else haz bn happenin?.. haha not much really lol... ive gotta go to tha doc soon so i can get more tabletz... haha b4 i hav anotha attack :S... so mm...

N THEN IVE GOTTA FUCKING WORK TONIGHT! aw man that suckz so fucking badly.. i SERIOUSLY dont feel like workin... well actually yeah i do... lol weird :S ahhaha but tha thing iz that mel quit :'(:'( man i waz so upset wen i found out!!!... *sigh* i jzt hope bee duznt leave... if bee leavez then therz no1 :(...

so yeha meh i dunno i dont really wanna think bout it.. *sigh*... aiight well i prollz shuld go now n get ready 2 go 2 tha docz... lol so ill ttylz

CELESC!!!!

xxx

sun 17th apr 05 - 6 MONTHZ TILL MAH BDAII!! :D im 16 n a half todaii! :P hehe

heyyy guyyyzzz!!! hehehe... ok well WHER TO START!!!!!!! haha o shit i cant memba tha laz time i rote... i think it waz on tha 14th or sumin... or fukd if i no.. newaiiz ill let u no watz bn goin on wit me l8ly! :P hehe

ummm well ok on thurz night right - i waz workin... n thiz real hot guy walked past n me n him were jzt starin at each otha - i waz starin at him cuz he waz starin at me... n then he walked bak tha otha waii n so we kept starin. n then he came bak AGAIN!! n then sat outside tha shop (he waz by himself btw lol) n i told mah m8 that waz workin to look to c if he waz lookin n she sed he waz n he waz smilin az well... lol newaiiz yeah

n um n then i turn round n hez in tha shop n im like :o holy shit :|" lol n then i go "O may i help u??" n hez like "do i no u from sumwher?" n im like "ah... i duno :S prollz not" cuz i had no fukn idea hoo tha hell he waz lol newaiiz n then i basically found out that he waz michael (amtyz ex from yr 8) n cuz me amty, nikhil n him wuld all go to tha moviez etc ya no? newaiiz yeah n im like OMG HI! HOW R U?!?! n all thiz it waz pretty good - n then he waited 4 me to finish work n then he wanted me to staii longa but i had to go so yeah n i got hiz numba n stuff n we waz msgin n callin each otha... n then yeah n cuz i realised i still had hiz braclet wen i left...

n so then he wanted to c me on fridaii night but i didnt go 4 personal reasonz.. newaiiz n then he came n saw me laz night to get hiz braclet bak n then like we hung round 4 a whle (cuz i waz workin laz night az well) n then i saw nikhil n evry1 n they were askin me whetha i waz goin out wit him n im like :| um no?... bcuz i luv akshaay :D hehe...

n they asked that bcuz fukn AMY rang up nikhil n told him that me n michael were hookin in - n then fucking nikhil went n told kate gibbz.. which shitz me bcuz now therz sum bull shit rumor goin round bout me n michael that iznt tru... so im heepz fukd off bout that.. but yeah - michaelz hot :P lol

newaiiz so yiz... n then... yeah.. hehe so thaz basically all thaz interestin happenin... lol n then thiz arvo WE'RE LEAVIN 4 QLD!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOO!!!! hehehehe im SOOOOO FUCKING EXCITED MAN!! u culdnt possibly undastand!! cuz me n elle r goin togetha!! :D hehee wit dad n pauline.... but ellez cumin! so itll b even betta!! hehe :D:D:D CANT WAIT WOOO!!

o n i got an ashtray ;D hahaha - i spent like fucking... LITERALLY bout HALF AN HOUR lookin 4 1 2daii at cherrybrook shopz! lol it waz so bad 0 but quentin found it 4 me :P hehe

okerz well.. meh.. im tlakin to akshaay now :D hehe i luv him hez so kute...

im also talkin to michael.. hahahah okerz

well im gonna go now... C UZ ALL AFTA QLD!!!! WOOOOOTT!!!! ILL CUM BAK ON N TELL YAZ ALL BOUT IT - SHULD B MORE PICZ CUMIN SOON AZ WELL!!!!

CELESC!!

xxx

mondaii 25th apr 05 - BAK FROM QLD!!! unfortunately! :(

oooo maaaaah GOSH!!!! u guyz... omfg... i had tha BEST FUCKING TIME OF MAH FUCKING LIFE in qld!!! :D:D:D:D:D it waz sooo fucking awesome!!! hehe use culdnt possibly undastand! sooo many hot guyz! hahaha o it waz fucking gr8! :D hehe

omg wher to start... shit man... aiight well um... onnn sundaii wen we left we went n picked up elle.. n started on our drive to coffz harbour - thaz wher we staiied tha 1zt night... it waz a 5 star hotel.. n it waz beautiful! hehe but tha bed waz so uncomfy... lol newaiiz yeha on tha trip up ther jzt so many funi thingz happened - im not gonna saii em all bcuz they wuldnt b funi to u guyz n then it wuld jzt b a waste of mah time! lol but yiz we hav sooo many funi quotez n shit... lol n then yeah so we staiied at um... tha novetell resort - 5 star hotel... n had dinna in tha resteraunt... hahahah so funi lol but yeah... newaiiz n then tha next daii we waz off to QLD! ehehe :D soi yeah n then wen we got up ther we got into our hotel - which waz RIIIGHT next to tha beach! hehe. so it waz really windy on our bal-cony! hahaaha (personal jk lol)

newaiiz yeah n then we got ther n got settled in.. we went out that night az well n got sum grog... well dad got us sum grog... n we waz jzt havin a really good time.. n then tha next daii we went to dreamworld... ther waz thiz awesome ride called "tha claw" itz so fucking awesome! BEST RIDE EVA! :P hehe n then yeah but we didnt get to go to DRACULAZ which really makez me sad cuz i waz REALLY lookin 4wd to goin ther! :(

but yiz... n i hav decided that i am soooo livin in QLD wen i got oldah.. im so fucking serious - FUCK sydney man! omfg... qld iz sooo much betta! lol... u can do U-turnz! :P hahaha

n yeah im jzt sooo glad that i got to go up ther wit elle... it waz so much fun wit her - i dont think i culdve had so much fun wit ne1 else so im so happy that she waz ther wit me! n tha next time im goin up she iz so 1zt on mah list! lol

newaiiz yeah hmm wat else interestin happened.. o thaz right! HOW CULD I 4GET?!?!?! lol aiight well tha next daii (wed) we went shoppin cuz thaz wen i got all mah money.. lol n i got mah.. YES I GOT ANOTHA PIERCING! HAHAHA i got mah TRAGUS pierced!! WOOT~!!!! ive wanted that 4 soooooooo long! n then i actualy got it! :D hehe im so happy - it lookz fucking awesome! hehehe

newaiiz yeah mmm.. n like we went on 2 shoppin spreez - sao i spent bout 300$ up ther! lol but it waz o so worth it.. we went to harbour town - n thaz wher all tha salez n shit r on.. n i got like all thiz realy cheap clothez that r sooo beautiful! i got tha NICEST fukn top o mah gosh - n BOOTZ!!! ive wanted bootz 4 so long n then i actually got em! hehe woooot!!

n then yeah n ther were sooo many hot guyz.. like tha laz night we were ther we went out 4 dinna etc n ther were all these hot guyz walkin round n starin at me n elle n blowin kissez n winkin etc! it waz gr8! :D hehehe

newaiiz yeah but omg.. guess wat? yeah like.. i SUPPOSEDLY fucked DANO... up at qld!! :O wow... itz funi bcuz not even I new bout that... how weird... :| n btw if use r so fukn stupid to not realise that that waz SO SARCASM!!!!aiight ill tell use tha story

sum fucked up SLUT... hoo - if i find out hoo she iz - then i will rip her fukn throat out... newaiiz yeah she told akshaay - that like.. that AMTY told her that i waz sleepin wit dano etc right? n yeah ok danoz gorjuz n i luv him but i wuldnt do that - not if i had a bf newaiiz ;) hahaha but yeah like.. itrz jzt fukd.. newaiiz n then i found out n rang akshaay n asked him if he waz pissed n i told him it waznt tru n all thiz shit n shez like "nah i believe u im not angry bla bla bla" n then tha next night i find out that he fucking DUZ believe it... n that he IZ angry at me... n i got so pissed off - bcuz he dont trust me n that hez so fukn paranoid that i broke up wit him laz night... lol

n i mean fuck.. even MICHAEL rang me more than him on holz - i talked to michael like evry night up at QLD ... n i didnt talk to akshaay at all... but i tlaked to hellzta :D so that waz gr8! hehe im so happy bout that.. but yeah

newaiiz yeah... but like im jzt still so pissed off at him. n then afta we broke up hez like "we will neva eva go bak out again bla bla bla" n im like "dah... lol" n then hez like "did u fuk sum guy up at qld or not? bla bla bla" n im like "FFS AKSHYAAY I FUCKING TOLD U!!!" aghhh.. im so angry man! i dont go round fucking ppl! ffs!!!... im not a slut lke sum ppl! geez

newaiiz i dont wanna tlak bout that bcuz itll jzt get me down... *sigh* found out sum pretty shit newz laz night... cant do much bout it until i c michael tonight which shuld b good.. itz hiz bdaii on thurz... im givin him a special surprise ;) hehe shhh... lol.. but yeah... lol hehe mayb... i dont no it dependz... mayb tonight will b tha laz time i talk to him.. i dont no.. i dont really care at tha moment...

i am so.... fucking.... sick of guyz... use culd not seriously undastand.. i AM SO SIK OF THEM!!!! agh im sik of their shit...

aiight im gonna go now.. i havent eaten all daii lol.. i havent eaten since like 4pm yesterdaii... n itz now 130pm... lol o wellz... haha aiight well ill ttylz...

if i memba nethin interestin from qld that use HAV to no then ill cum bak n tell use~! :P hehee n i shuld b puttin sum picz on here az well :P hehe aiight

CELESC!!!

xxx

thurz 5th may 05 - HAPPY BDAII CHRISTIAN 4 YESTERDAII!!!

hiiiiiii guyyzz....

hmmm well - im in a shit house mood... lol iznt that unusual... NOT!! agh mah gosh... 4 tha 1zt time in like... i think.. EVA!!! i said jesus' name in vein... fuck i feel like shit bcuz of that... i NEVA saii that... it feelz so weird... but i waz so angry.... o well ill saii sori tonight wen i praii! :D

newaiiz ummm... yeah so.. thingz hav fukd up wit me... n so many thingz... like.. omfg... wher to begin.. n itz really funi.. like hilarious - i could CRY bcuz im laughin so much.. (not really - but i CULD cry lol) ok well letz start from tha beginnin

1) thingz r totally fukd wit me n carl... - dont ask man seriously... if i start tlakin u wont hear tha end of it...... LITERALLY!!!!

2) um evan told me summin that really hurt me - jzt bout hiz wank frenz... hoo wont liv to c their next birthdaii i can tel u that!

3) ummm... well... michael left 4 melbourne todaii - need i saii more?

4) mm... well fukn nathan (tha guy that i went out on a "d8" wit... agez ago) iz fucking askin me to hook him up wit 1 of mah m8z? i mean wtf - hoo tha fuk duz that.. geez!

5) i no therz summin else but... o yiz... well jzt tha hole akshaay roger thing - dont ask eitha.. dont wanna talk bout it

but yeah - so those r mah fave GREAT fucking problemz... omfg... FUCK I HATE GUYZ! SERIOUSLY - i wuld love tha world wit out them... but i dont wanna turn into a lez... guyz r toooooo... i dont no.. theyre too "boy'y"... dont worry use wuldnt get it.. lol - i like guyz to much.. well i like tha 1z that dont totally fuk me ova - but yiz...

so.. mm wat else - well ive done all mah examz almost - except 4 2.. ancient history n CFS - which BOTH i am totally screwed 4...

but yiiizzz... n i had mathz todaii which waz easy az fuk - but noin mah luk ill fail it newaiiz... lol n yeah - nuthin much else haz bn happenin wit me... i saw roger on... yesterdaii... no.. tuez... that waz good to c him :D hehe.. havent cn him in like a yr so that waz really good n yeah.. aiight well i dont no wat else to saii...

lol but yiz um... well im hungry n im waitin 4 dad to cum home.. but in tha meantime i might go out 4 a ciggarette... yez... i need a fucking ciggarette... fuk mah life iz so screwed.... bloody fukn... nuthin eva goez..... right... like.. jzt... RIGHT ya no?... no matta wat happenz... if itz good - summin even worse wil happen to fuk it up... so thaz absolutely PERFECT!...

bya

xxx

sat 14th may 05

heyyyyaa evry1 :) hehe

umm well.. wat to saii - well tha ONLY reason im on here at... 7:07pm at night iz bcuz EVRY1 IZ ALREADY FUKN DOIN SUMMIN!!! so im stuk at home all fricken night.... agh man... it fukn suckz - im SOOO fucking bored use culdnt possibly undastand!! agh - ive already packed 4 camp - well a little.. i cant pack tha rest until tomorrow mornin cuz i get a shower... haha so yeah... mmm newaiiz umm....

so yeah um well... i cant even memba tha laz time i rote but i can tell ya... ive done SHIT ALL!!!!... i think i told use that i went out on wed? im not sure but - well yeah i went out wit nit n hellzta - o thaz right i did tell use im sure... haha ok well um.. wait.. o fukd if i no - if i havent told use bout it then il cum bak n tell u.. haha hold on i no how i can find out... o shit no i didnt tell use! haha aiight WELL lol

um i went out on wed 2 towaz wit hellzta n raina n we bought stuff 4 camp n stuff n then um... n then we went n saw amityville horror - i got to c tha rest of it! lol... damn michael.. haha awww :( sad... ok newaiiz yeah um n then yeah n it waz heepz good! haha... me n raina were like holdin on to each otha 4 dear life haha n helly waz sittin ther laughin her head off... haha so it waz an awesome daii - i had a gr8 time wit them hehe newaiiz yeah n um... n i bought sum nice shit! :P hehe.. n then roger surprised me by turnin up at towaz so that waz a nice surprise n then he took me n nit home.. nitz raina btw - if use didnt no.. she callz me lice... so i call her nit.. hahaha.. newaiiz yeah n it waz so funi right - well u kinda had to b ther but yeah um. we were goin bra shoppin wit raina hahahahaha fuk man shez so funi.. shez standin ther... gettin fukn.. Cz n shit - none that wuld fit her n shez jzt puttin it ova her boob goin "duz thiz fit?" hahahaha it waz so funi - aw i love her.. haha a C wuldnt even fukn fit me! if it cant fit me then it DEF wont fit nit... lol newaiiz yeah ummm

n yeah newaiiz so that waz basically mah daii - we jzt wandered round n shopped haha newaiiz yeah n OMG I got mah happy hardcore CDz that ive bn wantin 4 agez! :D hehe so that waz really good! hehe...

newaiiz yeah n then umm.. wat happened on thurz... on thurz i did like an hrz worth of drivin so that waz good... n um.. OMFG!!!! i scratched tha SHIT out of mah dadz car!!!... i waz - ok itz a long story.. but yeah thiz HUUGGGEEE scratch waz down tha side of it.. but itz ok - we got it off.. but fuk man... omg... i like.. shat mahself.. hahaha it waz sooo fukn bad! lol

newaiiz yeah n then yeah so thurz i went to tha docz n then went bak to towaz cuz dad thought thiz jumpa waz 2 small 4 me so i had to get anotha 1 of em... newaiiz yeah

n then onnnn... fridaii... i um... o yeah - we woke up at tha fucking.. crack of fukn dawn 2 go to port maquarie - man 2 FUCKING EARLY 4 sum1 hoo dont hav 2 b at skool! n yeah n then so dad drove half tha waii 2 port maquarie n then i drove tha rest of tha waii - so i got bout 2 n a half hrz in :) which waz good... n then we went to a funeral :( i h8 them... seriously it bringz evrythin bak from mumz funeral... but yeah newaiiz n then um.. n then we hung round wit tha thwaitez all daii which waz heepz good :) ehhe newaiiz yeah n andrew - stuiz bro iz really hot - hez 22... n really hot.. haha he drivez a supra ;D yeah thaz right... haha

newaiiz yeah n then todaii um.. we slept in "rydgez" hotel.. fucking... BEST BED IVE EVA SLEPT IT!!! tha bed waz tha most comfortable thing ive... EVA fukn... sat/lie/slept on... omg... it waz heaven! haha i wanted to steal tha bed.. lol or atleast tha pillow! :P hehehe...

but yeah n then we woke up thiz mornin - went n had breaky at tha hotel resteraunt... n then went to tha thwaitez to saii bye - me n stui n andrew were on andrewz bed fightin - i waz tryin to make andrew wake up.. it got pretty violent - but im used to it wit them.. haha

but yeah n then i drove all tha waii home! :D hehee n cuz i had to go slowah than evry1 else i ended up goin 5 hrz n 15 minz of drivin! hehehe i waz happy! :D yayyy so im bout up to like... umm... 23 hrz or summim now... IM GETTIN THER!! hahaha

okerz well i hav food so im gonna go now! hehehe

CELESC!

xxx

fri 27th may 05

hiiii guyyyzzz.... haha mmm ok well... nuthin much haz bn goin on l8ly... at all.... really... lol man... i think tha laz time i rote waz wen i got bak from camp... hahaha that waz a fukn long entry - i found out it waz 5 pagez long! shit man... lol like A4 pagez! haha but yeah - well therz a little bit of history 4 ya! :P hehe

newaiiz um... wat to talk bout... well... omg! hahaha... um i got new hermit crabz! hehe yayyyy... theyre called (dadz 1) - scrappy.. n (mah 1) clippy - thanx 2 carl 4 tha name... haha

newaiiz umm... yeahhh... lol n omg.. 4 tha 1zt time EVA in mah life... haha im proud i lasted thiz long! haha i stole summin! - from a shop! :O hahaha... nah like.. they were an 18$ pair of earringz.. fukn hot az! n i stole elle a 30$ necklace... haha it waz funi - im not gonna tell ya wher from but cuz yeah - i might get in alotta trubble 4 that lol

so yeah... im pretty excited... but then i feel pretty down at tha same time... like um... im prollz cn dano on um... on sundaii (yayyy) hehe thaz y im excited.. but im also down bcuz like... i dont no whetha hez free or not - n i aint gonna go up ther if i cant c him ya no? like therz no fukn point... but yeah i dunno... i hope i can c him! id b so happy! :D:D:D hehehe... n elle might b cumin wit me! YAY! hehe she getz to meet him! hehe but yeah.. so thaz excitin az well :P hehe im jzt waitin 4 him to cum on tha fricken net... he betta or ill b pissed off... o fuk im an idiot! hez prollz workin! haha wat a wanker... lol - meanin me not him! haha - i shulda membad.. lol

o well... hmm wat else interestin haz bn happenin... nuthin much really... mah life iz SO FUCKING BORIN! omfg... lol - im so bored i think i might go to bed.. man itz only 10pm! lol... how sad..

i didnt go to skool todaii - i waz sik... lol but i got to spend time wit daddy so that waz good :) hehe he bought me tha movie "SAW" fuk man... that iz tha most BRILLIANT movie i hav eva cn - evry1 thinkz itz seedy n shit.. but i love it.. itz so amazing... like... fuk man.. i cant explain it... haha but im into all that kinda shit... n ya wunda y i am tha waii i am! hahah how sad... lol

o wellz im gonna go now... hopefully ill talk to dano b4 sundaii... if i dont then i aint goin up cuz therz no point really.. if he aint gonna b ther - im praying to God that he wil b but.. omfg.. he send me sum picz right...

FUCK ME FUCKING DEAD!!! omfg man... if he waz ther right then (like wen i got those picz) id fuk him so hard... lol fuk man... hez tha sxciezt fukn thing on 2 legz! yummy! hehe aw man...haha i cant get ova how sxc he iz.. n hez mine! :P hehe luvin it... n im all hiz ;) hehehe

ok well im goin now! hehe ttylz BYA! xxx

sun 5th june 05

OMG I DIDNT WAN MICHAEL TO GO!!! :( lol... sori im jzt watchin BB... lol how sad - i wanted dean to go - yeah hez hot.. but hez an ass hole... lol... newaiiz haha

ok well... ummm... tha laz time i rote waz like... 2 fridaiiz ago... haha... ummm... well watz happened since then... um well... SHIT MAN!! im gettin so distracted! lol sori.. haha well i didnt end up cn dano on sundaii... :| dont ask - lol i dont wanna talk bout it... but like.. mm... thiz weekz bn pretty good i hav to saii... like i had a good week.. except i ended up gettin a level 3 4 fucking bloody... disobediance to teachaz n all that kinda shit... so i waz really angry bout that but i cant help it so meh... lol n i hav to do that thiz wed... n then on fridaii im pretty sure - so that shuld b fukn interestin... lol o wellz...

ummm.. hehehe o thaz right... on fridaii arvo... we left 4 port maquarie... which waz fun :) i had a good time.. it waz fukn awesome.. bcuz i slept ALLLL DAAAYYYY on saturdaii... it waz fucking brilliant!!! lol i needed that so badly n i ... sorii stopped typin n now i cant memba wat i waz saiin... lol newaiiz

yeah well on umm.. on fridaii night.. i talked to dano on tha fone.. 4 like tha 1zt time in a week.. hehe so that waz really good... hez such a naughty boii! hehe... he stole alcohol from worK!... lol thaz mah boii! hahahah.. n he drank it az well - tha dumb ass... he waz drunk wen i waz tlakin to him... lol it waz pretty funi but...

but tha net iz so borin now bcuz he dont hav it nemore bcuz hiz internet ppl fukd him ova... :( so yeah - i might giv him a call a little l8a on to talk to him or summin... hehe but yiz...

newaiiz at port maquarie... omfg man... lol ther r sum SERIOUS hottiez up ther.. SERIOUSLY! lol.. man... n omg!~ hahaha DRAGONZ WON!!! WOOOOO!!! HAHAHA U FUCKING LEGENDZ!!! 32 TO 18!!! FUCKING AWESOME!!! i waz watchin it tha hole night! i waz so happy afta that... - theyre mah team! hehe :P so yeah i waz really happy bout that.. haha n that waz laz night they plaiied - they plaiied against um. tha warrierz i think... yeah.. thaz right.. lol

but yeah. hmm wat else interestin haz bn happenin... nuthin really... lol i havent straightened mah hair in like... a week n a half - lol im so proud man.. im tryin to grow mah hair.. so tha longah i dont straighten it... then... tha healthier itll staii 4 a while... lol so yeah... mah hair cmz to jzt stop grwin but... which shitz me.. but yeah

meh aiight well im gonna go cuz im bored n im gonna go hav a ciggy - im quittin! :) im happy bout that.. bcuz im sik of smokin.. im jzt so.. ova it... seriously.. i no it took me a yr 2 realise it.. but atleast i realied it now instead of 10 yrz from now... so yeah

ok well ill ttylz (K) xxx bya!

fri 10th june 05 - HAPPY BDAII DADDY!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D

hey guyyzzz... mmm well yiz itz mah daddyz bdaii todaii :) hehe i gav him a sliver bracelet wit an engravin on it.. n on tha front it sed "my hero" n on tha bak it sed "love alicia" hehe so yeahhh hehe he loved it :P hehe

newaiiz hmmm well im tryna think of wat happened thiz week wit me... lol omg.. well um me n amty n elle n kimmi went out yesterdaii to towaz afta skool n we went shoppin... n um... i didnt buy nethin except 4 mah dadz bdaii pressie... lol BUT... 4 sum unknown read (yeah right) i came home wit 70$ worth of stuff... haha hmmm i wundsa how i got that.... hahahaha but yeah aw man it waz so bad! 70$ WORTH OF SHIT!!! lol aw man.. thaz alot of stealin hahahah... o wellz :P

newaiiz umm yeah well nuthin really interestin haz bn happenin l8ly.. haha i had a pretty good week thiz week but... :) it waz jzt... laid bak n easy basically... but todaii i got moved outta mah mathz class... which im REALLY FUCKING SHITTY ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!! :@:@:@@: cuz im ni a mathz class wit katie n ashlee n ashlee harvey n sophie.. sophiez aiight but omfg.. i HATE ashlee harvey - she pisses me off to tha shit house... n all i can hear iz her ANNOYING fucking voice in mah ear constantly... but we hav a good teacha... lol

mm... man wat a borin fukn life i lead... lol well i saw simon 4 tha 1zt time in a while thiz arvo (tha simon that livz down mah street) fuk hez so sxc man.. omfg haha.. he came down n met me at oakhil shopz.. so yeah atleast he didnt dogg it thiz time! haha n yeahh.. n umm.. i had mah level 2 on wed arvo.. which waz fucking borin az shit... but meh... n then i had mah level 1 thiz arvo (meanin i had a level 3 for all those slow ppl out ther) n i did that thiz arvo n that waz pretty borin az well...

n yeah... shit man :|... o thaz right.. um i talked to dano... like evry night thiz week... n yeah.. hehe i cant wait until i c him in 2 weekz at julianz party! :D hehe i realised that i havent cn him in fukn... almost 7 monthz!!!!!!!!! :( itz so sad! cuz i miss him wen eva i thnk of it that waii! lol but yeah... but i jzt hope i hav a good time at julianz thaz all - im sure ive already told use wat im worried bout happenin.. so i aint gonna mention it again.. but still...

okerz well seenstho mah life iz THAT fucking borin then im gonna go... lol

bya xxx

fri 17th jun 05 - 4 monthz till mah bdaii....

hi guyz.. well im in tha shittest fucking mood... i havent felt thiz shit in so fucking long.. *sigh*... i dont no wat 2 do...

it started wit thiz arvo... i fukn went rank at so many ppl... jeorgia bn 1 of them... she didnt need that shit n now i feel like shit 4 it.. so jay - if eva u read thiz im sori... anotha person bn akshaay - but i dont really care bout that... lol he waz pissin me off...

newaiiz but yeah - ther waz big reason behind y i went rank - i dont wanna saii it on here but... but i felt like shit afta that - n anotha fact bcuz of 1 of mah frenz bn a stupid hoe (not namin ne namez) but it waznt hellzta, raina or ally... ill tell u that much....... n um.. so i called up amty n asked if i culd go ova l8a on n shez like yeah sure... n then she dogged it so i called nikhil 2 c if he wanted to cum ova or summin n omfg... pleez dont make me go into detail bout that shit............ FUCK MAN IM SO FUCKING ANGRY OMFG USE CULDNT POSSIBLY UNDA-FUCKING-STAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thiz fukn little slut answered tha fone n started me n im like oi wtf bitch... n i swear 2 u if i find out hoo it fucking waz... God fucking help them im tellin ya that... fuk man.. stupid bitchez dont no hoo tha fuk theyre startin!!!... im so angry man... aghh.. i wanna punch summin...

but roger made me promise him that i wuldnt do nethin stupid.. not that im gunna listen 2 him... bcuz i didnt promise him n i jzt went rank at me... danoz bn an ass hole (sori baby if ur readin thiz) n yeah im jzt so fucking angry n sad i feel like cryin...

all i wnated waz 4 nikhil to cum ova n gimme a hug or summin n he fukn plaiiz a jk on me which WAZNT FUCKING FUNI!! IT MADE ME FEEL EVEN ANGRIER...!!!!!!!! AGH!!...

newaiiz... enuff bout me n mah angriness... um nuthin much happened thiz week... pretty normal week - it waz aiight but.. i um... staiied home on um wed... went n got mah hair cut - 2 short!!!! but it aint very noticable.. lol so thaz aiight i guess... n yeah n nuthin else really haz happeend...

but yeah im gunna go now n ring nikhil n c if he can cum ova l8a or sumin n yeah.. sori thiz waznt a very long entry - i really aint in tha mood.. ill ttylz bya xxx

sundaii 19th june 05

hiiiiii guyyyzzzz... ok well yiz im in a much betta mood than i waz b4 lol...i went 2 um "The producers" laz night!!! it waz heepz good!! hehe it waz really funi - lol i loved tha gay guy - he waz fricken hilarious! hahaha... newaiiz so yeahhh um ther waz summin.. o thaz right!! HAHAHAHA omfg! most embarressin thing eva!!!

lol well me n pauline went to um cherrybrook shopz yesterdaii n um cuz pauline wanted to get a new skirt 4 um tha plaii laz night... newaiiz yeah n um we waz walkin round n bout to go n get a coffee.. n cuz gloria jeanz waz havin a big openin thing even tho itz bn open 4 agez... lol newaiiz yeah n ther waz thiz little mechanical thing on a bike ridin round - n i waz bout to walk into tha newzagency... n i waz wearin these cargo pantz... newaiiz yeah n all of a sudden tha little mechanical boy on a bike thing sed "hey you in the cargo pants" n i turned round n looked at it n then it goez "yeah you!!!" n i go "awwww nahh thaz sum freaky shit" n then i walked into tha newzagency... n all of a sudden i hear thiz"ALIIIIIIICCCIIIIAAAA" in an american accent... n im like FUCK!!! n i turjn rounf n paulinez standin outside laughin her head off n i scream out "PAULINE!!" n shez jzt standin ther laughin n then i worked out that it waz the guy standin a few feet behind him waz speakin into a mircofone... so it waz all mechanilised... or wat eva tha fek u call it... lol... but it waz saooo fucking embarressin! lol cuz EVRY1 in tha newzagency turned n looked at me!! lol...

newaiiz yeah n ummmm... yeah n then yesterdaii i drove 2 hrz cuz i drove 2 star city n bak - fek i love star city soooo much... shit man itz tha nicest fukn place eva - i saw a BRIGHT PINK CADILLACK!!!!! IT WAZ THA FUCKING HOTTEST THING EVA!!!!!!!!! lol omg n a white limo! hahaaha... it waz gorjuz so i took heepz of picz lol... but yiz.... n yeah... n then todaii i um... i did nuthin basically lol... i washed tha dogz but... n that waz fun cuz i took heepz of picz n shit... lol but yiiiiiz... n yeah hmmm.. lol n i got all tha hw that i needed dun done.. n now im sittin here... gettin slowly pissed off bcuz im on dial up atm... so meanin tha dadz comp iz goin sooooooooooooooo FEKING slowly!!!.. n im tryna download tha new vrersion of msn msnger... lol n thaz bn goin 4 literally bout half an hr now n itz only jzt afta half fucking waii - i am so not used to dial up.. i haaate it :P ilol

aiight well im gunna get goin now cuz dad shuld b home wit dinna soon... ttylz bya xxx

sat 2nd july 05 - ooo midas touch *DING* hahaha ez :P

hey guyz!!! hahaha ok well.. OMFG!! hahaha sooo much to tell use all! lol n im so sori ez 4 not upd8in! hahahaa

newaiiz yeah ok well... hmm wen did i laz upd8.. haha shit that waz a long time ago - i cant even memba that week! lol shit um im pretty sure it waz a good week... hahaha n then omg.. haha saturdaii night! HAHAHHAAHA like meanin a week ago... lol hehe awww mah gosh.. SUCH A GOOD FUKN NIGHT!!!! LOL hehe wooo... well ok i aint gunna tell u tha hole story cuz itz a little graphic.. sori thaz an undastatement... itz VERY graphic... lol newaiiz yeah well me n kim were in tha car goin to glenbrook (btw if use didnt no it waz tha glenbrook party - julianz -) yeah... n we were both shittin ourselvez... i hav nooo idea y... lol but yeah n then we got to morganz house cuz we waz all walkin from ther 2 julianz... meanin - me, kimmi, ange, morgan, bill, DANO... aahha so yeah... newaiiz yeah n i walked in n dano waz sittin on tha couch n im like *drool* omfg so hot! hahaaha... but yeah newaiiz n then we went to julianz n ther ended up bn only like 10 ppl ther altgoetha.. so it waz a really shit party but i got to c dano so that made up 4 evrythin... n yeah so i had an awesome night - i spent most of it wit dano n bill... n kimmi spent it mostly wit um... nadz... i think thaz hiz name.. haha n roger lol.. so yeah n morgan waz fukn smashed off hiz FACE!! it waz fekin hilarious man.. hahaha

newaiiz yeah n umm.. wat else happened.. n yeah thaz basically it.. aw but dsano iz such a sweeti... seriously :) hehe he makez me laugh... haha newaiiz yeah n um n then on sundaii cuz we went bak to kimz dad place (OMFG I LOVE IT THER!!! AHHA) i loooooooooove goin to kimz dadz place! haha we alwaiiz hav so much fun.. newaiiz yeah n so we ended up like goin 4 a walk n havin a ciggy... n we were jzt tlakin n bludgin round her house most of tha daii n then we drove to parklea wher we waz wanderin round lookin at pretty thingz... hehe n yeah... OMFG THAT REMINDZ ME!! haha i gotta go to parklea sumtimez soon.. mayb todaii.. hmm that soundz like a good idea... actually no it duznt.. i hav no1 to go wit.. haha aw thaz so depressin :( ahhaha OMG YAY!!! ELLEZ ON!! hahaha wooo!! i can ask her.. cuz i tohught she waz at work.. haha newaiiz yeah um. wat waz i saiin..

hmmm.. i HATE it wqen that happenez! hahah... o yeah newaiiz yeah n then tha laz week i had a SHIT ASS week.. me n dad had so many fukn fightz n im sik of it! agghh!!!... but yeah n they were mostly bout skool n shit... n me n dano.. meh omg dont ask... lol eyah newaiiz n then ummm.. yeah n then i didnt go to skool onnn.. fridaii bcuz i culdnt b fukd so i met up wit helly n saw her n that waz good - she looked pretty.. hehe yeah n then we went to skool n saw raina yayyy i havewnt cn her all week i miss her heepz!!! newaiiz yeah n then we were jzt wanderin round 4 a bit n we went down to cherrybrook shopz to get food - omg im neva ewatin from homerz again!!! well actually yes i prollz will but not wit tha chilli shit! that SOOO didnt agree wit me! lol newaiiz yeah n then i met up wit amty n we were walkin round 4 a bit n we went to a few pplz housez cuz amty needed to c ppl n then i gave an-tony a ring to c wat he waz doin n he waz.. i cant memba n then he sed hed gimme a call l8a on 2 c if me n amty were stil out n then hed cum out.. NEWAIIZ n then yeah n then i got a call from him atlike 7 but i didnt no.. n then i saw it at like 8 n i rang him bak n im like watz rong? haha cuz he neva ringz me unless i ring him1zt.. newaiiz n then cuz iw az walkin down to oakhil to get food 4 dinna... n then we were tlakin n i told him to cum to oakhil shopz but he waz drunk so he prollz wuldnt end up gettin ther newaiiz.. hed prollz end up in dural or summin ahahahhaah n so yeha we decided he waznt cumin... newaiiz yeah n then i got home n i ate n i waz watchin BB n then mah fone waz ringin n im like hoo tha fuk! n it waz an-tony... n im like watz rong? n hez like im walkin to oakhil shopz.. u betta b ther... n im like AGH!! WAT?!?!! hahaha n i waznt even ready or nethin.. newaiiz yeha n to make a really long story short he ended up cumin ova n we were sittin infront of mah house 4 like 3 hrz... hahaa he waz so drunk n it waz sooo funi... lol evrytime a car came up tha street hed freak out run behind a tree bcuz he thought it waz tha copz... it waz fucking hilarious!!! hahahaha newaiiz but yeah okerz well im gunna go now n ive got sum picz so ill b upd8in them now az well.. :) so go check em out! haha okerz byaaa xxx

wed 7th july 05

hahahah heyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa evry1111!!!! hahaahahaha

ooook well.. i am SOOOO bored that im ritin on thiz again!! wit nuthin 2 tell u ppl! lol

well.. i hav sum thingz 2 tell u ppl... but yeahhh... haha ill let u all use ur imaginationz.. haha i got summin done on mondaii..... ;) to mah body... no it waznt plastik surgery... lol summin... thaz ummm... hmm. involvez needle... im not gunna saii "A" needle... im not gunna saii "NEEDLEZ"... but ill let u all use ur headz 2 work out which i mean ;) most of use prollz all no wat im tlakin bout newaiiz but hey! hahaha

um well atm im on tha net (afta MANY timez tryin to get on bcuz tha fukn net waz screwed all mornin) n im tlakin to yasin n nabila... lol n im on auspal talkin thiz AMAZINGLY HOT BLACK GUY!!! omg.... i am so marryin a black guy wen i get oldah.. yummyyy! hehehe

newaiiz yeah well.. todaii ive bn doin shit all... haha yesterdaii i went n met up wit um.. kimmi 2 show her wat i got done.. n yeah - she lovez it.. haha same wit alot of otha ppl... umm wat else happened.. n yea ummm... on sundaii... o thaz right... summin happened wit dano :( so sad.... n but now itz all good :D:D:D hehe he aint angry at me nemore thankgosh! i waz so sad man!

newaiiz yeah n um n then i went out wit elle on um... on sundaii night n went n saw "war of the worldz" man thaz a fukn good movie! hahaha i loooooved it! :P but yiz.. n yeah im tryna think wat im gunna do tonight...... hmm... OMFG!!! I TOTALLY 4GOT!!! ORIGINZ ON TONIGHT!!! FUK THAT 4 GOIN OUT! IM STAIIN HOME!! HAHA YAYYY!!! i looooooove tha state of origin :D:D:D haha *crazy face* :P go tha bluuuueeezzz! hehe ok well im tossin up whetha to make simon walk me down to oakhil shopz n get food.. or to jzt walk down by mahself.. or to jzt not go at all... mayb i shuld keep tha money dad leant me 4 food so i can save it up to go to tha moviez or summin.. haha meh im hungry... haha im goin to get food - o but thaz tha 2nd time ive walked down to tha shopz todaii.. i dont waannnn 222!!! agghh!! o wait i might ring sandra n tell her 2 meet me ther.. haha okerz well im off

ttylz byaaaaa xxx

sun 10th july 05 - 6 DAIIZ!!!!!!!! WOOOOOT!!!

hehe hiiii guyyzzz.... ok well i am absolutely n utterly bored fucking shitless.. u cant possibly understand... haha wel im sure u culd but hey... lol ummm well... o crap i cant memba wen i laz rote.. i think it waz on wednesdaii or summin.. i dunno lol

yeah well ummm watz happened since then... ummm... omg NUTHIN... WAIT!!!!! WAIT!! I DO MEMBA NOW!!! HAHAHA

ok... i went to domz on um... onnnn thurz night... n yeah i slept ova.. n thru out tha hole night we were prankin ppl - it waz FUCKING HILARIOUS!!!! aahahaha id b like ringin up random guyz n id go "hey sxc.... how r u?" n all that kinda shit in a really low sexy voice.. haha it waz soo funi lol.. n then i rang dano n woke him up :( hahaha poor thing... lol but yeah o n CONGRATZ BABY ON THA JOB!!!!!! :D:D:D hehehe okerz newaiiz yeah ummm

yeah newaiiz omg.. i now a future husband.... lol tha reason 4 tha hole FUTURE thing iz bcuz he jzt turned 13... hahaha so yiz... not yet... lol but yeah n hez such a little kutie man.. he iz SOOOO on lay by... DEF. hez gunna b hot wen he growz up... lol n he haz bigga fucking musclez than like... sum of mah ex bfz!!! itz crazy!!! hez a tank 4 a 13 yr old! hahaah.. i no ppl hoo r 18 n r skinnier than him! hahaha itz hot... lol but yeah.. n hiz name iz PAT.. n itz domz bro... hahahaha :P so yiz... lol newaiiz yeah n we jzt had a really good night.. n thru out tha night i waz fucking freezin so i stacked on tha clothez n jumpaz etc... lol n then we got woken up at fricken 930 in tha mornin.. n we didnt get to sleep until like 2.. so i waz angry n tired! hahaha but yiz... newaiiz n then cuz it waz patz bdaii that daii he had a party on at a park sumwher in cherrybrook... lol so i went along wit dom n ali.. n i had SUCH a good time man.. haha ther waz all these little yr 7 kidz runnin round.. n sum of em tried to start me... haha i waz so fukn crazy that daii... i ended up tacklin sum random little kid n beatin tha shit outta him... lol it waz pretty funi... n then yeah... newaiiiizzz wat else happened... umm.. n yeah so that waz fridaii... n then fridaii night i came home to watch tha footy... n mah team lost :( i waz sooooooo very sad!!!... thaz tha dragonz btw.. best fucking team!!! hahaha i love them ;D hehehe newaiiz yeah n tha eelz slashed them.. so that waz fukd... newaiiz yeah ummm.. n then on saturdaii... o thaz right

hahaaha ok on sat i went 2... HAHAHAHAHA i went to cherrybrook... lol n um i waz wanderin round 4 agez.. got a coffee n then got homerz... n then ummm... lol... n then i rang elle cuz dad waz grocery shoppin n i HATE goin grocery shoppin wit him lol so i wandered off wit hiz fone n i called elle.. n i ended up walkin into martelliz n givin tha fone 2 2 guyz that worked ther n they talked to her 4 a bit.. haha newaiiz yeah n then... N THEN!!! hahaha i asked her if she wanted 2 talk to sum fruit... hahahahhahaha so i ended up bn in ther 4 like half an hour puttin tha fone up to all thiz fruit n she waz tlakin to it. hahaha it waz fucking hilarious hahahahahahahaah

newaiiz n then laz night... which waz sat night haha umm.. i went... o thaz right - I WORKED!! HAHA YAYYYY 4 tha 1zt time in like fucking.. 4 monthz! i waz so happy man... lol BUT tha thing iz.. i needed thiz paii right... n they hav to fucking take 30$ out of mah paii az a deposit 4 mah new uniform... im fukn angry - I NEEDED THAT PAII!!! lol newaiiz but yeah *sigh* hehe but yeah it waz good :D hehe

newaiiz n then todaii i talked to dano n bill bout watz happenin on wed... n yeah cuz billz cumin down... n dano.. MIGHT b cumin down - but i highly doubt it seenstho he fucking NEVA cumz down... but hey i dunno... but yeah atleast ill get 2 c bill... n yeah haha

newaiiz well thiz waz a rivetin entry waznt it? haha okerz well im gunna go now... n ring helly n c if she wanz 2 go to tha roosterz vs dragonz game wit me.. cuz she goez 4 tha roosterz.. haha n i go 4 tha dragonz... n yeah haha okerz well il ttylz bya xxx

sun 17th july 05 - 3 monthz till mah bdaii

hey guyz... OMG I GOT THA HARRY POTTER BOOK!!!!!! HEHEHEHE!!! :D yayyyyy!!!! fuck man omfg... i waz SO excited yesterdaii man! lol.. omfg... ive bn waitin SO long 4 it to cum out n now itz finally here... but i dont wanna read it 2 kwikly bcuz then itll b ova 2 soon! lol... but meh... hahaha im only up to tha 4th chapter... but thaz prollz bcuz i got it at 5 yesterdaii n i didnt read it until 1am laz night (or thiz mornin) bcuz i had to work n i waz tlakin to kamze n helly all night... lol

newaiiz well hmm... well im in a really bad mood... i woke up bout.. half an hour ago.. n i havent smiled 1nce since i got up... im so.. i dont even no Y im sad.... i jzt am... meh itz stoopid... haha

well um thaz laz time i rote waz on tuez so i guess ill start from ther... lol

well bill n morgan came down on wed night which waz good... it waz good 2 c bil again... n yeah... n um we jzt bludged that night... n i got ciggiez etc bcuz i got money (THANKGOSH!!!!!) n then on thurz we went out (me, bill, morgan, kimmi) 2 meet up wit keesha at towaz so we culd go shoppin n c a movie.. we saw sin city.. DONT EVA C IT ITZ SHIT!!!!! lol.. nah it waz OK... only ok but.. not fantastic.... goez 4 to long n i got so bored that i went out of tha movie cinemaz to go to tha bathroom (even tho i didnt need 2 go lol) jzt to get out of ther... lol newaiiz yeah n we shopped a bit n yeah.. that waz basically it... n then we wandered round 4 a while... we were waitin 4 our bus 4 agez n then i figured that id jzt ring dad n get him 2 pick us up... n he waz drunk wen he came :S lol... so yeah...

n then morgan waz in a shitty mood all of that night so i had a really shitty night... n then umm... hmmm... wat else happened... lol yeah n then i jzt came on here n i think i waz tlakin to hellzta all night again haha n then i think i waz tlakin to kamze az well so that waz good :) hehe i luv him hez so gorjuz.. hehe

but i hav 2 saii i miss dano.. *sigh* i havent talked 2 him 4 a while... i jzt... i dont no.. i dont wanna go into it..

newaiiz so yeah n um n then on friiiiidaiii... wat did i do... o well tha guyz left n i jzt sat at home n did nuthin again. o wait no i went out 4 a drive wit elle 2 wisemanz ferry so that waz good - i got 2 hrz done! hehe so now ive done 35 hrz... lol not goin that well :S seenstho ive only got 3 monthz until i get mah Pz... n i still dont no how to park 4 shit! hahahaha... but hey atleast im not janette! (i work wit her) - shez 20 n still haz her Lz... n still cant drive! hahahahahaha itz hilarious... lol but yiz n um.. n then on fridaii night i jzt did nuthin again i think.. i waz watchin BB in tha night. man i love chrsite.. OMG EVICTION TONIGHT!!! AGGHH!!! hahahaha if rita duznt go... i swear :@:@:@ i HATE her man... if i had to liv wit her.. omfg i wuld KILL her! haha n guess wat? lol wen i turn 18 im gunna try out 4 tha BB house! :D hehee i rekn it wuld b SO much fukn fun! hahaha so yiz...

newaiiz yeah n so that waz fridaii.. n then ummm... on saturdaii - o man i had SUCH a fucking good daii! hehehe.. well ok it started wit me gettin up n kelly (mah sis) came ova... n then she showed me a bit of tha harry potter cover! :D:D:D:D: hehehe AGH I JZT WANNA GO N READ IT NOW!!! haha ok ok ill do it afta i finish thiz... lol newaiiz yeah n um... we went to parra... cuz she had a westfield voucher 4 500$... n anotha 1 4 250$... but she already spent that 1.... hahaa newaiiz yeah n then omg man.. i bought THE... I MEAN THE!!!!!!!! NICEST FUCKING BOOTZ IN THA WORLD!!! i fell inlove wit them az soon az i went into tha shop... theyre like... ugg bootz wit heelz.. theyre fucking SXC!!! newaiiz haha yeah n um.. so i got them. n 3 shirtz that i really like :) hehe yeah n um n then she brought me home.. i had an awesome time wit her.. itz so funi how much we're alike.. lol like i mean ill walk thru shopz n ppl will get in mah waii n ill jzt b like "MOVE" n then i realised that she duz tha exact same thing... itz fukn hilarious cn a 27 yr old yellin at ppl! hahaha n she drivez like a fucking maniac az well! she remindz me pf a 18 yr old! hahaha... newaiiz yeah ummm... so yeah n then she brought me home.. n i went on tha net n kamze waz on :D hehehe...

n then so i waz rtalkin to him 4 a while.. n i found out summin that made me really happy :D (from him) im not gunna tell use wat... use can use ur imagination ;) hahaha only 1 person noez... :P hehe newaiiz yeah n um n then so i waz all happy 2 go to work.. n then um.. i had an aiight time at work.. fukn ericz a wanka sumtimez seriously (hez mah boss)... omg man.. i jzt wanna yell at him... lol.. newaiiz yeah n so im workin on saturdaiiz now.. (gr8 :S) seenstho thaz 1 of tha nightz i ALWAIIZ go out... but meh.. i need money.. i need 2 work... newaiiz yeah so um n thewn i came home n staiied on tha net until bout 2am talkin to kamze n 2 helly.. n that waz fun :) ive bn tlakin to helly SOOO much on tha net l8ly.. :) itz bn really good.. evrytime i feel like shit she jzt makez me feel so much betta man.. but yeah.. i miss her so much.. i also really miss nit n ally... i havent cn them all holz.. but yeah so thaz tha ONLY!!!!!!! reason i wanna go bak 2 skol... 2 c them n 2 hang round wit them again.. so yeah but meh

aw kamzez on but hiz thingz set to awaii :( i wanna tlak 2 him... i no he can make me feel betta *sigh*... meh...

aiight well i betta go bak 2 feelin like shit now... fuk im hungry but!!! hahahaha... that waz random... lol aiight well im gunna go n yeah... aiight ill ttylz (K) bya xxx

PS... im gunna try summin wit tha colorz of thiz thing.. haha hold on lol

thurz 4th july 05 - HAD IT 4 1 MONTH!!!!!! WOOT!

haahaha halloooo - ok well if u wanna no wat ive had 4 1 month then ull hafta ask me.. lol bcuz i aint saiin it ova thiz cuz i dont no hooz readin it lol...

newaiiizzzzz... o btw iz nikkiz readin thiz then HALLOOO NIKKIIIII hehehehe

ok well atm... im in a shitty... bad... fukd off (they all mean tha same thing dont they... lol o wellz) mood....... i hav bn tired ALL fucking week... -i highly doubt ill b goin to skool tomorrow bcuz of tha waii i felt todaii - i also got mah periodz todaii (sori i no use didnt needa no that lol) which iz makin evrythin worse... ummm

itz me n kamzez 2 weekz todaii :) hahaha so thaz excitin... hehe i lub him.. hez gorjuz... n umm yeah - ive talked to him on tha fone heepz n evrythin... no guy haz eva make me laugh... az much az he makez me laugh.. honestly.. he iz SO fucking hilarious.. lol but yiz... newaiiz yeah umm wat else haz bn happenin...

ok sori im bak i had 2 put mah work clothez in tha wash 4 tonight bcuz im workin.. agghh that suckz! but hey - atleast i get money... n it iznt that bad workin i guess.. jzt besidez tha fuck headz that cum in - n evry1 readin thiz obviously noez me n how much of a bitch i can b to dick headz... so itz quite hard 4 me to not start yellin at them... but i need thiz job so i hav to dso evrythin good... lol n hopefully it wont b too busy bcuz itz a cold daii n itz a thurz.. so it iznt az busy az fridaii or sat nightz... lol *sigh*

but yiiiz... soo hmm.. yes well i had a shit ass daii todaii bcuz i waz 1) tired az all fuck.. u culdnt possibly undastand how tired i waz.../ am... lol 2) bcuz i had a splittin headache... 3) i had a little bit of period pain 4).. well... i had mah periodz... lol need i saii more? extreme PMS? hahahahaha but yeah.. i ended up startin to cry 4 LITERALLY nooo reason watsoeva... i mean.. it waz random.. lol i jzt all of a sudden. started cryin hahahaa.. n then afta that i waz happy.. n then i waz shitty.. n then i waz happy again.. man.. mah mood swingz get so bad sumtimez... lol

but yiz.. hmm well i think i might go n read tha CLEO mag n wait 4 kamze to ring me bak...

i no thiz waznt very interestin. but nuthin interestin haz bn happenin 2 me l8ly... u can also check out mah space if u wan... not that i no wat tha space thingy iz... all i no iz that u can go onto sum1 elsez space n then instead of havin their little name thingy in tha adress bad like 4 eg "smeleanor...." summin summin i cant mmeba tha rest of it... haha but thaz ellez... so instead of havin that ther u can jzt put in "ChocolateOrgasm" n thaz mine... lol so yeah go check it out if ya wan :) got heepz n heepz of picz on ther! lol

aiight well ill ttylz

btw CONGRATZ EZ!!!! hehehehe im proud of u babe!!!! aiight byaaaaa xxx

tuez 16th aug 05

now THIZ iz summin i havent done in a while! ritin on mah website! lol how DARE i! hahaha okerz well... shit watz bn goin on.. haha

well 1zt of all - bill DIDNT end up cumin n pickin us up! tha bastardo! lol..

omg man.. i jzt got added into a convo wit like 19 otha ppl... i think kamze did it.. lol meh o wellz...

lol aiighty.. well ther iznt much 2 talk bout - well im sure ther iz.. haha

umm i went 2 billz 18th on sat night... lol that waz... hmm how do i put it? interestin... well i got smashed off mah face n cant memba half tha shit i did... so thaz a good start!... lol saw dano again... that waz good i guess lol....

n yeah hahaha omg... kamze sed hed ring me.. BUT NOOO!!! fucking... alot of good hiz promisez r!! lol o no itz ok... he jzt told me he waz eatin hahaha

newaiiizzz... well i jzt wanna saii congratz to ez n her boii paul!!! :D hehehee sooo happy 4 u babe! u 2 paul! :P hehehe

omg ez i hav SOOOO MUCH 2 TELL U THAZ HAPPENED TONIGHT!!!! man... if u read thiz netime b4 tomorrow (which u wont so dw) but... if by... God noez wat chance u do.. THEN CALL ME!!! HAHAHAHHA itzs bout um........... how... do... i saii hiz name? wit out givin it awaii... ahh tha guy hoo u think likez me? hahaa yeah itz bout him... n yeah ;) hehehe interestin shit aye! hahahaha

lol newaiiz yeah mmmmmmmmmmmmmm!~!!!! dont no wat to tlak bout... omg.. well on sat night wen i waz very very drunk... at billz party... b4 i got drunk I SAW ERIN!!! :D:D:D i waz sooo happy man! i miss her so much already! but we shuld b goin campin wen craig (her bf) getz bak from goin round tha world.. so thatll b awesomeee! hehehe

nnn yeahhh well i had drama tonight.. but i found sum AWFUL newz out!!! omg... clyde iznt cumin bak to drama.. n that makez me REALLY sad... cuz like yeah - me n ally r SOOO upset bout it - cuz hez our drama buddy... it iznt tha same wen he aint ther... so yeah we're both really upset n we're gunna miss u buddy! u gotta cum n visit us but! xxx...

n yeahhh... hmm well i got a new fone... itz an LG C3320... i love it.. itz gorjuz - but i still use mah otha fone so yeah.. i like it to much 2 get rid of it hahaha.. but yiiiiz... lol hmmm wat else interesrtin haz bn happenin?...

well itll b me n kamzez 4 weekz on thurz... so thaz excitin :D heheeh.. n our 1 month on sundaii... if nuthin bad happenz b4 then to make us break up :S hahahaha n yeahhh

omg thaz right! hahaha me n ally r plannin our road trip to tha gold coast at tha end of tha yr!!! how excitement! hehehe we're goin wit 2 of her m8z.. boon n greg - i hav absolutely NOOO idea hoo they r but meh! hahaha itz QLD! lol :D hehehe

aw man im tired.. but i culdnt b fukd goin to bed... i tried quittin smokin 2daii... 4 tha like... 20th time... HAHAHA didnt work.. lol i had mah laz 1 thiz mornin.. then i waz walkin home wit simey... n waz complainin bout how i didnt hav ne ciggiez left so i went to hiz n he gave me 1... that waz at bout 2:30... n then came 5:15.... n i waz sittin ther fiddlin wit paper etc... n grabbed sum money i found lyin round n went down n got ciggiez... hahahaha too bad 4 me... lol

mmm newaiiz well im gunna go now n save use all from bordem of readin shit bout mah life.. hahaha hopefully ill b cn kamze soon.. so thatll b excitin :D hehehe...

byaaaa xxx

im on a mission 2 steal... kill... cuz nuthin thrillz